Mintcola

=D When I'm all diapered and stuff, I like to put on my onesie and make a bottle of chocolate milk. Then I lay on the bed with my plushies and watch cartoons while I drink.

My mom doesn't know! I live with just her, save for the times my grandmother stays with us, which isn't too much since she's always going down south for months. My mother and I are pretty close and I do often act childish towards her, but I havent had the guts nor felt an uber need to really tell her. Though it may make wearing diapers more enjoyable if I didn't have to only wear when she was at work. She's seen me sleeping with a pacifier, and knows I have a nuk 5 (which she thought was for practice for BJs..ehh) and upon discovering my plastic pants, insisted on knowing how to use and they did for sex. I was too embarrassed to tell her what they were really for. Now she knows I have a bottle, which I thought she had already seen by now since I left it on the table for a few days. But, no, she didn't until she came in to talk to me, and paused mid-sentence to question me about it. Again, I didn't take this as a chance to admit I'm curious about ABDL, and again was just embarrassed. She might ask me about it again until she gives up... I dunno what I'll do. I should probably just come out and say it, but I feel too shy.

I didn't know her, but I'm sorry for your lost... losing someone is always hard. ._.

I don't really wear short skirts often or anything, but when I do wear a skirt that's above my knees, I pull it down every so often because it feels like it's riding up. At least, when I carry a messenger bag with me, my skirt does get pulled up by the bag, so I have to pull it down. Some people like to wear skirts, and if they have to tug at it to make sure it stays decent and comfy, they'll just have to tug I guess.. ^^;

I believe in spaceships. In fact, when I was young, I was was absolutely terrified at night because I knew there would be lights outside in the sky, and there was a great chance some of those lights weren't a plane or helicopter. I live pretty close to an airport, so planes are always flying about, and I felt I was pretty good at telling which moved and blinked like a plane, and which moved all slow, disappeared, and reappeared in some other spot. Anyway. I think in 5th grade or so I totally bugged out because I saw a rather large -something- in the sky. It was just kinda chilling there... really pale greenish, kinda oval shaped with lights around it or something. I just know I was totally sobbing at the sight, and my mom just couldn't spot it out. I don't know -how- she couldn't see it, but who knows. I could've been seeing things. I still don't like sleeping with the shades and curtains opened at night... don't want to be able to see outside at all.

I sometimes put a slightly tight fitting short girdle over my diaper to keep it close and help with the noise.

I haven't used a bottle since I was, well, a real baby. Heehee. I've been thinking about getting one again, and I probably will soon since my daddy wants to see me use one.

Oh, wah, that's a nice list. XD I can't think of everything I'd want in my kitchen, but, I'll list as many as I can..! Milk - 'Cause it is milk and all! Though I mostly likes it just in mah cereals. Eggs - I need them to make my pancakes, and other things..and they're yummy! Farina or Cream of Wheat - My mommy used to feed this to me all the time when I was little and I still looove it. Oatmeal - Apple cinnomin please! Hot and/or cold chocolate mix - That's yummy too, as long as it's not -too- chocolatey. Mac and cheese - Especially if it's homemade. ^^ French toast sticks - I'm in love with these waffles - Great with lots and lots of syrup Cereal - I like a ton of different ones.. just run out of Honey Nut Cheerios, but I have Cap'n Crunch and Frosted Flakes still Soups and Cup of Noodles - I like chicken flavored ones Fruits - Mostly grapes, blueberries, pineapple slices Cookies and cake - Sooo unhappy when there's neither of these around to munch on. Popsicles - Now these are reeeally good. Especially red and green ones! Ice cream - I have butternut peacan at the moment..but I like plain vanilla, unless I'm craving chocolate! Fruit snacks - I have these little sticks of fruity jello at the moment that I'm in love with. >w< Annnd... I can't think of anythings more right now... I keep running into a blank. e.e

Oh wah, the Goosebumps books used to scare me so much with those creepy covers...but I loved the show once I got over my fear. That little girl is sooo mean.

