Rabbitza

I am glad you enjoyed yourself =o. I am gonna try to do the same thing tonight, going to a nice steakhouse with my mom, Gma, sister, aunt, uncle and 1-2 of my friends. Trying to decide what type of diaper I can wear that will make it through the whole evening without anyone noticing.

I used to be unalbe to sleep with a diaper on, and sometimes still find it a bit harder then sleeping without one. For me it was because I usually sleep on my side but with a diaper on it feels a bit strange and I am worried that if I have an accident even with a thick diaper on I will probably leek if I am laying on my side. The only thing that really worked for me was a combination of just finding a day that I didn't have to get a whole lot of sleep and just laying there untill I fell alseep for a few minutes then woke back up, and trying to sleep in a position that would be comfortable to sleep in with a diaper, when I was not wearing a diaper. After a while I could sleep almost as well on my back with a diaper on as I did on my side without one. Also I can sleep on my back without a diaper on with little problem now, but still prefer to sleep on my side if I am not in a diaper.

For me, diapers are a great way to relax but sometimes thats not always enough, adding a paci and my kitty (a Cheshire (SP?) Cat stuffed animal) helps a lot. I would agree with some of the others, a nice bongload has always been the ultimate stress reliever for me, but I have had to quit =( but kinda =) because I am going to be going to a really awesome tech school that does random drug testing and will prolly have to drug test for whatever job I get while I am there. Recently a buddy of mine has introduced me to Qi Gong (Chi Kung) and it is unbelievably good at relieving stress. The more stressed out I am the better it works, and the more I dont feel like doing it the better I feel if I go do it anyway.

Wow, I just have to say that I have been on the internet checking out all kinds of ab/dl and incontinece web sites for about 8 years now and I am extremely glad to see this post. I am one of the people who wishes they could become totally incontinent, but probably would hate it if it really happened. I have tried to wear diapers consistently for extended periods of time. Every time I found that something interupts me that is too important to avoid. After a while I realised most of these "interuptions" where really nothing important at all, but just something i didn't want to have to wear a diaper to, for one or more of the obvious reasons. This really helps me understand how much incontience can be much more of a hassle then a pleasure. I doubt I will ever stop fantisizing about being incontinent, but posts like this help me from doing something crazy like mutilating myself or someting else in order to become incontinent. I am a very practical person although my mind is very good at convincing me to do some pretty crazy shit if I am alone and want to do something. Anyway I just wanted to say thanks again, like most everyone that will read this I wish there was a way you could turn incontinence on and off.... but realize that will probably never happen. Posts and updates like this really do help people like me to understand what its really like

since we are on the topic.... Why do computer scientists always confuse halloween and Christmas? because Oct. 31 = Dec. 25