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I'm curious to see everyone's opinion about how they diaper themselves and see the best fit. I'm also posting this for future ABDLs using ABDL diapers. Personally I can never get the tabs right on a 2 tab like the ABU Cushies so I always have a friend help me get it on or if there's nobody I try my best but I can't ever get it even with a video. I tried laying it down and positioning myself many different ways and I just don't know how to get it just right. I order a size medium in everything (unless it's not available) and it fits comfortably when another person puts me in it.

First of all I'm surprised and amazed by all the comments! My first ever ABDL diaper I purchased was a sample pack of Plastic Backed ABU Cushies and they didn't disappoint! Before then it was usually store brands that would leak or wouldn't hold much.

For me it was goodnites. They were cheap, hideable (easy to hide in a hiding place), discreet, and not at all reliable (not a good thing). I first got goodnites at a local store, where I went to the bathroom opened the pack and stuffed the diapers down my pants. I then went to the car and tried my best to hide them while riding home with my parents. I sprinted to my room where I stuffed them under my dresser.

Here's a list of weird enemas I saw online and then did (also a couple of my own concoctions). Bullet ones are found online and done while numbers are my own concoctions. Lemon juice Hot Sauce Milk & Syrup Vegetable Oil Mineral Oil Hot Sauce, Vinegar, Syrup Syrup, Milk, Liquidy Oatmeal Mineral Oil + Castor Oil + Vegetable Oil Lemon Juice, Cool Water, Salt If you want to try these be careful some of them will hurt your glory hole until all contents are released. Hot sauce (Burning sensation), Lemon Juice (Burning sensation), All the oils (Loss of control depending on dose), Vinegar (Possible burning sensation in some people) Coke, Pepsi, Sprite, etc also cause a burning sensation as they enter and cause very questionable toots as they come out.

I need it since it looks like it can hold a lot

UPDATE: I did the same thing to 3 other goodnites and they still hold up! The original no longer leaks when I sit on it and it feels VERY squishy but I had to hot glue the sides back together since it ripped when I put it on.

A couple days ago I got a goodnite from one of my cousin's drawers (which she wears an XL). I tested it against an enema, making a whole mess in the process I went to the shower and showered with the goodnite on making it VERY full and saturated. I had the brilliant idea of keeping it after I had washed everything out and put shampoo in it. So I left it in the sun-room in a huge Ziploc baggie tied in a grocery bag. I came back yesterday to it being very full but not wet and I wore it for a long time and NEVER got a rash! Does anyone else do this or am I just weird?

Yes, my mother knows about most of my ABDL things (except for more grosser sides). I do wish I could completely open up but I don't want her to think that it's a pedo thing or something.

Thank you all for your advice! I will share it with her and tell her to keep it between us and that if her stepmom finds out about anything to just blame it on me.

My Fav Things: Shower, specifically, getting a diaper full of water and rubbing it Enemas / Diarrhea (Do I even need to explain this nice feeling) Stain (using enema, diarrhea, pee) the backside, underside, front side, etc.. Pour oatmeal that I made watery on purpose into a clean diap Mineral / Castor Oil because it affects me in a way to where I have questionable poots that turn into a flood Squish the mess, pee, diaper fillers (oatmeal) Last but definitely not least: walk in public with a short skirt that exposes the diaper well

My friend (she has a very non-supportive family except her step mother), who I'm VERY close with, recently tried one of my ABU diapers. The only reason she knows is because she's a little bit curious and decided to check my other closet which I tell her has nothing in it but in reality is a stash of diapers, enema kits, disposable enemas, plastic pants, suppositories, etc.. Long story short she got one out tried putting it on and she didn't know how, I caught her, talked things over, and asked her if she wanted to try it. She put it on and loved it. We even took enemas and messed together. Now the problem is she told me she wants to tell her supportive step mother but doesn't know how. She made a list of things she wants to tell her: she wants to crash at my place (which I'm totally okay with), wear / use diapers, IT'S NOT FOR SEXUAL PURPOSES, spend some of her paycheck on diapers / other AB/DL supplies, DON'T tell anyone else in the family, post some pics to get a possible caretaker / little. How should she say it and what shouldn't she say?

The link is https://www.wattpad.com/1321596265-the-abandoned-daycare-warning-abdl-%2B18-content or look up "ThatGoodnitesGurl" Do be warned it is strictly +18 for a reason and it's not for s3x or b00bs

I kinda have an addiction to doing different enemas (only the ones I know wont harm me) and trying to completely stain the back or both sides of the diaper

The picture is from an ABDreams video (I think). The reason I need this diap is I like to give myself / receive enemas and this one gets stained easily plus it looks so cute and babyish!

