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Better diapers do work better and those smaller leaks you won't even feel because they are better at absorbing and leave you feeling dry instead of wet like the depends or pretty much any store brand.

I don't want to ruin your fun and all but you are marrying a women who doesn't know about it? This is just a bad idea, she will eventually find out and probably be more angry as you have been hiding this from her. Just a word of warning, lets not turn this into a flame, just trying to help, so everyone get back OT and glad that you are having fun.

Um that is why they are not delivered to your house, but rather the ups/fedex customer care center where you pick them up yourself. So just saying if you have a credit card / debit card there isn't a reason you can't order online. Sorry just excited as I just found this out myself, but yes there is not reason you can't check out at the pharmacy counter.

I just got my first package of Large X-Plus and can't believe how thick they are, thats a good thing though. When I first pulled one out I thought I had pulled two out, lol. I certainly feel secure in them and defiantly not worried about leaking with them, unlike depends, tenas, attends, walgreens, riteaid. I don't think I have drank enough though as I have only wet it once so far, need more to see how far before I start worrying about it leaking. Going to try the medium next time though as even for a 38" waist they seem a bit big, figured the first time though that bigger was better then to small.

The biggest thing I wish is for p&g to actually make a diaper that will actually hold a worthwhile amount of pee. Depends and all the store brands just can't take even one full blast. I just want to be able to buy a diaper like Abena super or x-plus in stores. If you are really incontinent I don't see how these diapers actually work for these people, unless they are the ones that change every few hours and only a little comes out at a time for them. I do believe this would actually be not just a niche market for them and make money for them, instead of making shitty products that don't work. I really doubt people are happy with the products when they can't depend on them and even less happy when they fail leak on them. /End another rant/

Hum well if it went down that way, then I don't see a problem as she was the one who intervened, certainly not the way you made it sound in the original post. I see how it could have been a bit exciting that she was helping you out, you just made it seem like she didn't have choice to see you like that in your original post, so that is why all the negative comments. I know that writing on forums can easily make it look like something else and I would have certainly wanted to post about it if this had happened to me. Just don't go forcing your fetish on others with out them knowing and being willing participates. /End Rant/

I say have fun wearing to work and just say you have a problem if asked. Biggest thing though is to make sure you change if you are wet, so you don't start smelling. It is just like if you came to work smelling like you never take a shower, then you are not taking care of hygiene, which is not good for there business and no one at work will want to be around you. I was working at my college computer lab and I wouldn't of really cared that I knew this person probably had to wear diapers, but they also smelled like they never took a shower. This was a student by the way who came in, not someone who worked there. I mostly felt sad for him though as I knew he also had some mental issues and either didn't have anyone who took care of him or just like our health system is the health care provider wasn't doing their job. So I could understand, but it wasn't fun having to help him out with the computer with the smell. So thats my word of warning, make sure you don't smell and no one will notice or care, so take care and have fun wearing.

Sometimes I defiantly fantasize about having a mommy to always be a baby and never have to worry about the stresses of life. Then I realize its really better as a fantasy as I do like my independence even though it can be stressful. So the best is really to be able to roleplay, but also be an adult and take care of your adult responsibilities. Which I am sure both of you do. I am certainly jealous of both of you, but realize its not likely for me to really find someone like that for me. I realize most likely the best I can hope for is someone who is into me for my none DL life and allows me to wear, but certainly don't expect them to participate. I will just be very happy if I am able wear to bed and under clothes during the day when I feel like it. At least for me I think I need this much as I would not feel they are truly accepting me if they could not be comfortable with me wearing around them. At least thats my view point, but at this point I'm still at home going to college, so that won't be for awhile, so for now I hide it. /Eng Rant/

I didn't really feel like reading all the long pointless posts, but wtf, I haven't seen any wars going on in this forum in awhile, so not sure what the original poster is talking about. Oh BTW this is a new account as I hadn't been here in awhile as school kept me busy all semester. And now I don't remember my old login. No one knows about my fetish, so I make login on forums that have nothing to do with my normal ones for the JIC factor, lol never know about the JIC factor until my friend said it recently, see how many people also know what it means.

