Hello all and sundry! My name is Craig Kille altho all of my friends on line and in the real world know me as Leafy.
I joined this forum (I think it is called a forum) because I wear nappies and like it.
I have never been onto any other furums before so am a complete newbie to this, altho I am quite good with computers so i guess ill figure it out!
I will now tell my story as to how I got to this point... in brief of course as otherwise it would take 22 years!!!
The earlies memory i have is wakeing up in my cabin bed (like a bunk bed only with draws and a desk where the lower bunk would be) i woke up dry that night but i know that i hadnt been dry fairly recently as my mum pinned a gold star on a chart above my bed saying that it was good that i had been dry for over a week. suprisingly enough my memory from then is a bit fuzzy but i think i was about 5 at the time and i was a bit dissapointed that i would not be wearing nappies any more as they where comforting and convinient as i knew with them i could have a drink in the evening and not worry about it, i also knew that i would not wake up in a freezing cold bed and then have to walk (naked...it was a family tradition of some sort none of us wore any clothes as long as it was after we had gone to bed or before we got dressed for the day and there where no visitors in the house) to a freezing cold shower room and get clean in a freezing cold shower, which did eventualy get warm i was assured but it always took too long so i just showred and got out and then dried and got dressed as fast as possible. i dont remember any instances when i did this but i do remember the cold showers and the cold wet sheets... as i said a bit fragmented!
the only time i remember wearing a nappy as a child i was again about 5 and i was going to see my aunt and as i realy liked my aunt i asked to stay the night, my mum agreed and so i played games untill late (about 7pm) then my mum said she was going home and left me a pull up nappy to wear while i was sleeping in my aunts house i thanked her, kissed her and gave her a hug and she was gone. i immediatly put the nappy in my pocket not wanting my aunt to find out (now im older i realise it was pointless as my aunt almost certainly knew!). a bit later my aunt said it was time to go to bed so i stopped stroking their cat on my lap and pushed him off and went to the room which i was told was my room for tom night and took off all my clothes and went to the bathroom , brushed my teeth and then went to the toilet like a "big boy" i remember replaying that quote from my mum in my head and thinking again that a nappy would make more sence and not be as cold around my groin... i then went to my room after flushing the toilet and got into my sleeping bag on the spare bed and put on my pull up in my sleeping bag.
at about 12 i found myself and my brother fooling arround with huge amounts of loo roll and soap and the occasional plastic bag (this was in a different house to when i was 5) trying to make a disposable nappy, not that either he or i had any intensoin of using them... i think! i however by this time had gathred quite a lot of plastic bags waterproof tape and tissue paper and would occasionaly make myself a make shift nappy wet it while locked in the bathroom then immediatly dissasemble it throw all the paper down the loo and then take a shower and wash the plastic bag. a few weeks afrer i started doing this my mum commented one dinner that a lot of toilet paper seemed to be geting used up, my brother and i kept our mouthes shut as we both knew that we had both used quite a lot making nappies out of paper and soap and knew that soap was not useful and that i had probably used the most with my make shift nappies!
it was not long after this that my aunt, unkle and thier 2 baby girls came to visit, i was strangely attracted to the baby nappies my aunt braught with her and in the end i stole one of them and took it to my room where i put it on under one of my make shift plastic pants made from a shoping bag. later after a lot of straining i wet it and masturbated in it that night was the first time i ever ejaculated! it felt wonderfull!
to this day i still dont remember how i disposed of the wet nappy!
a few months after that i actualy got up the nerve and on the way home from school i baught some baby nappies (the largest i could find) and put them in my bag i got home and put them in my private drawer. this is a drawer that my mum and dad and everyone else i knew respected as private to me and me alone and to the best of my knowledge they never did break this from about 10 when i first got a private drawer to 18 when i left home!
from then untill i was about 16 i used baby nappies to masturbate with storing them in my private drawer. i found them most pleasurable when they where wet and warm so i would wet them from the hot tap in the bathroom as i rapidly found out that there was almost no odur from nappies that i wet with water and they where just as pleasurable as ones i wet myself. i would wet them and use them for a few days then throw them away. they where best when i had just wet them but i could still masturbate with them if they where cold and i figured it wouldnt do me any harm after all babies crap in them... during this time i slowly got more adventurous experimenting with different ways of wetting them and different nappies (not that many different types of nappy as the only way i could get them was from a store which i could reach on my bike and the pack had to be small enough to fit in my back pack). i wore multiple nappies, wet them through a rubber tube while i was wearing them, wearing them while i took a bath or shower (thoughout this period i did not actualy wet or mess any nappies) and discovred various ways of rubbing them to make them feel nice.
it was when i was about 16 that i first discovred that there where nappies in my size... well almost my size any way! i baught a pack of pullups in the large size (the 2-5 size not the 5-14 sixe that is avalable today) they where much more expensive than the baby nappies but i thaught it was worth spending most of my pocket money on one pack of these (i did not get much pocket money it would take me over a month to save up for one pack of nappies and this pack only had 6 in it not the usual nearly 20 in a normal pack of nappies and where almost as expensive). i was right these nappies where wonderful i finaly had a nappy that actualy fitted me... eager to try them out i wet them myself and it felt so goood (much beter than just with water even tho last recolection was that water was just as good)
over the next 2 years i experimented further with nappies weting and occasionaly messing them (messing was a prety messy afair and something only to be done when there was no one else in the house but it was deeply satisfying) and enjoyed it all thorily. my mother found out about my nappies when i was about 16 and threatned to search my private drawer. she caught me again with nappies and said she would search my private drawer when she cleaned my room that evening... i was mortified and i had to tidy my room so my mum could hoover it... i took the oportunity to throw away all of my nappies and she never found my nappies in my private drawer (it was empty when she opened it). after this she said that she would again respect my private drawer but that i should stop playing with nappies as they smell bad and my friends would not like this (not that i had many friends at school having add and aspergers i did not fit in verry well at school and was a target for bullies, not a very easy one as i had a sharper tongue than them most of the time and they never dared resorting to violence as i was a big strong kid).
later on i rebuilt my collection of nappies being even more careful with them not wettting them with urine and not messing them.
i had saved for over a year i got my first jod to aid me saving up and i finaly when i turned 18 and was goint to university baught this computer that i am speaking to you on today with the money i had saved (much to my mothers dissaprooval!). by this point my mom knew about my activities with nappies and was dissaprooving if tollerant of it. the reason for my mom being dissaprooving of me buying a computer was that untill this time all i used computers for was playing games! when i went to university i discovred the net and quickly found it useful for buying nappies! nappies that where actualy my size! with my new found freedom and money... well money on loan from the goverment... i baught and used loads of adult nappies.... life was good! i fairly quickly became bored with this and started to experiment with things i could do with them... i wore them to parties i experimented with cannabis and enjoyed it so much i still smoke it today! i wore nappies while geting stoned and had my first experiance of loosing blader controll while i was very stoned and also drunk. i am now 22 and have recently found that i am not alone in the world for liking nappies , that my mom and dad are wrong, it is not an "unwanted fetish" nor is it inconvinient or unhealthy i like nappies and am now proud to say that (altho i dont broadcast to general public my close circle of friends know and so do my parents and my brother, altho i dont think my yonger sisters know).
i come here proudly unafraid of my nappies looking for a friend or two who also like nappies
leafy
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