It is a self induced issue. If you want it bad enough, you can use those cheezie hypnosis tapes to "un potty train". I went to the doctor's who found no medical issue and almost landed myself at the shrinks office. I have no tramatic issues in my past and could retrain my self as I have before. Sooner or later my love for her will win out and I will quit wearing again. It is a stress reliever for me as an adult to wear diapers but I have "more normal" ways. I will just enjoy it until I have to choose. Nuts, hunh?