special lil kitty

Interesting story - last night my son got horrible head pain - he had hit his head pretty hard earlier in the day but he woke me up around 3 am moaning on the living room floor. He's 15, just to clarify the picture. So I get up and decide right quick that we have to go to the ER and so there I am in my eor footed pajama pants, paci around my neck, and coffee in my Dora sippy cup with my pink satin baby dress still on and a robe. I didnt even think about it because the way my son was acting i just had to go get there. He turned out to have a bad concusion and is ok and for me - I didnt really get any strange looks - but I guess being the hospital dead in the middle of the atlanta gay and lesbian community they have seen everything by now. BTW - I've come to the conclusion that 'normal folk' is a myth...

I'm an adult baby, but its far from a sexual thing for me. In fact the idea of sex in a baby head space sounds and feels very very creepy to me. I dont mind that other people do it - its just not me. I can understand DL and the sexual association - its like any other fetish. I'm not very sexual at all myself and tend to prefer cuddles and hugs and bottles and paci and warm blankets. When I am sexual for some reason I tend more toward being the Dom - both wicked and cold and due to incontinence - in diapers. Dominatrix in diapers - still strikes me as a funny thought though but life has shown me - anything can happen. I've also been caught pretending to be a transvestite... heh.

Probably better to meet someone through the AB community or even go to a AB daycare or bed and breakfast - dont know if they have that where you are but you can look around.

a toofie, m' dada n mi nana n m' kittieees n fuffy frillie finggieeeess n mi dipiees - aweady got neeeew paci, neeew dwess n binki bag

Yep, thats the pills. I've had trouble with this before but recently its been so bad that its hard to leave the house. I can't count how many times in a day sometimes. I've been to the Dr 3 times in the last 3 weeks and she sent me to the ER once to get IV fluids. When I try to eat I get bad cramps. I have had cramps with it before but this time I've reached a point where I am almost frightened to eat anything that isn't very bland or clear liquids. I am discussing with my Dr the possibility that this may be ischemic bowel disease instead. Part of the concern is that I have a blood clotting disorder - my blood clots too easily and I take coumadin for that because I've already had a minor stroke (which sounds like an oxymoron to me) two massive pulmonary emboli and a blood clot that has caused blindness in my right eye - no fun! She was originally worried about the possibility of an intestinal bleed from the blood thinners and that is still a concern with all the activity going on in there - that is that it could develop. One thing that concerns me is poo in public. In the past I just stayed home but I have to go on a roadtrip for the holidays and I'm going to be around people and in places along the way and I feel a bit odd about the prospect of leaving a full adult diaper in the bathroom trash or dealing with poo in the bathroom - especially if it isnt a single user bathroom. I also worry about leaks. This is very watery poo. I know I should have a change of clothing but how do you keep that from smelling the rest of the way... say the next 8 hours on the road? Anyway.. its stressing me out thinking about it alot! I suppose I just do what I got to do-do.

Ok, I've had trouble with IBS before. Sometimes it does flare up and its back and forth - the poops and the half hour visits to the bathroom but this time it is seriously crazy. I have had bad wattery diahreah now for 3 weeks and I went to the DR and he gave me some little pills that do slow it down. Only problem - they slow it down too much then I feel like a stuffed turky which is very very uncomfortable - but not consitpated. As soon as I stop taking the pills its as if I OD'd on laxatives - poo poo poo ... Has anyone else been through this? I'm used to peeing my diapers and occasionally getting a stinky one from the IBS but this is getting unreal - any ideas?

