MessyBabyWill

darnit!! i tried, but the league is full. oh well. maybe next year. it's a great idea though... fantasy football for just ab/dl's.

hello, i'm from the Reading, Pa area. nice to meet you!!!

i have a description. :-)

"if you're not a liberal in your twenties you're heartless, if you're not a conservative in your 40's your brainless." paraphrase of winston churchill i'm becoming more conservative as i get older, i hate taxes and the liberal hand outs. but on some issues i'm very liberal, gay rights, legalization of drugs, religion, things like that. i'm registered as independant but i vote republican usually. especially for governor here in PA, ed rendell is a CROOK!!! now back to my diapers.

necros covered a good collection of mine and i'm bi so that makes it more fun! it's easier to say what i'm not into than what i am. i'm NOT into: extreme pain, cuckoldry (sp?), anything with a real child (age play's fine), that's about it. i do have an interest in scat but have never tried it, i love pooping my diapers and would love to swap poopy diapers with someone or anything scat where i'm the bottom.

thank you Ind. lol

this is something i've always had a pretty extreme aversion to, the idea of putting something there just gives me the willies. and also i didn't know you could get a stent-type device, i thought all catheters had tubes to a bottle like in the hospital. it's a very cool idea to think that i could use one of these w/out the tubing to produce simulated incontinence. but i guess my biggest worry all along is 1, the pain 2, physical damage. so how much does it hurt and how hard is it to use one?

LOL, wetvinyl. i never thought of it that way but you're right, it does conjure up lewd images. i'm an electrician in a steel mill so they have lockers and shower rooms for us, it can be dirty at times. gang showers are the type where there's no indivudual stalls just a tiled room w/ 10 or so shower heads. kind of like most of us used in high school after gym.

those are both good ideas, i've tried until i thought i would burst and even then it was still a lot of concentration to be able just to wet my diapers. it's similar with a #2 but for some reason it's easier to overcome, a little easier at least. i have no trouble going on a toilet so that isn't the problem, i'm basically pavlov's dog, i just can't go unless there's a toilet under me (or a tree in front of me lol) this is something i know will get easier with time but still, from what it sounds like it's a much harder "mental block" for me, so i'm trying to learn some sort of concentration,visualisation technique. feeling the lack of control is very important to the overall effect to me. maybe a hypnosis of some sort, either a CD or a session. anyone know of or have any experience with this? the CD's unrealistic claims to be able to almost switch on and off bowel and bladder control would be the ultimate goal.

WELCOME!!!! i'm new too, only a few hours "older" than you. i was made to feel right at home. so come and enjoy. welcome

i feel the same way as most of the rest of the respondants. there's a definite sexual aspect of it. not saying there's not the comfort, safe, etc feelings too. i can be diapered w/ out being sexual and vice versa, sometimes it's fun to try to be "pure" like a real baby and loose control. but as often as not i end up getting turned on. i've never changed/been changed so i can't say for sure, but i'd wager that'd just make it even more sensual. i think that's a better word than sexual, diapers for me are mostly sensual and if someone else were involved, would be a very intimate thing. just my opinion

i'm not from NJ but i'm only an hour or so's drive away. let's talk sometime if you'd like.

i'm not from NJ but i'm only an hour or so's drive away. let's talk sometime if you'd like.

wondering if i could get some advice and hoping that the odd sounding topic line will get some attention. i have no problems using the toilet, either #1 or #2, but i have a horrible time using my diapers. especially #1. i believe it's some sort of mental blockage that says, "you're not in front of a toilet, you can't go now." now i'm sure that over time i'd develop some semblance of a lack of control, which i'd like for play purposes, but the problem w/ that is i still live at home with mom and dad, a situation that will be rectified w/in the next year or so i hope, so i can't wear diapers nearly as much as i'd like. i'm just looking for advice. my goal is willing incontinence, if there is such a thing. like having an internal switch i can turn off and on. i've heard of hypnosis tapes but i'm skeptical, especially seeing how much they cost. i'd like to be totally incontinent, obviously barring a horrific accident, but that's not realistic since where i work we have gang showers and if my co workers saw me changing a messy/wet diaper that would open a whole can of worms my area of the country's not quite liberal enough to deal with. so, what are techniques for "anti-potty training" if there are any. the idea that the hypnosis cd's pitch sounds wonderful, a trigger word to loose control and one to get it back when play's over (not that play should ever be over ) i want to live in diapers, i love to fill them and wet them. and i want to be able to have a realistic AB/DL relationship w/ someone who has similar goals. but if i'm always having to put all my concentration into just wetting/messing my diapers that makes it extremely hard to lose one's self in the moment. please any help would be appreciated. thanks!!!! stay wet and messy!!!!! ps i'm new to the site and i in no way mean to offend those of us who are incontinent not by choice. i'm sorry if i worded anything badly. pps 1 more thing on the hypnosis cd's, some offer age regression, anyone try it with any success?

unfortunately i didn't even join this site until today or i would've been very interested.