diaperfascination

My first time was actually purely by accident , i have to take senekot s due to being on certain medications for RA. and well i had diapered up the night before and thought i would be ok until i had to take it off . boy was i wrong , i woke up in the morning went out to have my smoke , as i was walking back in i got a really bad cramp and i literally didnt even have time to clench my buttcheeks when it flew out into my padded rear end . At first i was a little wierded out just by how it felt and there was a fairly large load residing back there . Well i just decided that i didnt want to change right away because i had just woke up and had a whole day to myself . so instead of wasting good diapers i just stayed in them , i think sitting down in the diaper was worst than the act of dropping a deuce in it . it felt really really wierd but after about 10 minutes and kind of getting used to it and squeezing it around i started to become very turned on . it was naughty and nice at the same time and to this day i thoroughly enjoy messing my diapers .

I dont really think i can be embarrassed anymore , it started to become second nature buying 2 packs every month or two when i first started out , and i think i had been wearing diapers for 3 months and while i was still nervous when i walked in after i walked around a bit and got comfortable it wasnt so bad .. until i thought the person at the cashier was someone i didnt know , well it turns out the one night i go to buy my diapers , i think it was around 11 pm , i was nervous and was trying to get in and get out and i would always make sure the cashier was someone i didnt know . well in my nervousness i ended up going to the only cashier left available that late and it turns out to be a very attractive girl i used to hang out with and she knew i liked her and when i looked up at her i nearly had a panic attack right at the counter . lol . after that it didnt really matter to me anymore . I think it was partly because she never said anything , she never laughed , we actually talked for about 15 minutes and she never brings it up . My guess would be she had no idea im a diaper lover.

Its a good story and somehow i cant turn away , but the story is starting to blur the lines between believable and lawsuit territory . As much as i try i cant simply see someone honestly enduring this , especially at what was 16? , Usually 16 is the age where most adolescents are allowed to make their own adult decisions , and this kind of behavior just wouldnt fly . Not only is it border line illegal its cruel and unusual punishment . All i know is i didnt take shit from teachers when i was in high school and given terrys situation unless he honestly enjoyed it , which he obviously isnt , i just dont find myself getting involved in the story as if it were me . sorry to be harsh , i just wanted to add my points . it is good but try to keep it somewhat believable.

Im also from canada , ontario actually i just usually like reading the forums though as im still unsure in my diapers

Something weird happened the other night , normally if i have a diaper dream it simply is me in a diaper or putting one on and enjoying myself . But this last dream , i woke up already diapered in a onesie and i couldnt move my legs , the bulk was more than it has ever been before and i had childish blue plastic pants on that were coming out from underneath my onesie . I had a pacifer in mouth with a strap that went behind the back of my head. I remember being in a crib with bars much higher as if everything was 10x my size and lady came over and picked me up out of the crib , i couldnt move any of my libs as if i were drugged . the dream was very lucid . was put on a changing table and had my already wet diaper changed and was put into double diapers with cartoon designs and abcs written on the front of the diaper had my plastic pants changed for ones with the ruffles on the back was dressed in overalls with a striped coloured t shirt and put into a play area that blocks and chairs and teddy bears bigger than myself . again i couldnt move my legs together as the bulk was great. when i tried to leave the room i would lose all control of my limbs and fall limp on the floor . After my second diaper change i was put back down in the room , again never even noticed i wet and messy . was given a bottle and fell asleep up against a teddy bear watching a cartoon of some sort ... woke up after this , and literally was seconds away from pissing in my bed... Up until now this is the first AB dream i have ever had , and havnt had one since . as i usually feel myself as only a DL . and thus my use of diapers has only gone far enough to be considered DL .. What are the chances this dream could actually mean i have some sort of AB lying dormant or do you think it means nothing ? and probably just chance . Any other DL's have this happen before too ?

I also have a shaved diaper area , usually completley shaved as i hate body hair. The first few times you shave its a bit wierd getting used to but after a while your skin will condition itself to being shaved . Having sex after being freshly shaved is also frickin AMAZING as well as being diapered after a clean shave making sure to do it while the hair has been exposed to heat makes things much easier too and while shaving around your penis do it while your erect as it will lessen the chances of being cut with the skin tight . Most hair removal creams have warnings on them though saying not to use around genital / perianal areas so be sure to read the intructions first and indications of use. crap , i just wet my diaper . be right back.

Yea its tough living at home and being in diapers . ive almost been caught a few times myself , the one time i came home from work , showered , diapered , wet twice before my parents got home , masturbated before changing diapers well being so tired from work i left the rolled up diaper on my floor next to the clothes i wore at work that day and passed out in my bed with 2 new diapers on . Normally i wear pajama pants all the time when im at home but forgot to put them on and was lucky enough to just have the sheet covering just before the top of the diaper as i woke up to see my dad picking up a few things off my computer table , and somehow managed to miss the pure white rolled up diaper sitting in plain view not more than a foot from the desk . Second time i was out back having a smoke , again was diapered after a long stretch of not wearing and of course had 2 on . no one was home , i lost track of time and next thing i know my mom comes out back and with the pajamas i was wearing if you look hard enough can just see the buldge in the crotch from the diapers. i wait for her to leave then had to grab a bottle of water from the fridge and crinkle it all the way to my room so she didnt hear the crinkle of the plastic. these things happen just dont let it get to you . enjoy your diapers.

Have not had diaper sex , but i think it would definatley be worth a try . But i would want to make sure it was with atleast someone special .

Hurray ! the depends brothers .

