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I almost got caught years ago, by my parent. Was enjoying a #2 in my underwear, and had to quick wipe with a shirt before she got suspicious at the bedroom door (I lived above the garage). I'm sure it still smelled suspicious. Talk about a heart attack, worse embarrassing scare I ever had.

Couple girls in high school used to have them. I wasn't sure either

LoL abrera

Clothes wise~ As one born a male, I like No Nonsense regular panties. They support good unlike many other female underwears. Lace has never been my thing, or thongs. Just plain black microfiber panties. I do wish my shirts could have some lace though.

You guys are braver than I. I don't leave my place with diapers on. I have crossdressed a little, back when I was crazy enough to think people wouldn't notice my bra. First one to see it was a little girl, then her mom. /sigh I leak at night sometimes, but plastic pants help.

I wear for the humiliating feeling and the excitement, though I keep it private. I like to wear them squishy soaked, then take a little break with a shower and drying off, then dive back into my cold, soaked diaper once again. Little afraid to venture into untraining nights or wearing to workplace.

I feel welcomed, thanks. Yeah, its true. Tried to slim it down, but its pretty big. Hope you enjoy

Hi everyone! Sorry if this in the wrong forum area. I wanted to start off by saying I bought my first package of diapers by myself last night! I was so nervous going down the isle, but I really had my mind set to go to sleep wet with my own. This need for diapers was not always there though, and please forgive me before you read further. I was once not as nice. In fact, my friends and I once bullied a boy named Jess at my high school who I was sure wore a diaper. I did not care if it was for medical purpose or pleasure - just that he was diapered. So one day outside of school, I finished holding the wall up and went into the bathroom. While I was in there, I heard someone come in shortly after. There was the sound of little tape tabs tearing off plastic and I took a wild guess who it was, but I just listened. After I heard him leave I came out to wash my hands, and there on the counter next to the trashcan was a semi-wrapped diaper that looked used. I was like "Oh my god.." while I hovered over to it. I kept my eyes on it while I washed my hands, and a strange curiosity occurred to me. I had never really seen an adult diaper. Just as I picked it up, in came Jess.. I guess he remembered leaving it on the sink instead of trashing it. He stopped mid stride, staring. I remember the mask of shock on his face as well as mine I'm sure. All I could say was his name as my heart fluttered to a stop, in complete and utter embarrassment. I'm sure he was scared of seeing his bully stand there, but as my face turned redder by the second, I guess it relaxed him a little.. that and I was caught red handed. I started to leave, but we talked for a little bit about diapers. He eventually offered me one at his car and by then I was a little used to the subject and could accept. You should have seen the look on his face - after all the trouble we gave him about his diapers earlier. He forgave me, though. I later confessed to him that I tried and couldn't get myself to pee on myself. Even after more instruction I couldnt do it, because I was too hard. I wanted to feel pee on myself so bad that he eventually offered me some of his soaked diapers, and I hungrily accepted. Before, the thought of having a wet diaper against me was disgusting, and that it would be his 'soaking wetness' around me was unimaginable. Now it was pure ecstasy and rebellion. I eventually could soak myself, and this made him happy too. I ditched my old friends. We graduated and decided to stay together, our friendship has lead to a closer relationship, unknown to my parents. Even buying me girl clothes, which I timidly accepted upon initial surprise and scrutiny. First item was a red plaid skirt that was killer looking with my diaperness underneath. I still wont wear diapers or the clothes outside of our pad though. Looking back, I would have never pictured a guy like me caving for diapers and a boyfriend. lol. Life is twisted and wonderful. peace