Jonathon Mirza

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My absaloute fravrite thing to do in a messy diaper is to go for a long walk around the shops, town center, the beach and any other really publicaly filled places i can think of, with the waist band of my diaper just showing about my shorts, and my t-shirt a littile tucked in to my diaper, so that everyone knows. I always make shure im wearing really babyish / childish cloths. Its such a thrill as people stair at me wadaling around with a huge bulge in the seat of my didee, carying tiger and smelling poopy. Some people smile, some give wired looks most just stair. I wish i had a mommy that would take me out in a stroller.

The other thing i will am suprised noone has mentiond is electro stimulation of the internal and external Anal Sphincter muscle's. that will garantee a poopy diaper regardless of diet, pills, or mental block. The simple way to do it is buy a regulated power supply that can supply 7.3v DC at 11hz, 0.24 mA, 2W through 2 seprate electrodes negitive and poitive. Negitive goes on your external anal sphincter and positive on the internal anal sphincter (the hard circular muscular structure inside your anus that i described before). Flip the power on and walla you just pooped This works by causing a Violent and strong contraction of the anal sphincter muscles resulting in Autonomic reflex paristalsis and contraction of rectial muscles. It only takes a second or to to make you poop and Leaving the power longer then 4 sec on will make you perminintly incontinent or kill you 50/50 chance. I dont recomend you try it yourself. Get someone medicaly qualified to do it for you. Or at least research it for a a year or to so your fluent in the procedure. As for the mental block concerning your age. If you are hung up about messing because you keep worrying about being 26 then thats a sign your not ready for unpotty training yet. You are probibly still a littile confused as to weather you are truley AB or truley DL or eaven truley a sissy. Ask yourself Would I risk Dilibrate Brain Damage for a CHANCE to be incontinent and function like a baby. Do i offten go up the diaper isle when shoping just to look at the packages. When i think about parents does ma ma da da come to mind first or mommy daddy. Am i sexualy atracted to diapers or is this emotional Would i like partner to play with in diapers or a parential figure Do i collect pictures of diaper porn or do i collect pictures of baby related items minus the baby Im not quizzing you but these are the kind of questions that helped me figure out i was truley AB Once you are shure you know what you are in relation to diapers, spend some time fetting used to it. I been poopy for about 6 months from last year, yet i been intreasted in diapers for over 8 years. Spend time getting used to being wet, and when you go poopy on the toilet make shure you leave a litile still hanging out before you whipe, standup and walk around in the bathroom cubicle for a bit flex your gluties maximus mucles to squish the littile bit of poop, so you know what it feels like, then whipe. Do this offten and you will find you start letting more then a litile bit of poop hang out for when you stand up. A load of warm mashed banana may help in your diaper, but it dosent always feel like poop. Poop is not always sticky banana mash is, poop smells bad, banana mash didees smell like your walking around with rich banana truffle in your pockets, banana mash goes cold quicker then poop, and banana mash can be slimy, if warmed to long it will burn your bum imediatly. Poop wont unless you have servere diaper rash, and poop is not ushually slimy (not shure about the french). Poop is mushy and gooy, or it can be hard and feel like your sitting on a funny shaped lump of chease. But Banana Mash gives you a general idea of what the texture od a pooey diaper feels like. For an exact description you will have to try it and only you know when you are ready, Dont you? Another way for a reflex poop is to not poop at all. (this is not a healthy method but will get you started and resulting problem can be sorted out) Just like a child that avoids going to the to the toilet out of fear, or because he or she is having fun and dosent want to stop playig. Hold it in, dont go. 1 of 2 things will happen, either you will have an accident beyond your controal, or after sevral days (possibly a week) you will have a condition called Encoporesis (normaly asocciated with children), and you will have a long term temporary bowel incontinence. you will begin with runny dioreah type accidents beyond your controal, this is because from holding all that poop for so long you become deeply constipated, so the more liquid poop leaks out around the anal sphincter. The longer you leave it untreated the weaker your anal sphicter muscles get and the harder it is totreat, eventually becoming impossible to treat. As an AB i am very intrested in mimicaing genuine infant behaviour patterns, and i do spend alot of time trying to teach myself about this, taking notes, on things like how long it takes a baby to fall asleep, avrage number of seconds - minuites between position change while asleep, general responses to diffrent situations. All very boaring sitting wating youtube writing notes on the same video for miniutes (poor hand writting) I was once looking up information and reactions of todlers to pooping their pants, and i came across an article about this 12 year old girl. She had encorporesis that had been untreated for 7 years, and the doctors were saying she would never have controal over her bowels because her parents thought she was doing it on purpose and did nothing about it. This was about 5 years ago The poor girl is now 17 and still has the porblem and wears diapers. Thankfully the parents are in jail for Child Neglect and Child Abuse. Point is do not wait to long to start treatmeant for Encorporesis, I dint know how long is the maximum before it becomes permenant, but 2 months maximum. By then you will have a long treatmeant plan waiting for you, you will know weather you like being poopy, and you will have weakend bowel sphincters anyway. They treat the Chronic Constipation with a corse of special Enema's, Diet Changes, Supositerys, Laxitive and medication.