My real mommy babied me plenty when I was younger. Since I still live with her she still kinda does it, even tries to do her baby talk to me sometimes, saying how much I loved it when I was little. Heck, whenever we go out together, she always grabs for my hand when we cross the street. I haven't really had any play mommies or phone mommies, though. I'm more of a daddy's girl, though my real dad never was very fatherly to me, and barely in my life.

I haven't worn many yet, but I like it when they're thick and give me even the slightest waddley feel. I love cute colorful things so I like little designs on mine, like bambinos, or my pink printed plastic pants. And dry is nice, but I like mine wet, too, as long as its not too wet for too long. ^^;

Waaah, those jammies look so cute and comfy. I had one pair a few years ago that my mom brought me for Christmas, which was a widdle weird at the time 'cause I was around 13. They were so comfy though. I really love those skull ones! I'm tempted to get a new pair for me now!

I really really really loved this episode! I had been counting down to it since I heard about it to make sure I didn't forget to watch it. Hahaha, I even had my friends kinda watch it with me to see how they about a girl being into ABDL stuff. They weren't all too for it, though afterwards I dun think they'd be surprised if I let loose that I was into it too. Anyway, Baby Ella was just so so cute. And so lucky! She had her own crib! I hope I get to have one one day. Her daddy may not like diaper changes as much as she does, but it's something some people have to get used to, right? Everyone's into things to different extents and stuff. It was really brave of her to let the world into her private life. I really do hope it hasn't affected her negatively afterwards, since she is working in a daycare center and parents can be really suspicious and stuff when it comes to others working with their kids. I've been reading one of her journals, but I couldn't find anything on myspace of hers. I think she had one, and I think it's all taken down now... there hasn't been any newer posts on her journal either. But it's found here. http://bedwettingabdl.yuku.com/topic/1361/...nal.html?page=1

Hum! I haven't done much, but I've done a few things recently. I finally got spanked by my boyfriend last week, for the first time, and it was really interesting. I think what was more exciting was the anticipation of getting smacked rather than feeling the actual hit. I also role played a lot of bondagey things, but I was in handcuffs for my fellow one morning so I think that counts as bondage. I also really like sex toys and have a few, one of which I used in front of him.

Okay~ I still haven't really been changed, but I have been diapered by someone else finally. My boyfriend came over for the week and we got time alone in the morning and afternoon. It took a while for me to get comfortable with him, but when I did, we were really close. Friday morning I was in bed with him, and after some snuggling and other things, I asked if he still wanted to dress me up. He said yes and that he would whenever I wanted. I was too shy to say I wanted to right then, and I guess he was a too tired still to say himself. So I laid there for a bit and kinda whined and squirmed about until he made me say I wanted to be diapered and dressed up. So we got out of bed and he got the onesie that came in the mail earlier in the week, and I went to get the bambino I was saving for him, and cute plastic pants I brought. I stood there too shy to show him anything, so he had to take them right out of my hands. I loosened up some and got the diaper opened up for him, since he never diapered anyone before and didn't really know what to do. I laid down and told him to powder me up, which he did, and helped him put the diaper on me. Then I put on the plastic pants and the onesie, and he snapped it closed. It was a bit too big for me, but it'll do for now until I move somewhere where I can order whatever and not have my mother ask me what I got. She already thinsk I'm some sort of sex fiend. -- Anyway! After I was all dressed up, I grabbed my nuk and we got back into bed together. And it was just the loveliest little sleepy time I've gotten. When we got up later, I stayed dressed for a while. I was really nervous about wetting my diaper, but I would have hated to not wet it, so I did so but I was too shy to tell him and I didn't have anymore diapers to get changed into. So I just took care of it myself when he finally coaxed me into getting ready to go outside. I talked to him about it now (now that he's back home and stuff) and he said he wouldn't have minded changing me, so maybe next time if we get a chance... It was really fun.