I have IBS and I get a LOT of gass and it can be really annoying because when I have diahreah it can be a real oooops! But I guess thats what diapers are for

Born female but I wish I was born male so I could be a sissy girl/cross dresser and even date men who like to dress up. manties are sooooo hot. Guess you could say I'm genderfucked since when I dress up as a woman I get mistaken for a cross dresser... lol... its happened more than once. I even had one woman argue with me about it saying that I have an adams apple.. well its actually a mild goiter but I love the fact that I can pass for a transvestite. In fact when I was about a size 6, before I got sick and gained tons of weight I used to do Frank... I'd love to actually BE a sweet transvestite.

tena serinity plus nightmare two! In the same week... ok, this morning i go to put on my fresh diapee and guess what... the waist band ripped right off when i went to pul it up

bambino pull-ups

maby this is already out there but- Adult sized baby spoon adult sized baby plate, bowl and sippy cup (what i mean is sized so that it is the same proportions that it would be to a baby - that is BIG) adult sized baby doll - one that would need to wear small AB cloths absobant crincly waddle pants that can take being peed in

The Tena super plus serinity nightmare! Ok.. I got these - they are pullups and the first thing i noticed was how squish soft the package felt. I get them home and open them.. put on my first pair and they feel wonderfully soft and breathable - especially compared to depends which was driving me crazy and cost more. Now at first this was oh so nice untill after a little wear the first pair ripped in the back.. seemed worn through. The second pair leaked right through on me and left me standing in a store with pee dribbling down my leg under my skirt. Definitely must have gotten the wrong Tena diapers - although I do know I am hard on them because I am quite a bit larger than most people and more active - I feel like they were made for the little old lady not the active adult. I'm actually inco so I cant controle when the pee happens - it just happens - anywhere and anytime. note to the person above - being inco doesnt mean you are not DL or in my case AB - it just means that you do have to wear them. Not saying that all inco people here are DLAB by any means - just that you dont have to be able to controle it to actually LIKE.

Sorry you went through such an awful experience. When I had my blood clots/stroke I was in icu for about 5 days. At first it was a cath, they put it in when i was in the ER after they said that I was going to be transfered to ICU. After a couple days they went from the cath to diapers. I stayed wet but I didnt really realize what was going on till later. I just couldnt understand why I was 'sweating' so much. Actually I was dribbling urine. This experience overall was not that bad other than it was hard to get one of the techs to come in and give me a bath. I was extreemly weak and having a lot of trouble with my co-odination. Couple of times they left a bath pan and a couple wash cloths and a towel and just left - but that was after I was transfered to regular medical floor. On the medical floor I had several layers of cloth bedpads. Hospital stays are never fun... but I have to say that was better than my second stay at the same hospital - the first time I was treated with dignity. The second time I had attempted suicide - I know, stupid things to do - but I was feeling like I had lost everything. I am tottally disabled at this point. Well after I got through the first couple days and was really 'waking up' I find out that although they had diapers in the supply closet, they would not give me one. They had decided somehow that I did not need them and needed to go without them. Fact is I actually do need them. I was left walking around with pee dribbling down my legs as we were forced to eat our food in the lunch room on the floor. I was able to get a streachy disposable 'panti' but it didnt have any protection so I folded up a towel and put it in there. The staff didnt realize it since we had to put our own towels in the towel bin. Psych floors are nothing like regular medical floors. However, my sweetie brought me my diapers in almost no time so I didnt have to do this but twice. He had some trouble getting them to let me have them, but since they were not against the rules they gave in on it. The Dr did tell me he was not happy with me continuing to wear them and I told him to call my Internal medicine dr about it and he refused. Anyway, he didnt say I couldn't have what my sweetie brought me. I have no desire to ever do anything to end up back on a psych floor again. It seems to be a place where they can take anything away from you that they want to take.

