Little Faerie

They do look drawn-on... I'm an artist, I could do that myself for much less! They do say "hand crafted" so it is entirely possible. Kind of disappointing... most markers will fade in time. If anyone has further experience with these, let me know.

Size large Bambino Teddies... just got them today. I'm technically a Medium but they fit weird and caused pinching in my front bikini area during sleep so I went up a size, and so glad I did!

I must say, I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the new teddies. Very cute and realistically childish print. It has been so long since I have had a pack of bambinos (over a year! OMG!) due to price and me being broke until now, that I forgot how incredibly absorbent they are. Three full bladders and counting... nowhere near capacity yet. (ok Daddy teases that I have a hamster bladder but still!) I tried the ABU cushies a while back, and they were super cute and far better than depends, but I am once again impressed with the Bambinos. Daddy ordered the size Large against my better judgement, as we were both afraid they would be too big, but my curvy hips filled them out just fine. I have a 41" hip and 30" waist, which is technically a Medium, but the Large fit nicely if a bit high up and looks right, whereas Mediums always fit funny and didn't even come to my bellybutton when I wore them before. I really like the non-shiny tape panel... on baby diapers it is a thin strip, but in our size that big shiny tape landing strip makes a big stiff panel across the front that detracts from the look and feel in my opinion. There is one problem though. The tapes, as previously mentioned do not stick as well to this new panel. I had one pop, but I secured it with a little tape . To be fair I had readjusted it several times. Overall, I give a 9.5 out of 10 to the new Teddies... the tapes need work. I'm VERY glad they discontinued the comfort-stretch tapes before I got to them... I heard SO many bad things about them.

Oh I totally forgot to mention I'm a crazy Rennie lol! And I too, can believe it's not butter. Yuck!

That Springer episode made me cringe, and was in part my inspiration for this. It made so much bad press, and I wanted to fix it somehow.

Could be. But I won't believe you til you've tried mine . lol j/k. I'm one of those people who doesn't dislike a whole lot of things, I like a lot of things other people won't even try. Love extremely dark chocolate, black licorice, strong dark roast black coffee, sugarless mayan style hot chocolate (it has chilies in it), straight well aged whiskey, sashimi, smoked sardines, and of course anchovies lol. We all have our food oddities.

My family and friends don't really watch talk shows or daytime tv so very few people I know saw the show. Nobody has recognized me in passing on the street either. There can be risks to "outing" yourself, but I'm really one of those people who makes no bones about who I am. If people ask me a thing about myself, I'll bluntly tell them. Yes I am bisexual. Yes I am a proud Pagan. Yes I am a DL. Yes they are real. One of the things people don't think about is that if you have no problem with who you are, and you don't make a big deal of it, then 98% of people don't care and go on with their lives. 2% are asshats about it but you know what, f*ck em if they can't take it. Their problem, not mine. I don't shove my ways and beliefs in anyone's face, so if they're asking a question that personal, well, they asked for it. Not my fault if they don't like the answer. I treat ABDL just like any other part of my life. I'm not going to go telling people and flaunting it in public, but if somebody asks, I'm not going to lie. I'm not running for office anytime soon so it won't hurt me. Doing the Tyra show is the first and only time I have/will ever made public statement about it, and then only for the greater good. Thankfully, I have incurred no trouble for it, and not even that much online ridicule, except a few ignorant losers on youtube. There were some AB's that believed I was wrong for bringing the topic to a talk show, but the show was going to find someone anyway on that topic no matter what and I knew that. Some people have the type of lives where they live in fear of what others think, I thankfully do not have one of those. I think my discretion is somewhat the key to this. People know I'm different, but I keep my quirks on a toned down level, I otherwise interact appropriately with them, and they respect me for it. That, and I'm a very nice, intelligent, and open person, and in many people's eyes those qualities can forgive many of my oddities. I hope one of these days that ABDL can be accepted the way that bd/sm and other socially acceptable fringe groups are, but the only way that will happen is if we are low key and otherwise functional members of society. The in your face thing will never get us accepted.

Thanks for the compliment Repaid. One television appearance certainly pales in comparison to Angela's work. No, I'm not with Ryan anymore, though we get along well and are still good friends. We were together a year and a half. He has a wife and a baby in South Dakota now. We were both the submissive type... his current wife is much more dominant and a better match for him. Lol she calls me for advice when he's being a pain. My new fiance suits me much better. On one of the now-defunct major abdl sites a couple of men posted about the show, saying that the Tyra show was looking for other ab/dl's and especially women. When I called, they were looking for a "mommy" type woman and initially thought that's what I was calling about. They didn't even know women could be AB's! So, Mike (one of the producers) practically jumped all over me when he figured it out. It was so funny... he had about a million questions for me and seemed kinda shy about asking some of them. I haven't given signed photos since I was a dancer in my late teens, although I have thought about doing AB pictures. I'm shy though... I don't know if I can lol.