Seriously don't bother with the depends/walgreens. Buy online and all you have to do is look up on ups/fedex a customer care center and have it sent there. Just picked up my abena x-plus that way today. Just have your home address as your billing and shipping as the customer care center. Also found a place that saved me 6 dollars over buying them from xpmedical. Look up KCK medical. Though next time I'm going to have to try medium instead of large as they fit, but are defiantly bigger then they need to be on me. So if your hips are 42", which is not the pants waist size, I would say go with the medium. I have a 38" pants size btw. I just figured it would suck if I got them and they were to small, figured bigger was better then too small. Ups did call me to tell me, so don't put your house phone if your worried about people in your house knowing. I would have been doing this a long time if I had known I could do it.

The cops in my town are all pretty good. The ones that seem to have an ego are CHP in my area. I think the cops in my little town get bored though late at night as I have been pulled over several times coming home from dancing at a bar. They always seem to have the stupidest reasons for pulling me over. Apparently I was suspious because I turned down a dead end street where there is residential houses that I was dropping a friend off at their house. Another because I didn't have front license plate, even though the law states only if you were issued two plates, which my older car was not. Another thought I was trying to avoid him by turning down my street to go home, lol. Also asked if I had anything to drink that night, which I never do when I drive, just funny as he asked repeatably and then finally let me go, saying have a nice night, certainly was a new rookie cop. The CHP on the other hand I was trying to ask some questions without any hint of confrontation, just wondering about the law. Apparently just asking what about it for him was confrontational and said to just sit there while he checked my license, so I zipped my mouth as I certainly didn't want to get into any trouble. Luckily was let off with a warning for speeding though as he could have easily nailed me on it that night with it raining and me going 60 in 50 zone.

Have the package sent to a UPS / FedEx Customer Care Center, you can then pick it up from the customer care center, though you do need a state id/ drivers license to pick it up. And sign up for paypal, you will need to get your bank info, so they can do an instant transfer, but you can get a temporary credit card number from them for that one purchase. Lol, you can see I to need to hide my shit and this way nothing shows up on my bank statement except that I bought something through paypal. So msg me if you need further help.

It sounds like you are mentally hurting yourself and should get some help, if I'm off base just let me know, but just don't want you to go down a road where you might actually physically hurt yourself later. I don't know you personally, so I am only going off what it seems like to me from you post. I certainly know I have a few screws loose, but at least I can reconize it and steer myself clear of danger, the most important thing is to ask people for help. I know when my friend broke up with his 3 year girlfriend, he went into a depression and didn't reach out for help. He took a bunch of pills, but is fine and is getting help. I don't believe that he actually was trying to kill himself as I know he takes many drugs to make him feel that everything is great in the world and believe that he thought that if he took enough everything would feel alright, but he ended up in the hospital as his body was just overloaded. So don't let this happen to yourself. I know that taking a mood stabilizer has certainly helped and make me so I'm not depressed anymore. I think it is hard to be truly happy in this world, so I think we have to make the best of it and keep moving forward and always ask for help when you are having troubles doing it yourself. Seriously though get out and do physical activities, it always helps get my mind off the bad and get aggresion out. I can lose myself in the music at the rave without taking drugs, you just have to be willing to let go and feel the great vibes that I usually feel at raves. You just have to figure out what makes you feel better about our situation here on our world. Maybe I'm getting to philosophical here though. I just hope it can change your life in some way for the better. I certianly don't want to get into a whole debate here, just let what I'm saying go through your head and if you disagree you are entitled to your opinion, but I don't feel the need to debate it. Just hoping to open your eyes in some way that you can make your situation better for yourself. If it doesn't just ignore this post as I'm in what I feel like is a good place for myself, but its not going to work for everyone and since I will not reply to a debate, I will probably read your post, but not reply to this one again. Just ignore this post if you so feel this, but please do get help if you feel that you are harming yourself, nothing else matters.