Bliss

I'm an infrequent visitor and poster to this site. It's a great resource. So, I am a bit purplexed by the response to this topic. We all agree that diapers are great, right? We all agree that, depending on a DL's needs, he may empty bodily emissions into them, right? Are you guys saying that his post would be more appropriate in a different forum, like the poopy diaper discussion? Here are my $0.02. I'm a slow learner at things sometimes and finally figured out my diaper fetish a few years ago. Since then, I've been trying various things to see what satisfies my version of the fetish and what doesn't. When I started wearing at first, I did occasionally masturbate into the diaper. It was because those early feelings were so arousing. Since then, as I got used to them, I haven't so much. I see now that the diaper dependency is a surrogate to the release of ejaculation for me. A couple years ago when I went 24/7 for over a month while unemployed, I don't think I masturbated at all. So, getting back to his post, I found that the semen was absorbed rather nicely in the diaper when I did go in it. Much cleaner than pooping, which I also enjoy in the diaper. Anyway, I'm more shocked to the response to his post than his post - no matter if he's trolled in the past or not.

I've also recently had this issue in a more pronounced way. I had prostatitis a couple months ago and took Cipro for a month for it. While that cleared up the infection and the urgent peeing spurts I had then, I am really unable to stop the dribble after peeing now. Of course, fatigue and caffeine make it worse. I also don't seem to be able to hold as much urine before getting a kind of anxiety to pee "just in case". I've started wearing "training pants" everyday since then. They do a great job absorbing it all. These are the pants I've been using: http://www.specialtyunderwearworld.com/ They're regular JC Penney briefs that have been reinforced. If I do find a sudden urge to pee far from a restroom, I can let a little bit into the brief (especially the ones with the plastic lining) to relieve the pressure and anxiety.

When I used to smoke socially, it made me horny, too. I had sex with a woman, once, that I probably wouldn't have had without being under the influence. But I don't regret it. It is an interesting memory in a life controlled by inhibitions. Pot also made me stupid and lazy. I'm lazy enough without it! And being a guy, I can do enough dumb things at the drop of a hat, sober.

I looked up the Sentinels server and see that it's a role-playing server. I haven't played on an RP server before. Do you guys have to remain in-character when you say stuff in guild chat, etc.? Do you have to come up with stories of how your tank has a wet and poopy diaper inside his plate mail after being scared ____less or having the crap beat out of him by a dungeon boss?

I've been wearing diapers off and on as the need appears. This past week, I've been wearing them 24/7. Neither of my wife or the two kids knows. My whole diaper stash is in the closet on a shelf behind my shirts. Very convenient to grab a new one from. The closet is also used by other members of the family occasionally. I'm fine with the situation. Sure, it would be nice to have a spouse/gf to play mommy or diaper friend. But I've always been a solitary person - so it's safe for me this way for now.

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LOL or if being a DL is sexual... If you wear it, you will come.

Senior software developer. (In-between jobs at the moment.) Diapers are awesome for those long uninterrupted coding sessions.

another diuretic: alcohol

LOL me, too. I'm not ready to give up my Italian Stallion penis yet. I want to keep exploring these deep AB/DL needs of mine in order to understand what makes me tick. I'm currently separated from my wife (in the same house - I sleep on one floor and she on another) and see no future sexually with her (I haven't had intercourse in several years now). But I don't know where this journey is leading me, so I'm leaving my options open.

I eat oatmeal every morning and enjoy them for a little while in my diapers after they've been pushed out by the following morning's oatmeal and coffee.

Oh, and my favorite guild name on another server: I Crit My Pants! My second favorite: Blood Bath and Beyond.

Thanks for bumping this thread, Brudda. I didn't realize there were WoW players in a guild here. I have a few hordies (lvl 80 troll DK, 60 BE mage, and 28 tauren druid) that I would transfer over to Sentinels (they're on Fenris now) if this guild was active. I see on your guild website that the roster has 23 members. I let my subscription lapse while I'm job-hunting. I'll be back on once I get the new job going. For The Horde (of DLs)!

My favorites on WMM are the Baby Training series by MindMaster. His are the best quality, if you are interested in exploring being an AB. They seem to resonate with me the most. They are also all positive reinforcement. Where EMG's are good, too, but he uses "curse" or negative terms in some of his. But EMG does have a nice positive one recently called Wet Relaxation that is a guided mediation to feel worries and stress being released into your diaper when you pee. For me, I'm sure, the MindMaster files wouldn't resonate with me at all if I wasn't excited by some aspects of being an AB deep inside me. I'm still in the early stages of exploring them and MM's files have helped me - especially with the 3rd in the series: Baby Behaviors (the Revised version). I know that, even though I listen to the whole thing, things that don't fit with me won't manifest in me. Such as part 4 in the series, which introduces the desire to have a tiny little baby penis - no erections - to ease wetting and the image of being a baby. Since I've already accepted the DL stuff on my own a couple years ago, the files (from EMG and others) on that topic are rather boring and uninteresting to me. Hope that helps...