Oh, also, the next link below the video section, was of course Daily Diapers! Woot... top spot on google for site links!

She's a total twit. What do you expect from a model? Funny, the only person to recognize me was my friend Lori, she told me one night when we were out camping with friends. She and her boyfriend were cool about it though. They are awesome friends. She gave me kudos for having "more balls than her". Coming from her, this is a dainty compliment lol. I'm so totally not normal, but apparently I come across that way at first. It is a good thing in this case, definitely. I'm glad my appearance helped others. That was really the point of it.

LilJim... you are an odd one lol. You don't like broccoli but you like Brussels Sprouts? Lol I call them little cabbages, and they are soooo good steamed with butter. Broccoli can be very good if prepared right. Most people think of either raw or boiled mushy stuff... blech to the latter. Steamed is the way to go with that one. Raw is ok but I find it best steamed crisp-tender with butter and seasonings. To each their own... at least you eat some green veggies.

thanks jessy. I did catch some crap for it from a few people but most saw what I was trying to do and supported me. Believe me when I say it definitely wasn't for the attention. The last place I like being is on a stage. I much prefer being the one doing the makeup art lol. But, I realized our community had a LOT of bad publicity and when I saw the notice about the show I thought a young female face might do some good. I didn't see any other girls stepping up so I kinda figured I had to. I didn't want to think what could happen if certain types took up the opportunity.

Yeah, that's me 20 lbs heavier with my natural haircolor. The ONLY year anybody has seen my natural color in a decade lol. A lot of people don't know that's me because I'm not really the type to go promoting myself. I'm kind of a shy and private person. It took tranquilizers to get me up on that stage lol.

I got bored tonight and googled "abdl". To my surprise, the first thing I saw at the top of the page, under "Videos", was my own face! The clip of the Tyra show I did about 3 years ago was the top vid listed. I honestly thought it had been long forgotten, and I NEVER though my face would be the top of ANY google search!!! Holy crap! Anyway... that's all. I wanted to share my shock and surprise. Wow. I guess the internet immortalizes everything. If you haven't seen it, I suppose I should include a link so you know wtf I'm talking about lol. Tyra Banks Diaper Dame excerpt

I don't recommend artificial sweeteners, some people seem unaffected but others can not tolerate them. Aspartame is one of the major ones that causes problems. When used frequently it can cause symptoms that mimic Fibromyalgia and the Epstein Barr virus (the source of Mono). A while back I started feeling horrible, like I had Mono all over again, for over a month. I was having some adrenal problems unrelated to the sweetener use, but also symptoms that didn't fit, and a doctor suggested I stop using artificial sweetener, as I was drinking it in several beverages a day. Within a week the aching bones and stiff sore muscles were getting markedly better. All artificial sweeteners also trick your body into thinking it has been fed sugar, and causes the overproduction of insulin, which over time can lead to higher incidence of type 2 diabetes as the pancreas gets pooped out from pumping out all that insulin. It is strongly suggested that diabetics avoid fake sugars as it screws with blood sugar in other ways too. Some people can do just fine and never notice anything, but I have known several people who cannot use them without becoming ill in some way. Besides, why put fake food in your body when real food is available? Chemicals vs Food... this one's easy for me. Of course, I like black coffee anyway so I don't miss anything by not adding sugar As another suggested, try stevia, or give raw unfiltered sugar a shot, in SMALL quantities. It's better than refined sugar is by far, and used sparingly, isn't unhealthy. It even has trace minerals that are good for you. It's not healthy like broccoli, but in moderation it is just fine. That's Faerie's two coppers. Take them or leave them.

*facepalm* will this fetish Americans have with bacon end anytime soon? I mean, I love bacon, it's great... but OMG cultural overkill! There is bacon everything now. There is even bacon vodka ! I won't be trying it I assure you.