This Is so true. When i first switched over to SMA first milk, rusks and baby food (the fruity ones) i couldent controal it, at first, when i eat babyfood it loosens me poopy up so much its difficult to controal or eaven to tell of its a poopy or a windy.

Easily. I have changed my owen dirty diapers many times as i have yet to find a mommy. Because i am unable to work cause of disability benifits and other things i have hardly any money (£1.43p i think is what i have at the moment). So sometimes when i run out of proper diapers, and have exausted all my other methods of obtaining free diapers (samples, asking at diffrent places, internet freebies etc... etc...) i am left with nothing for it but to go dumpster diving. Now i know there is huge risk of infection, deseise and what not but im not really botherd about it, any infection entering the body through the diaper area stands a good chance of dramaticaly increasing chances of incontinence. I prefer hunting down dry or dryish, non poopy, non blood/other staind adult diapers. but obviously it dosent always happen like that. Sometimes i end up having to use a reuse a dampish diaper. There have been times when i had to re use baby diapers, and i find that thourghly disturbing and do not like this at all.. In those situations i just hold it under me go potty in it wrap it up and chuck it again. (Toilet Phobia) As you can imagine, i have smelled all kinds of human poop from fresh to 2 month old maggot infested, from baby to the elderly geriatrics poop. Now im not a Pedophile and i dont like reusing babies diapers. I certinaly do not go purpously sniffing them or adult used adult diapers for that matter. I Prefer reusing adult diapers, and in anycase i dont like reusing diapers full stop. I have never worn a used baby diaper i just hold it under me like i said before. I only reuse diapers as a last resort, and i have no objection to the various poop smells, in fact you can tell weather the poop is female or male from the smell wich is affected by how old the diaper is. It will be difficult to explain that but i will try. Time If the diaper is more then 48 hours old grey spots start apearing wear urine has soked it. It the diaper is more then a week old black spots will apear wear urine has soked it, insects are starting to be atracted to it If it is more then 2 weeks old and contains poop the blackspots start turning dark greenish, by now the plastic backing is thin enough to see the clumps of yellowish tissue like gell inside. The diaper will be coverd in insects After a Month you can see that the insects are actually consuming the diaper everything apart from the internal wetness barriar (were most color change happens) and the plastic. After 2 Months you have a soggy holy bit of thin diaper plastic with a dark purply black material attatched to it. nothing more. Smell 24 hours you can smell light smell of amonia and the poop smells like a cross between a rotting fish vindaloo mixed with rotting egg 48 hours, Amonia smell is much more noticable poop smell hasent changed 1 week, Amonia smell can be detected 4 meters away, poop smells like a full septic tank, Hydrogen Sulphide gas smell is also presant in tace quantities. 2 weeks, Uric acidin urine is really begining to formeant and amonia smell pure, and dangorus, front part of diaper is now flamable. Poop smell begins to smell like a cross between the gunk from the bottom of a compost heap and a sespit, Hydrogen sulphide gas smell is getting stronger. 1 Month The entire diaper is now explosive, chemical reactions between dcomposed poop and pee have cause pure Amonia (from the urine),Nitrogen Sulfide, and Hydrogen dichloride, (from poop) to mix, the air just above the diaper and withing a radious of 4 cm around the diaper is flamable gas being realesed from the diaper. If you were to light the black paste that is the poop or eaven move a light within given radious and spark it the diaper would produce a small but impresivley loud exploshion powerfull enough to blow your hand off. 2 Moths faint smell of Amonia and hydrogen sulphide gas left behind from the diaper. The plastic and the internal wetness bariar are still highly flamable, but not explosive. Theoreticaly you could make a torch that would burn for 12 hours before going out with this material. (Not Recomended) Gender If a messy diaper is fresh and it has a pickled egg kinda smell to it its female, if it smells kinda like a rotting pork pie its male If a messy diaper is 24 hours and it smells sour its female if it smells bitter its male If a messy diaper is 48 hours and it smells like a used sespit that someone has thrown a load of rotting lemmons and limes in to and left for a day its female. If it smells like they threw a load of Bicarbinate of Soda in that sespit its Male If a messy diaper is a week old and it smells like strongly of rotting egg soured mayonaise sandwiches gone rotten mixed with gone of condensed milk its female. If it smells strongly like it a rotting cow carcus has been choped up and mixed in with the above mentions bicarbinate of soda sespit its male. After that you cant really distinguish gender, as the amonia smell is to strong. And would you really whant to be wearing an acidic explosive diaper ? i wouldent. Do not try at home, I have made plenty of painful mistakes in the past finding out the above information. (i still have both hands luckily and i still have all my bits intact. But use your imagination. Im not saying how i found out diapers decomposed to explosive and flamible gunk. Surfiser to say is Yes i would still be attracted to a woman eaven if she messed herself in reality. P.S. (typical aspie question) Was that to much information ?