LOL, me, too. I actually thought someone was having the same problem I'm dealing with since my recent gallbladder removal. Well, I had the appropriate fetish for dealing with that problem.

Spooky. Is that Joan Crawford, a.k.a "Mommie Dearest"?

Yesterday, I attempted removing all my hair from my chest (not a whole lot - mostly round my nipples) down to my groin. After using scissors to cut the long stuff, I bought an aerosol bottle of Veet for sensitive skin. I followed the instruction sheet. For a noobie like me, besides it feeling warm on my skin, it looked like it wasn't doing anything. I thought I was going to have to resort to a lot of shaving. I was wrong. It just took a while. My hair follicles are rather thick and it took the full 10 minutes for me to see the spatula remove enough hair to make me realize it was doing something. I just had to be firm with pressure on the spatula. Then after the bulk of the hair was gone, most of the remainders were fragile and broke off, too. I still have more to do. The bulk of the hair is gone. There are a few stragglers. I'll tackle removing the rest from my scrotum and perineum today. I won't attempt spraying directly on the skin - it's not very accurate for coverage. I'll apply from my hand for the rest. I didn't know what to expect but the feeling is great. I see now that being hairless in the diaper makes wearing so much easier. It's much easier to clean and when my penis gets aroused, it isn't tugging on damp pubic hair anymore. Other funny asides (for me)... My hairy belly was hiding numerous freckles/moles around my waistline that I didn't realize I had. Also, my nipples are more aroused, since they are actually touching my shirt and not buffered by a little tuft of hair for the first time since puberty, I guess. Does that make me a baby baby? a noobie baby? I hope that helps. From one noob to another... Petey UPDATE: Today, I did scrotum, perineum to the anus. That was a bit more painful. I got a couple spots on the upper scrotum and lower underside of the penis that lost some skin. Ouch. I've got it covered up with diaper balm for now. Anyway, it feels amazing. And it looks so strange for now. I had forgotten what it looked like pre-puberty. The lower part of my butt that had the hair removed is so smooth now. Like a baby almost. I'll try to do the rest tomorrow.

Hi! An ABDL here in No. Va. Petey

I wear briefs. But, they've been feeling too tight with the Tena Male Guards I've been wearing lately. I bought some more boxer briefs and have been trying them with the guards. So far, I haven't had a single leak, even though it feels looser.

My compromise are the Tena Male Guards. I need to be discrete at home and work. But I'm able to wet throughout the day in them. Although, it's kinda the opposite of a diaper in the respect that I have to exert a lot of control to keep from releasing too much at one time. When I feel that it's too much work, I use the toilet. Some days, I'm able to go the whole day without using the toilet. And when I'm home at night, sitting in front of the computer, like now, I can allow leaks in my waterproof office chair. Maybe I seem to have at least an equal need to be a naughty boy and wet my pants from time to time. Although, I took a break for a couple months at the start of the year where I didn't have the strong need to pee my pants. I find that I'm able to wet myself while at work talking with my colleagues. Tena recently changed the Male Guards and made them even softer. I pick them up at the nearby Rite-Aid. Keep on wettin...

Is there a thread discussing the best smelling diapers after they get wet? I tried the X-Plus recently, and although they feel great, they smell so bad to me after they've been wet for a while. What do people think are the best smelling diaper brands without anything added to them? Thanks in advance...

