Necros

Always pointing the finger to meds .... thats no good. Try fixing your problem with careful thought and self meditation, drugs may work if you have a case of talking voices saying that you need to kill the fairies plotting in the yard next door, but other then that they just f*ck you up more then they help. Psychological help is sometimes VERY helpful, but don't let him get you in the drug wheel of doom ... its never ending, its always gonna be something else and if this drug doesn't work try this one and this one and this one and this one ... etc. Bottom line is, try fixing it first by yourself and by talking with others then try counseling and continue up the latter ... but try to avoid the drugs lol. In my opinion your probably going through a period of identity crisis, which no amount of drugs can cure. The medicine for this condition is: exploration and no fear of the unknown. Peace~ Necros~

-I learned the hard way that old computer monitors even when you unplug them STILL have a pretty big residual electric charge! It hurts. A lot. -Never play around with computer monitor power cable even when unplugged and joking around with your friends by putting a piece of metal in both end of the cable ... some friends are stupid enough to plug the other end to see what happens......... sparks, melting metal, pain, and some residual trauma. LOL. -When a bottle warning says: "Content under pressure." It REALLY MEANS UNDER PRESSURE!!! hence the fact that they put a f*cking warning in the first place lol. -Fixing a computer while you forgot to unplug it can bring unwanted surprises. -Never squeeze dry ice, no matter how tempting it is .... never do it. Painful frostbites awaits anyone who do. -Customizing a bayblade with shuriken like edges and launching it near you is NEVER a good idea. -Before deleting something you just burned, check first if the burn process actually worked. *sob* -A mechanics light use VERY high heat bulbs, hence the fact that their covered by a metal cage. -Pointing laser + Eye = Pain and possible eyesight lost. (lucky me no eyesight lost, just pain XD) -Never leave the natural gas valve on when your trying to light up a burner ... because eventually the gas will ignite and with that much gas around you its not a pretty sight. -Sulfuric acid can even burn through protective gloves ... so don't act like its "No big deal when some fall on your hand" It is a big deal ... -Headphone volume should be turned down every time your finished with them, because sometimes the volume in certain videos are VERY loud. -Bringing a diaper to do tennis is not a very breathable underwear, and eventually it tears apart because of all the movement. By that time your running to the bathroom to try and hide the pieces of diaper that fall from everywhere lol. Not fun. Thats it for me, well, its the only ones i could think of right now lol. I'm a very unlucky person, but i do learn from my mistakes. Necros~

true ....

Well i understand what you feel, it happened to me too. A couple of ideas i like is to make a homemade crib and put all the most comfortable covers you have and lots of teddies, put your paci on and jump in for an hour of total comfortable sleep Other then that i don't have much ideas ... anyone else on this? Necros~

"One who gives up freedom for security deserves neither!" Benjimen Franklin (i think) "I rather die and redeem myself then to live in shame!" Said by a samurai somewhere sometime in a battle lol..... (my fav) I have a few others but their all in French ... if you want to hear them let me know. (Their less obscure then these two lol) NEcros~

All movies you can acquire on DC++ Kudos for finding it without DC++ though! Necros~

I utterly agree <3 Necros~

Yeah i love Led Zeppelin specially. Jimmi Hendrix is VERY good also ... but i like him a tad less then good old LED!! Necros~

Well, personally, when i actually get my PhD i will diffidently dedicate my life to finding out more about this delicate but interesting subject. One thing i will do is create awareness through seminars! Necros~

i know, collide is VERY GOOD!!! I have a couple of their album! You're right they do sound a bit like evanescence and for me collide is much better! Did you see some of their music video? AHH man their awesome. Necros~ P.s: Lol with all the music ideas given here my internet pipe will have to work over time to get it all XD Good thing i have fast connection <3 ... keep up the good flow of music

He has a point. Don't ever hide your true self just to please a certain person. But on the other hand don't go over board and wear diapers and sissy clothes and so on (to work i mean), you'll just be destroying your life ... sure you'll feel good but when your on the street begging for money it doesn't seam as fun anymore. A good thing to do here is find a just balance and live with it. You can't ONLY go and submerge yourself with your fantasies and such, but you can't on the other hand always hide who you truly are. So when you find your just balance, i guarantee that your life will be triple times enjoyable as it is now. I guess now its confusing because you don't have your balance just yet, but with experiment and maybe some counseling you'll get your balance! And never forget: your never alone because you will always have us here at DailyD and god knows how we love you <3!!! Peace & Love~ Necros~