Well... I make handmade soaps of all kinds I believe the word "y'all" has a place in the dictionary but "ain't" does not (the latter is not a proper contraction!) I am the only 26 year old woman I know who can sew, cook from scratch, can foods (like in mason jars), grow a vegetable garden with nothing but old milk jugs, dirt, and seeds, and perform her own mani/pedi and haircolor service. Seriously, I knew a girl who didn't even know potatoes and onions grow underground. People these days are downright useless sometimes lol. I can write with my right foot on college rule paper, legibly. I have known my best friend for 18 years. My favorite season is Spring. I wish I could still be alive when we finally colonize the moon. I like cheese.

Lol me too. I don't usually watch it much but Daddy was watching it and of COURSE I'm going to perk up at the word diaper. I wanted to share, so I looked for that clip of it on youtube to post. I thought it was frikin cool.

dunno why it blocked it, it's an official licensed excerpt on youtube of the show, which depicts Robin doing a comedic adult diaper commercial, and implies the action of her relieving herself in it saying "Aaaaahhhh" then smiling and winking.

Actually, I understand why people put the soiled TP in the trash. Sometimes after you go, especially if it is the really sticky kind, you have to wipe more than once. If you have to wipe several times to get it all off, that is several little wads of toilet paper. Having a hemmorhoid on the sphincter can cause extra creases that catch more excrement than the average behind as well. A person using or used to a low-flow toilet will know that this extra paper can clog it up, especially if it was a big bm, then you have a big mess. So instead of risking clogging the toilet to get their bum all the way clean, they throw it away in the trash bin. Gross, but less gross than poop-water going all over the floor from an overflow. How do I know this? It has happened to me, even though I am carefully conservative with TP (save the trees and all that). But, I make sure to place the icky TP in the trash in a way that the dirty side doesn't show or contact the bin sides. Others should at least be that considerate if they must throw it away.

I just HAD to share... Robin does an adult diaper commercial. Click Me

That... is epic!

Tris is dead right, including about being black in most cases... it is a cultural thing. I am referring to being American and black in this case, and I'm sure that's what tris meant. There are exceptions, like my friend Julie, but usually, that would NOT fly. You'd be ridiculed to no end, because they'd say you're "not a man" for that or in a woman's case you'd just be called a freak and have a lot of social ostracization. It's macho bullshit but it's still true. Other types of people would ostracize you as well, but I am just explaining the validity of tris' mentioning that racial group. It's not a racist statement, it is something based on observation of cultural behaviours. They could be purple or green or white or rainbow, but if their culture as a whole tends to behave in a certain way, then it is safe to assume that 90% of them will. There are some stereotypical things that the PC people insist are racist, but I'll be damned if they aren't true, and sometimes funny. Even black comedians will poke fun at themselves and tell you about how they love fried chicken and watermelon (hey who doesn't lol). My friend Julie, who is mixed Black and Lakota Sioux, frequently jokes about how her family is so stereotypical and how at picnics it isn't Sunday without the grape drink and fried chicken at the barbecue, and how her sisters fight sometimes and leave bits of weave on the lawn. These things become stereotype because they are prevalent in a culture. I'm not saying that all the labels given fit all or even most of the individuals identifying with the group, but some do, and my point about this is that the male machismo thing is one of them in this case. There is a pressing desire for young men, young black men especially to be seen as tough and manly and normal, not freaky. Let's face it, a lot of people think we're freaky, or that adults wearing diapers is freaky unless they're above 80. So there's my two cents. More on topic, I agree with tris mostly. I would maybe fib and say you're dealing with some night issues from sleep medicine or that you still wet the bed if they seem like the type who would be total jerks about it. If it sounds like medical reason they shouldn't razz you so much. Don't lie if you don't have to... or just refuse to talk about it. If they find out and its an issue act embarrassed that you "have" to wear them and make them drop it. It's not their business what underwear you wear anyway. I wouldn't just come out, keep it to yourself unless they find out. If they are nice to you when/if they find out, just give the truth and don't discuss it anymore afterward. Act like it's no big deal and they probably won't either.

Thanks guys. This will be my second marriage, and hopefully the last! This time I am getting married for the right reasons. We have a very good relationship, with none of the problems the last one had. I am so excited... I had to share it with you all!

asked me to marry him! He waited for me to fall asleep and snuck a diamond ring on my finger, but I woke up and so he asked me then. His plan was for me to wake up confused and then ask me. I asked if I was dreaming, pinched my shoulder, said ouch! no. (as in no I'm not dreaming), then said OMG yes. Absolutely yes! Then started giggling hysterically because I sort of accidentally said no first. I probably would have cried or something except I was half asleep. He just couldn't wait for New Years anymore. I'm very, very happy. How many of the rest of you married or are going to marry your Mommy/Daddy/Little?