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abbear

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  1. After my wife passed away in 2012, I came out to all of my friends and family. My life became an open book to all of them. I couldn't hide all of my stuff and I didn't want to. My wife and I were very happy living the Mommy/Boy dynamic and balanced it well with our vanilla life. But, most of them would be helping me to move or just spending time at my house during that transition. I figured it was just easier to come out to the whole group at once. Out of about 10 people, not one of them even batted an eye. There were a few questions but I talked to them and let them know what being an AB/DL was all about. I also let them know that I had no desire to change this part of me, it's who I am and who I intend to be. It is what makes me happy, and I believe to this day that my wife would want me to be happy above everything else. And yes i feel free.

    I have since met a wonderful new woman who loves me with all of her heart and I have fallen in love with her as well. And I would never hide this part of myself from her. That would essentially be lying to her, and keeping a part of myself from her. She has become my Mommy and we are living a very happy life together.

    I cannot speak for anyone else but I have found great solace in being open with those close to me. As for someone else finding out, what are you gonna do? Tell my Mom? Go ahead...I dare ya.

  2. Thank you all so much for the love and support. I was driving home this morning and there was a rain shower and a huge rainbow in the sky. Linda knows how much I love rainbows. I know she's sad that I am going through this pain and I think she showed me her love the one way she knew I would understand.

  3. I lost the love of my life yesterday. She had a heart attack on tuesday and was in ICU ever since. A blood clot developed in her intestines and they could not save her. It was the hardest decision I ever had to make to let her pass peacefully. To any who knew Linda she was the kindest most gentle person with a love for me that was so true. I will miss her dearly.

  4. Well I was kinda worried when you said "boy band". They're not what I would consider a boy band. They actually play instruments and they seem to be quite talented. Not bad at all.

  5. Actually Walmart has switched to Choice steaks. I believe they were previously selling Select. These are the grades given by the USDA on all beef products. Sadly this has driven up the price of Choice meats for there competitors and for restaurants who are not purchasing high volumes of meat. With that said, it is definately worth buying meats from Walmart now. The quality is definately good and it will save you some money. So unless you are dead set against Walmart, (which I know some people are) you won't go wrong by shopping for your steaks there.

    And yeah, I'm one of those Walmart Associates who actually knows his job.

  6. I think I was 15 when I stopped. We moved to a new house and I got a new bed so I guess it was a good thing I stopped. I do remember thinking how nice it would have been to be in diapers instead of waking up wet every night. I think my Mom would have done that but my Dad always said it was because I was lazy. I know that wasn't the case because I never knew when I wet until after I woke up soaked. I still have the occasional accident and always have so I just sleep with a diaper on at night all the time now.

  7. Don't worry about what will happen tomorrow or anytime in the future. Live in the moment and be proud of who you are. As for work, there's not much I can give you advice on for that other than to tell your boss where to stick it. He is in the wrong for acting the way he is but it is probably because he doesn't know how to handle the situation. As for your Mom, well if you were feeling suicidal and you expressed that to her then she did the right thing by calling the police to check on you. It means she is worried about you. And if you told her you were feeling suicidal it means you really wanted her help whether you realized it or not. I don't know the whole story on your relationship with your mother so this is just my opinion of course. But hey, hang in there and try to just enjoy your life, you made a decision to change now stick with it and use your strong will to accept the fact that there are reprocussions to every big decision we make in our lives. And when it comes right down to it, be happy and be yourself.

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