babymaggie

Seriously done with anxiety attacks. This week has sucked. Concentrating on school seems impossible to the point of thinking about giving up which is stupid because I want this accomplishment. Tonight for the first time in six weeks I used one of the self destructive behaviors that I am trying to get rid of which made my husband/daddy disappointed which I don't like. I did finish my paper but it took way too much effort. Funny though because now I have to do my therapy assignment which is all about my inner children and how important they are to me and why they need me to be there for them. Oh and I hate COVID it is ruining my fun.