Just woke up , wearing 2 depend fitted maximum and both are soaked right through , i actually managed to leak a little this time . with simple sleepwear on over top , i like pajama bottoms . First time wearing 2 diapers though and im trying to get used to this not being able to close my legs feeling.

Depends Maximum fitted protection would be your best bet for a fitted brief/diaper . i use them just fine and have had them hold up to 2 floodings and they feel just fine . they crinkle like diapers , feel like diapers , the only thing i dont like is after a while the tapes wont allow you to readjust them and they lose their hold on the outer panel of the diaper. They do just fine as a begginner diaper and theyre not very expensive. dont waste money on baby diapers unless your looking for a inner soaker panel .

I like the feeling of the fabric on my skin and the bulkiness , feeling sort of like i have a small pillow between my legs . i also like the feeling when the gel expands when i wet my diaper.

Sometimes i can go while kneeling i usually have to find something to take my attention away from trying to wet my diapers , for instance one day i was just playing some video games and stopped to try and pee my diaper , i gave up and continued on playing , i was lying on the floor went to change positions to sitting and when i knelt it just came out without me even trying as my concentration was on the game . That was the one and only time ive wet involuntarily. im hoping to succeed tonight as im going to bed double diapered.

Why all the different types of diapers , are some more absorbant than others or do you just like variety ? i cant take pictures of mine right now , but its nothing special , usually just 1 bag of depends with a small thing of vasaline , scented baby powder and sometimes some glycerin suppositories. i dont mind the new depends though they seem to have made them even more thick than the last update. but i would like to get my hands on some attends .

Im in the same boat , im currently lying down , watching a movie . Trying to relax as much as i can to see if i can wet lying down (im diapered) and its tough . even though i know im diapered , im telling myself im diapered , trying to relax and it still wont flow yet my bladder is about ready to burst. and what doesnt make sense is i constantly have dreams where im wetting a diaper in many different ways , sittings , standing , driving , lying down etc and wake up on the verge of wetting the bed. i guess it just takes sometimes . but im living with parents so i cant exactly cover my bed with plastic and get thicker diapers .

23 yr old male Diaper lover , Kingston ontario .

The one in the diaper humilation looks like an attends or abri form for some reason to me ..

Nice to meet you , where about is lanark county ? been into diapers long ?

Well sometimes in the dream i am diapered , and i never manage to maeke it to the toilet , i always end up voiding in my clothing or into the diaper , and like you said waking up and immediatley checking usually to find nothing has happened , sometimes a wet dream and sometimes i am on the brink of wetting . Should there be any need to perhaps speak with my doctor and maybe see if i should be wearing diapers to bed at night , because somehow i have this feeling that its bound to happen sooner or later ..

Excuse me again , if i have not looked hard enough , i was talking with someone else on another forum about this a while ago and wanted to see the input of a bigger forum . After i started to look into my diaper side and find more information on it , the occurance of diaper dreams and wetting and messing myself in my dreams became more and more prevalent . After finally buying and wearing my frist set of diapers they seem to stop for a bit , but still continued on and off . Now i tend to get into lucid dreaming fairly frequently due to medication , and i was wondering , is it possible for dreams that involve wetting or messing yourself , and i can actually feel this in my dream along with the humiliation and sensation , for it to start happening in real life . There have been times where ive slowly waken out of a lucid dream and felt as if i were wetting myself and grabbed at my crotch to make sure , only to notice i had to pee real bad and had to rush to the toilet . What are the chances these dreams could result in me actually begin wetting the bed ? the person i was speaking with said his friend actually had this happen to him once he began to get dreams about diapers and it has me worried .

Wow , thank you alot for the responses , and yes when i finally started looking on the internet for more information on diapers , i finally got to notice how many people had this interest and it really did help but i guess its still just the fact that somehow i still feel alone . and it sort of came on id say around 12-13 for me but it never involved taking diapers from younger siblings . Does the same sort of thing happen to people who usually have someone to partake in their diaper play or wearing , or are the feelings usually the same no matter what ?

I tried to search but maybe i just i just didnt read far enough , but i had a questions related to allowing yourself to enjoy your diapers and understand that its ok. When did you , or what did you do to help yourself accept the part of you that enjoys diapers . i have tried multiple times to tell myself to just accept it and that it will never go away , but i just cant seem to fully accept it . even after wearing diapers for the first time . I enjoyed the feeling of being diapered , wetting my diapers , messing my diapers , the noise of my diapers . but usally i end up struggling with myself because i cant help but feel i am doing something wrong . not to mention if anyone i knew ever found out , im sure they would never accept it . Its not to the point where it consumes my daily life or interrupts my relationships , but it is adding some stress on top of some other stresses . How long does it normally take for one who is into diapers to accept it and understand that its not something that is wrong , was it preprogrammed into my person at some point in time ? any advice or words would be very nice , feel free to post .

Kingston , ontario myself , still trying to accept my diapered side .

Well im not sure if some people have the same problem as me or maybe its just because im new to diapers , well atleast wearing them , that if the diaper is even a little too snug i cannot manage to use the diaper for its intended purposes and makes it hard for me to relax .

Being a DL for me as a few other people have stated , doesnt really make me concerned with how my diaper appears . i really only have access to depends maximum . i could order from a source close by that offers attends , prevail and abena or molicare and tena super plus classic. but having no privacy unfortunately prevents me from being able to say anything on any of those other diapers . i wont say i wouldnt wear a diaper with babyish articles on the front , or if someone were to put me in one . but its not something i would buy personally . i usually just wear as a comfort thing .