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I'm beginning to think I am more of a sissy than I care to admit. Maybe I'm easing into it. For me it started with panties - at age 4 - because I wet myself away from homne, at a girl cousin's house and panties were the only option. I've loved panties and all things girlie ever since. When I dressed up as a girl for halloween - I might have been 8 or 10, those closed disappeared the day after, much to my sadness. While I experimented with wetting myself, back in the day, it wsn't until I stumbled upon a DL site that instantly excited me - I ran to the nearest convenience store and bought a pack. I though I was going to explode in so many ways that the pack disappeared in no time. I love girls, so much so that I've always thought about being one, but then I wonder what would happen IF that happened??? Would I still love girls? Do I love girls because it's easier to be my own girl than find one who iked girlie boys?? Too many questions, I know. Sometimes it's purely an escape for me. I like to wear tampons too.

I wear at the gym!

Goodnites exclusively, this one's getting a little wet.

I think you're lucky. It's something I'm not sure I'll ever be able to share...

I wear a diaper to the gym and when shopping. Makes the whole trip worthwhile. Definitely something to think about when doing something mindless.

Wow! Congrats! I'm in the same boat, but I am in no way ready to do something like this...

I'm in the same boat as anyone who ever questioned WHY? Each time I finish a pack of diapers, I try to go without - and succeed for a little while - and then I get the urge to wet, so I ever so gradually pee myself so I damp butnot noticable. After a few days of that, I'm thiking about where to buy so I won't get recognized. I never worry about buying them otherwise, but being outed is really not an option. So today I was far enough away from home that I could comfortable buy my pull-ups and carry them around the store as I picked up some other things, like gum. Then I was trying to figure out how to get a diaper on, but the family bathroom was in the back of the store and I was wearing the wrong kind of clothes - to clingiy to be 'stealth diaper dude.' But yeah, it's been about 12 years since I discovered a diaper site and the pleasure of wearing a diaper.

Hello! I haven't been here in a long time. I got through phases of wearign and not wearing. I like diapers and panties. Toda I have been wearing for almost 9 hours. I have changed myself three times. I wear goodnites for girls and have to be careful to not pee tooo fast in them but that's kinda fun. I like them because they are very discrete and quiet - no one knows I am wearing them, and that knda adds to the excitement too. So hello again to all who wear for whatever reason. I can't explain it, but I got such a rush today buying them!

Me too! I love wetting the first time and then doing my chores, being busy while wetting along the way. Or going to a store, shopping and wetting. Then goign to change myself in the family room and starting over. It's pretty arousing.

Before I say anything, I just wanna say this seems like an amazing place. People are comfortable sharing - myspace was a let down, but here, everyine is talking and telling their story. That's cool! Maybe the "dominant mother" is a common thread, I dunno, but here's my story (hope it's ok to post here, it's my second post). My DL fetish started with panties... It all started when I was about four. I was playing doctor with a neighbor girl - out in the open and as innocent as can be - when I got caught and thoroughly reamed, to the point where I don't actually remember the fun part ;( the punishment did not suit the crime. In that same time period we were visiting an aunt and I wet myself. My aunt had only daughters so I got a fresh pair of panties. WOW! Did I notice how good they felt! Those panties ended up in rotation and I definitely took advantage of wearing them. Then, one halloween, I asked to dress up as a girl. My same-aged neighbor had a nice plaid catholic school uniform that I got to wear, but I think my mom sensed that I enjoyed it as more than just a costume, so it disappeared rather quickly... A few years later, puberty started and I was very mixed about the transistion. On one hand I loved girls - I did fantasize about being one, tucking my boy part between my legs. That early thrashing for playing doctor kinda put an obstacle in my social path. Was my attraction to girls love or lust? Were the two exclusive or inclusive? Either way, I was too young to have any self- confidence... Once I had a wet dream or two and started to notice the connection between having to pee and being aroused, I wet myself one nite and then made the mistake of keeping the evidence in a jar in my closet, which my mom quickly found (she was a bit of a clean freak). When I was still living at home, and alone in the house I'd wear my mom's panties. Then I got bolder when visiting friends with girlfriends - especially if their hamper was in the bathroom. I'd sneak a pair on and eventually I had a nice little collection. I had a female friend who encouraged my dressing up and I went pretty far - shaving my legs, wearing leggings with white ankle socks and clunky shoes. (With panties and stockings underneath.) We'd go out dancing and then come home and have a fun time sharing clothes and "stuff." All little further down the path the internet came along and quite by accident, I followed a link to a diaper fetish site. I worked late nights by then, in the city that never sleeps, and scored some diapers from a late night convenience store. I could hardly wait to get them on. Diapers are kinda like panties in that they make me feel girlish - a little fussy - snug and wet and warm. I can't quite explain it because I don't always wanna wear them, but when I do, it's unstoppable. I bet alot of DLs have a similar feeling. A fetish that drives them to erotic pleasure, but one that seems dependent upon the moon. It's also not easy to share in real life. I know I've joined and deleted a few times at other sites. Of course writing about it is arousing - I actually have the luxury of wearing and wetting my diaper right now - knowing I can't really get caught. (At least I hope not.) My fantasy was to get caught dressing up and in the process finding a girl who likes and encourages it. I am married now and my wife is cool about that the dressing up part - in private - but we live in the burbs and dressing up outside of the bedroom is not an option. I miss that. I can't really share the diaper thing with her because I don't think she'd get it. We're on opposite schdules and timing is everything - or not - so this is how I have a little fun, release a little tension and baby myself.

I wear the large good nights and while they aren't great for just "letting go," they don't show. It's a thrill to wear them out. I'm 160 lBs and somehow they fit. Maybe a good place to start.