I had my prostate removed and have been urine incontinet ever since. I was a DL before so I don't mind wearing and using diapers, can be convient at times.
I go to bed every night in the summer in just a T and diapers. I go out every morning and get my paper and make sure I bend over and show my neighbors my well padded and pee soaked rear end.
I am wearing a depends tape on brief and a cloth pull up diaper and milky white plastic pants, and the depends is very wet and will leak into my cloth diaper any minute.
Yeah, I'm with you, when I was young 7 or 8 I wanted very badly to wet my bed and pants, but was never a bed wetter so I chicken out. I still enjoy peeing my pants and bed and sloshing around in it.