when i feel the need to make poopy i make shure i have tiger and my blankie with me, and that im near a computer thats on. I then squat and let it all out as naturally and with as littile pushing as possible. I usually pee uncontrolably when doing this wich is fun cause sometimes i dont eaven realise i have to pee, and before i know it its getting warm again in the front of my didee and feeling a bit wet. Its the only time i can say i am truley incontinent of wee wee. I dont care if other people are around. I usually wake up sevral times in the night and go for a smoke, i remember once i whent out site for a smoke with just my squishy didee on and a t-shirt, it was about 4 in the morning and the only person that saw me was some homeless guy who just stared for a while and walked of. His pants looked like they had an old pee pee stain on them anyway(i think it was dark after all) and he was drunk.

Why is it the moment children are mentiond everyone assumes pedophille. I dont know weather he is or not, but i know what hes going on about. He is asking for help describing a play ball pool as in one of these. http://1.2.3.10/bmi/www.experia-innovations.co.uk/images/user_images/32%2000%2012%20Ball%20Pool%20Balls01.jpg Considering the fact the are quite alot of Adult Babies in here myself included, it dosent suprise me this guy wants to play in a ball pool, i would like to play in a ball pool as well. Diffrence being (and i hope this is what he means as well) it would be a ball pool with no children in it. Just us adult babies and diaper lovers, so he could mess while playing. You got to admit it would be nice to have one of those oversized jungle gym play areas for children desigend just for Infantalists. As to the girl in the Tea Cup Ride that could have been sheer coincidence, i have messed my self without a diaper on, on the Tea Cup Ride. Please not before you go making assumtions of me im nither defending this guy nor prosicuting this guy i am trying to remain neutral.

This is what i want. As an adult baby i would give my life to funtionaly be the baby that i am at heart. Through disability, death, infection anything. This is what i want my life to be

first off you need to be comfortable with the sensation of poop in your nappys if your not, so try starting of with warm mashed bananas for a 2 hours or so so you get used to the sensation of a poopy diaper (texture may vary depending on diet and obviosly smell as well.) when you feel ready to make poopoo then put some relaking music on and take deep breaths, for a few min, crouch bear foot on the floor (the pooping position), in your diaper, take a moment to think back to how comfortable that feels how it takes you back to when you were a toddler. Continue takeing slow reguler deep breaths and imagine in your mind that your on the potty, your relaxing deeper and deeper, and as your anal sphincters become more and more relaxed your poopoo slowly begins to slide out and into your diapers warm and mushy just like when you were 2. yea well thats what a hypnotist would say try it if it dont work and i cant see why it wouldent cause its based on psycosomatic responses then try manual stimulation of the internal anal sphincter by taking your index finger and inserting it in to your anus about halfway as far as the finger will go, and rubing the tough muculer feeling, circuler feeling tissue structuer inside your anus this will cause the rectum and dueadeum to spasam and parastalsis of the intestinal wall to eject your poopoo to your diapers just like when you were 2. and thats from the anatomical point of view let me know if you whant it from another point of view

just found this quite intresting link, if not possibly somewat disturbing. sarah jessica parker and her diapers