I think the reason she's supportive is because my dad hated the fact I did this after she asked him if I had done anything at his house. He thought I had something wrong with me even though we both tried to tell him it's a healthy way to deal with stress and other problems we face on a day-to-day basis. He believed this until he "disappeared" with another special person after divorcing my mother.

(R) I was once caught by my mother when I was ~10 because my cousin had to wear goodnites because of bed wetting, I'd sneak into her room (usually on weekends or days off school) and slip the GN on and sleep on the mattress beside her bed. My mom came to wake us up by throwing the covers and tickling us. Well let's just say she tickled me and found it and asked why I had done that. So, naturally I had to lie (at the time I thought I was a freak) and I told her I had been wetting my pjs for a little while and was scared. She believed it when I wet myself on purpose a couple of nights in a row. Fast forward a couple years and I was caught when my first ever ABDL sample pack was delivered a day off when I thought it was coming so she was the only one home and opened them. Well while I was out she did some research to figure out what those things were and found out I was a DL. She confronted me when I got back and she said I could've told her before and she would've understood. I thought it was weird and I thought she wouldn't understand and I would be punished. Now she understands and even helped me buy diaps and other ABDL stuff when I got an apartment. She also helps me when I'm stressed and stuff by treating me like a baby. This might sound weird but when I tell her that I'm constipated she gives me some "stuff" to fix it. Some things I should note: The post was originally from Reddit before the mods took it down (like they do to my other posts) so I copied it to here! When we were sick (or had a very ruthless enema like a 1 quart to 2 quart) our mother asked if we felt we couldn't make it to the bathroom if we couldn't we'd be diapered as a precaution. My cousin living with us wasn't forever (won't explain because it's HIGHLY personal!), she also took my room and one of my main drawers that I used mostly for underwear / socks in and it became full of goodnites and a couple of some thicker diapers with tapes. The reason I decided against the thick diaps is the noise, it was waaaaayy to noisy to be discreet. I should've put this in the post but she did sometimes have severe constipation which my mother did something weird. The things she did was only allow her to drink apple or prune juice, daily enemas (one usually in the morning one at night depending on how bad or long) which were filled with some sort of salt solution that she got from her work friend, and stool softener medication plus some Clear-lax stuff. Now when I had constipation I only drank apple juice even though I wasn't forced because I LOVED it. I also had to take Clear-lax and some small orange pills along with an enema if it the constipation lasted longer. The reason my mother forced her to drink apple / prune juice is the juice (if consumed in high amounts) leads to diarrhea (meaning we should be fine after since it'd be easier to come out).

I'm wanting to know how to give myself diarrhea (without prunes / laxatives or stool softeners)

Yesterday morning with my daily enema which I wont forget since it stained my Abena M4. It was fun sitting in it for about an hour and thirty.

UPDATE! : I am sad to say that my package hasn't come in yet. It might come tomorrow but it says it SHOULD be here Monday. My plan is to drink 130+ ounces of apple juice to wet a lot more and to get my mess squishy / runny (if you don't know drinking LOTS of apple juice at once gives you diarrhea...)

Thank you all so much for the votes & comments! I will W+M when they arrive (gonna use a little more powder than usual). If I do like the designs after wetting + if I like how they feel, I will purchase cases for my new nursery!

Thanks to anyone who has or is going to vote!

Yes I have, even though I like having my diapers filled with diarrhea like poo leaving it for a while WILL HURT (speaking from experience). Sure to people like me it feels good but don't like fall asleep with it or anything or else you could wake up in worse pain (being from rashes). Just like @Spanky said below. If you were sick / feeling yucky and not wanting to go to the bathroom PLEASE make sure to change maybe an hour or so after the mess (just to be safe)!!!

I will try the other combos suggested! But it might take awhile since I gotta go shopping for some supplies (and more diapers preferably thicker ones). Next planned enema is the Warm Soapy Water! (I plan them in the order of comments first being oldest).

Update Time! I ended up with Mineral Oil + 1 suppos and uh I didn't feel much. UNTIL! I decided to use a small bulb of coke which it really worked. One second I'm fine the next second I get up and it all slips out. It completely destroyed my adult pull-up diaper (poo was coming out of everywhere). The only fun thing to me about a Mineral Oil Enema is that it makes you loose most control and you have a LOT of questionable toots.

Got it! Thank you all for your suggestions! I tried doing a poll on Reddit but I only end up getting banned even though I'm following the sub-reddit's rules. I do the one I originally thought of (mineral oil). Then maybe the next day I'll do the soapy water or combine them (which may or may not work...) I also have been increasing my intake of cheese and fiber (mostly mac n cheese and fiber bars).