I continue to be amazed by this site. There is so much similarity to my life story in this thread - it's uncanny. I didn't have any problems with potty training or bed-wetting. But as early as I can remember I've had these Utopian fantasies. I've had fantasies about being naked in nature, floating in viscous liquids (returning to the womb?), wetting whatever I'm wearing. The fantasy is about feelings of innocence - returning to the bliss and naivety of the Eden legend. Growing up in CT, I explored the fantasy in the woods at the end of our street. After puberty in Fairfax, VA, in the 70s, I would streak in the cool of the late summer night around my cul-de-sac. Speaking of naivety, I didn't figure out how to masturbate to climax until my late teens. What helped my education was being in the Ball State U library (my high school was lab for teaching college) looking for a book and an anonymous guy wearing a raincoat was jerking himself off while watching me from other side of stacks. During that time and after, I would experiment with relieving myself in nature, in my pants or in my bed without getting my bed wet. Lately, I've found that my khakis smell like urine by the end of the work week. It appears to be getting it both ways: from my lack of control at the urinal - splashing back at me; and from the following trickle of urine in my briefs afterwards. I'm unable to squeeze or shake it out completely. My urethra is rather sensitive to too much force. When I was 11, I went into Fairfax hospital with a urinary infection that doctors couldn't understand or treat. They kept desiring the retrieval of a more and more sterile sample of urine. Eventually they wanted it straight from the bladder - meaning a catheter. That is my definition of torture: pushing a plastic catheter up an infected and inflamed urethra of an 11-year-old. After a couple weeks, I seemed to heal myself and left. I just started wearing diapers in the past month. So far, I've only been wearing a variety of Depends. I started wearing the pull-up disposable underwear that you see in my photo. I really got off on wearing those and feeling the warm wetness between my legs. I tried the day/night Depends diapers and agree with the consensus that they are bad. I can't trust them during the day not to leak - let alone at night. I bought a pad to lay over the sheet. I had wet the mattress after wearing the pull-up and having a bottle of wine before bed and sleeping on my side. Since then, I really don't wet my diaper when sleeping on my stomach. The pressure seems to seal the valve shut. I don't have the feeling that I really get off on wearing wet diapers at night. The dryness is automatic. I don't struggle with a full bladder while I'm horizontal. When I started wearing the pull-ups in the evening at first, I had such a strong feeling of security and nurturing from that warm wetness. On blue-jean-Friday at work, I wore a pair. It felt so freeing to wear them and relieve myself at any time. I felt much more relaxed. Work has been very stressful lately and my sense of humor and laissez-faire attitude was returning. It also enhanced the "naughty boy" feeling that a wet diaper gives me. The following Monday, I went to work without any diapers of any kind - just my briefs. When I got there, I had such strong feelings of insecurity, I had to go to the nearby CVS at the first chance I got. I bought the Depends Guards to wear inside my briefs. I find that they are the next best thing to diapers for someone like me who wears diapers for the naughty boy feeling of sitting in wetness. But allows me to be discreet in business casual clothing. The Guards kind of have the opposite effect for those who desire incontinence. I'm probably exercising my sphincter muscle more than ever. I have to make sure I don't flood the guard. But it is also more relaxing and secure in that I don't have to struggle against the inevitable trickle in my briefs. I can let it happen with no worries. I'm making no more than one trip to the men's room per day. My slacks are smelling much nicer - unless I can smell something aromatic (cloves last night from Indian food) in my wet guard. I've just got one Depends diaper left. Do the Tena diapers at CVS work better? I want to eventually get cloth diapers and plastic pants and experience that feeling. But I haven't figured what I want to get in that category yet. I used to think my fantasies were just that - my fantasies. More sensual than sexual - but still sexually stimulating. I need to return to innocence. I don't need to act like a baby, though. I have shut out those fantasies all those years. I had given up on them as childish. Since I've been separated and have passed (or am I still in it?) the mid-life "crisis" phase, I've been exploring what makes me tick. What turns me on. What do I need to be a happier, more fulfilled person. It is so great to see that I am not alone in my deep-seated feelings. I have so much in common here. Now I'm wondering why it took me so long to find this site. I guess it's my naivety and trusting nature and believing the lie that innocence and diapers are childish. Well, I've rambled on enough. Thank you for inviting me into your fraternity. All the best, Bliss

That sounds similar to me, also. My mother's main gift is verbal abuse and manipulation. She dominates my father. I'll bet she just hated the monotony of being a housewife. She did less and less as the years went by and left most things to my father. She has something of a narcissist personality. I'm going to try to bring up the subject the next time I see her to get further insights. It's pretty difficult to get past her defense radar. Wish me luck.

Me, too! I'm sitting on a wet, saggy one right now. I'm a newbie at wearing diapers 24/7 - still less than a week. I have a newbie question about the smell (and taste) of these almost 24/7 damp nether regions. After cleanup at changing time, isn't there still a lingering scent (and taste) of pee (and poop)? Is there something that folks who like wet nappies use to make their bottoms more palatable to their partner for oral sex? Or are there a good number of mommies or daddies turned on by the smell? Thanks, Bliss

I'm still searching for the reason(s) behind my being a diaper lover. I believe this is close to mine. Thanks for your post! I was the oldest kid and do have one memory. I'm a toddler in a playpen in a bedroom and I tell my mommy that I have to either go the the bathroom again or simply that my diaper's wet again. Part of the memory is that I did it on purpose just to get her attention. I did get spanked as a kid (and with a belt and hairbrush as a teen) but I don't feel that I have to repeat that kind of discipline as a father, myself. It didn't translate to me being into BDSM, either. This is my first post here. I just want to say that this message board is AWESOME!! You guys are great with your honesty and openness. I stayed up all night reading the most recent threads. I feel so much more informed about my diaper loving. I just bought diapers for the first time this week. The feelings from this fetish have been with me as long as I can remember. Feelings of innocence and lack of control, etc. Maybe my toilet training was so ingrained with the stigma in my mind that I felt I wasn't ever supposed to go back to diapers. So, instead, over the past 40 years, I've had myriad accidents and close-calls in my undies and pants. I drink coffee during the day and it seems to exaggerate the problem, too. I always have a little leakage and my pants tend to smell slightly like piss by the end of the work week. Wearing the diapers has been so freeing! And stimulating! The warm, full feeling between my legs this week has been so wonderful. It's funny how it has a nurturing and safe feeling. But I'm also dealing with the 'dangerous' feelings of being found out before I learn more about this and myself and am ready to share with others in person. You guys rock!