Ah yes, the lovely idiotic girls who sing but don't even know how to do the dishes XD!! They make me laugh, but like you said they are damn well pretty <3! (Personally i would go for the everyday girl or boy, rather then these superficial women and men. They bore me and although they are hot, don't interest me in the slightest) Plus their voice make my ears scream murder. Theres a few i can stand ... but ... its rare. I rarely go for the mainstream music, i rather go for the other guy that struggles to make a living and tries his best to make wonderful music because he literally has nothing to loose. I believe thats awesome music, because they put their heart and soul into it and it shows ! But i'm not perfect lol. I do have many mainstream music here and there in my room but nothing to fill up a 30gb ipod video lol. If the ipod supported .avi and other formats of the sort i would put more movies on there but unfortunately it only supports .mp4 ... which sucks big time. I know how to convert and such but damn it takes way too long to convert ONE episode of anime to the right format lo, and when you have a series of 25 or 56 ... it takes a while lol! Necros~ Other artists i have lying around here are has followed: Rammstein(Germen) , SlipKnot, Three days grace, billy talent, rob zombie, tai chi relaxation cd, avril lavigne, pink, 50 cent (oh yeah ... i know i know lol its rap....), linking park, andrew Wk, Dir En Grey (jap), Gackt (Jap), Hyde(Jap), Orange Range(jap), E-nomine (germen), Creed, Godsmack, hoobastank, evanescence, Korn, Sepultura, johny cash, Tarkan (jap), .... i forget the rest, these are all the cds close to me at the moment. Theres a lot more but there too far away for me to see the tittles lol......... that and i'm lazy!! !

Its ok <3 your intentions were good anyways. Necros~

No, but for me its the other way around ... many people know about some fetishes but i don't exactly know who they are lol. Rumors after rumors, nothing dangerous i guess.... Have you ever stayed more then a day in a poopy diaper (by choice that is)? Necros~ P.s: I feel like answering the question about fetishes <3. I have AB/DL, Cross-dressing, shemales, hentai, vampire sex (which leads to blood fetish), pain, dominatrix/submissive, humiliation (to a certain extent), a bit of furry, and the newly found sissy fetish when it comes to diapers <3 which evolved from my cross-dressing fetish. I think thats it, there might be more but i'll leave those ones to myself lol.

Wow, you sure did your research. I'll be sure to search and download all of the above To be honest I'm more of a strings kinda guy, i just like how violin or cello or even guitar sound together. Like it was said in this thread, its haunting. Thz for all the info~ Necros~ p.s: Did you hear more songs from apocaliptica? Their album called cult is VERY good and reflects pretty much what i like in music. Oh, that reminds me, what type of music are you into? Me its rarely with lyrics because i tend to feel many voices ruin good music. What about you?

Dude i was talking about witch lol .... i never tried to commit suicide. I did, though, get into depression but thats a thing of the past! I'm completely fine now. Necros~

So true Necros~

Bravo! *claps* Another beautiful and almost poetical post from Morv! I truly admire your power with words. I tip my hat to you sir~ Necros~

Just answer truthfully I wear Tena, with almost no baby stuff on and i buy them at the local drug store. *cough* I mean the drug dealer ... *cough* lol ... XD Necros~

If you want more of them, search apocaliptica on isohunt. I got their entire discography on there. It Rawks :3 If i find any other group similar i will post them here. Necros~ P.s: I also have all their songs on my ipod <3! I love Ipod. Its almost a quest to fill up 30gb of music space. lol (only music because i dont watch movies on there and i have very few photos.)

I agree! Labels are humans way to try and classify and understand EVERYTHING! But the truth is, for people like us labels are not helping! Take for example me, i went to the psychologist a couple times and the only thing she did was search in a big book to find a name for my condition ... now I'm not saying all labels are bad BUT over labeling things just makes people like us more and more confused about ourselves and how we identify ourselves as individuals. Again taking me as example, when i started to look at deviant stuff, when i was younger, i tried to look for answers as to why i was looking at this and i tried to find out WHAT i was. Unfortunately, i fell into the world of labels and this resulted in me falling into depression and hating my teen years, i thought of myself as a monster and that no one could understand and isolated myself from everyone. Eventually when i got a computer and got access to the internet i finally found out that i was not alone and that my "condition" was not so uncommon after all. I also found out that labels is what brought me down for all these years because none of them actually fitted me completely and because of that i felt that i was alone and felt like a "freak". Now, like you said, labels are something other people use to identify normal things like a pencil or whatever else. For us, using labels just gets complicated and more frustrating that it actually truly is. Its better to describe yourself like a unique individual with unique tastes and morals, that way, no one will get confused and won't try 3 times to commit suicide (I had to point that out, i hope you never try that again, life is worth living every second of it! Plus we all <3 you very much so don't go saying that your alone! Because you NEVER alone NEVER!). Pm me if you need to talk :3! Necros~

It derives from the term "Nekros" Meaning lacking life. Or "dead" if you will. But anyways, i didn't know there was a group called necro . Although i ain't a big fan of Punk i don't mind it from time to time . So the download didn't work? Did you enter the three letters/Numbers correctly? If you did theres always a waiting period afterwards (normally 45sec) and after that you can click the download link. Oh and when you click the download link if theres a popup that comes up in your screen, delete it, normally thats what is stopping you from downloading. Hope it works. Necros~

A-W-E-S-O-M-E I love the middle one!!! Its so cute!! I am soooo ordering one lol Thz for the heads up. Necros~

Welcome to the club <3 I am also bisexual, and love to break the lines between genders. I even thought a couple years back to start hormone therapy, but i got informed and trashed the idea ;p Necros~ p.s: Your never alone in this

LoL a person telling me if i want to see what he has in his trunk ... it just seams obscure. Scary even. lol Probably would say never mind you and walk away. -_o Necros~