GirlyCD

Laxative that makes me totally unable to hold it but I try. Makes me so horny. If I held it for days laying on my stomach in a babyish adult diaper for example ABU Peekabo i spread my legs and push the hardest I can. Exploding over my little butt and over the front just makes me orgasm instant. I wish another fantasy to happen afterwards but I dont know if im allowed telling such things in this forum. IF anyone for example a older caring dad wants too know more, tell me 🙂

I pretend to be a girl 4-5y. Who wets and messes herself on purpose but pretend to have accidents. I dress like a girl, totally shaves. Sometimes suck on pacifer. Likes to hide behind the couch when filling diaper. Messy makes me so horny and I just cum out of nowhere when the mess shoots over me genital. Uncontrolled. I used to love my diaper as kid and had it until i was 5. Have clean memories of holding it for days and timing my messing until outdoor play so I could wear it as long as possible. Had a 1 year younger friend, a girl named Sandy. She also had diapers and did everything in them. Her mother was latina and dad American. Dark skinned and eyes, long black hair and pretty long and kind of robust body almost little musculur no fat. I was so happy having her as my friend as it turned out she also loved her diapers. We used to go dirty together playing outside. As we were kids not talking about it just knew that we had some connection. Often we had our diapers changed at the same time and I remember once the kindergarden teacher took a deep breath before opening her diaper. It was filled with pee to maximum capacity, the fluff had started to get loose. This was early when disposable Pampers were new and really kind of bad quality as you always felt very wet peeing just a little and Sometimes leaked kind of bad. i think the teacher had no problem with all the pee pee... The poop however had smeared her Pampers from the back to front, and it was loose because she had soaked her diapers totally. Teacher had to leave her for a second so she justera layed there on her totally nasty diaper and a horrible stench looking at my diaper got untaped and my mess was revealed. She played it so well, crying when she had to and "it was just an accident" She always say that when going getting told she was to old for making such horrible messes. I think some of my desire to play a little girl came from memories of her. Sadly after kindergarden she moved and I never knew where. My guess is tho she became a Dl/ Abdl. She really really enjoyed those diapers 🙂