"It took me a lot of chiro and time and the pain and other problems was gone after about 10 months to a year. It was hoped that the incon would clear but it just got worse. Along with the sexual issues and the “shock

I like panties, but not on me. Prefer a cute diaper cover. Not that I am against panties, I just dont like the way they feel. I'm a woman, and before the diapers I either went bare bottomed or in bloomers made by adding elastics loosely to mens flannel boxer shorts and sewing the fly shut. Thats for comfort, not for looks. On the other hand, for me, there is nothing sexier than a guy in manties

I went to a special education school that had students ranging from mild to sever problems. The most they ever did was call the parents or put you in time out for acting out. There was one time they sent a student to the hospital but she was cutting herself so it was one of those things. This was not a private school, either and students were not mistreated. This was soooo unnecessary. I also wonder what the principal did to her to make her so scared that she pees her pants in confrontations with him. In kids this sort of behaviour is often tied to sexual abuse. I know that just from all the groups I've been in. I would not be suprised if this principal did something horrible TO her knowing she is defenseless. On the other hand, I've been mistreated in psch hospitals about my diapers, even though I cant do anything about it. Sometimes they get the crazy idea that because you have problems you can controle that. I've also seen a patentient denied diapers because she went the bed and humiliated every day by being forced to wash her own sheets. Odly enough this was private hospitals. The time I stayed in a state hospital was nothing spectacular and quite boring but I was not misteated in any way either.

I had a stroke and since then have had dribbles and trouble making it to the bathroom because i have trouble physically getting there. Sometimes the later happens with poo too. Its not something I wanted.

Think its love and understanding not race/nationality.

Dont like to poop my diapers but it happens sometimes i cant get to the bathroom in time. Just cause too much yeast infection for me and its a messy clean up - need a bath then to wash the smell away. Pee, I have to because of medical issues. I enjoy the diapers but not the pee or poop and the pee irritates my skin and i have to get skin cream from the dr if i stay wet too long.

Um.. i can see rocky in diapers.. that would be sooo cute since he was just made and has that boyish/baby thing going on. Brad would do in diapers too - especially in the floor show 'momy help me..' ... fank in diapers... hmmm... as long as its a black one i guess but it would be cool to see the whole cast in diapers... hehehe that would be a real trip

boy ricky, Cool to see someone else who enjoys going out like that. I like dady to order me happy meals too, or take me to the ice cream place or to the doughnut place and get me a couple cream filled doughnuts and a choc milk to put in my sippy cup. I like to wear my baby dresses with some streach pants and my black mary janes and ruffel socks. I've even been known to pull out my binki in public. I like feeling like a little girl and like other people seeing me prancing around the mall or the store. people need their brains challenged anyway. i've never been about being in the closet about anything at all. thanx for being out there - *big baby huggs* lil kitty

i will try be sweet to daddy to get baba... i know i be bad sometimes though. But i wonder, anyone tried the adult size bottle nipples - the nuk ones? Do they work good? lil kitty

maby i'm strange.. but i dont see what i do as role play at all. I just be myself and as that i'm a big baby.. with my binki and all. It's also part of how people see me. I dont mind. I dont think I could be a 'grown up' really. Not really. My psych dr said that I would never be more than 12 years old mentally and emotionally. That does not bother me either and its not a trauma thing. For me its not sexual although I can be sexual. Hard to explain. To me its not humiliating to be taken care of or helped out with things. Its also not humiliating to me to be taken care of in public or be treated like a little girl.

Dont know about women, although I'd love to have a granna - I got a dada. He always knew i was playful/babylike and from the start i played around with him and say 'will oo pay wit meeee?' so it was just part of the relationship and i think that is part of it - being at least partially open with your baby side - i mean, if they dont like it then - then they are not the right person but if they say 'oh you are sooooo cute' like he did then that seems like things are 'right on'. Even when i first met him i talked about my softie and my blankie... and soon after that i let him catch me with my binki... he thought it was cute.

no need to worry and get so nervous. Most people wont even think about what you got and the others will most likely think that its really nice of you to be taking care of grandma or grandpa - in fact that is what i planned to say if i ever ran into a snag - 'grandma had a stroke last year' although I havent run into a snag - people in families tend to have simular body builds but people are extreemly unlikely to look at the diaper size you are getting and size you up... unless maby they are a diaper lover... then whats the harm hope you have an easier time... what used to really feel bad for me was going to get tampons because that is like anouncing your period... but since the diapers i dont gotta care about that.