Gilraien

Well, for starters I've been into diapers in secret off and on since I was about 6-7 (dates are sketchy because of a car accident that has given me trouble remembering around that time); over the years I've come to see that there are a number of people out there who are into wearing and even using diapers, although I've never had the nerve to ask someone who I know whether or not they are into it in person. Therefore, for anxieties about my secret life causing problems I have mostly used the Internet as a venue to commiserate about being a diaper lover and also just socialize when the time presents itself. However, I am also contemplating pursuing a degree in clinical psychiatry and I have been pondering about the prevalence of paraphilic infantalism and what kind of diathesis exists that makes men more likely to take to diapers than women, or whether this is in fact the case? I've been thinking about this ever since I noticed that most women who I have seen on the site seem to use it as a support group for incontinence, which I have absolutely no qualms about. So, having established that I was hoping for a little input from other users out there who happen across this little topic and have ever been curious about it themselves. This is not any kind of formal survey, just pure academic curiosity; just write your age, sex, gender and preference, and what you felt drew you to wearing diapers and what has kept you in them if you feel so inclined to respond. Since I started the topic I figure that I might as well just put down the first data myself. Age: 22 Sex/Gender/Inclination: Male/Male/Heterosexual Diaper Experience: I am still debating whether it was curiosity or insecurity that drew me to try on my first diaper after being out of them, but I knew that they felt comfy and secure. There was always a sense of guilt after changing out of a wet one and having to shower off in secret in the early hours of the morning, but there was also a sense of gratification and security that have continued to inspire me to wear them. Lately, with time being prohibitive I usually only wear a diaper once every two weekends on average, although I have not really had an opportunity to buy genuine diapers for a while. I find women in diapers attractive, but am not really into BDSM. Well, I hope that is adequate for starting a bit of conversation on the subject, but I'll try to write down a little more if requested short of my name, address, etc. I hope that a diverse grouping of people will decide to respond to this inquiry, although I may not be given the time to monitor all the replies if this should take off. Well, take care and I hope to see some people answer this soon. FOFN.

It seems like I have not been on Daily Diapers chat or message board in ages, so here I am; one of my New Year's resolutions was to try and chat more online as I have not really met any friends in the area yet. In that way it has been a disappointing end to the old year, but I think I need to see a psychiatrist about my social anxiety and finding a way to cope with being an AB/DL; in one respect, I see no harm in it, but I also feel a bit embarrassed about enjoying wearing diapers and being a Furry. There is also the nagging fear that I am going to end up as a social pariah and be incapable of getting a girlfriend in the near, or distant, future because people will denounce me as a debauched kink. I almost believe it would be easier to work up the nerve to enlist in the military than to be able to just say, "I'm an AB/DL furry, so deal with it," and go about my life without paying any heed to the slings and arrows of those who cannot accept people who are different. I intend to write more tomorrow, but I am afraid that my mind is going to sleep, with or without the rest of me. I am going to drop by the chat room for a moment and then call it a night. FOFN, everyone.

I know the old saying, "Different strokes for different folks," but I found that last night my mind was unable to wrap itself around that. I met some people from MySpace in person the other night and found they were not quite like I imagined they would be; I know that it may be partly due to the fact that everybody constructs their own image of what things would be like, but I really did not feel a rapport with any of them. Cannot say whether it was age difference (they were a couple of years older than me), their mannerisms, or just me being self-concious or overstimulated at such a late hour, but I find that I am torn between guilt since they were nice to me and the sad truth that I do not feel I can really relate to them. It has me very confused... I have met one other Babyfur on campus, but I have not heard from him, and I am still looking for a girlfriend who is into the AB/DL Furry culture that lives around Joplin, but so far I have not had any luck. I have always been shy, but feeling like I am alone in the world is just more than I can bare sometimes. *sigh* Well, I have to cut this short because the family is stirring, so I'll try to check this post later tonight. I really hope that someone does not misinterpret this as me being some kind of prudish elitist... I am pretty accepting of people, although they did cross the boundary with midget jokes and some other politically incorrect jokes... Take care, people.

Well, I have only had one post recently of anyone showing interest, and they were not familiar with where MSSU was, so I suppose that I had best elucidate on that matter: it is the Missouri Southern State University, or MOSO in Joplin. I used to attend NWACC prior to my family getting a house in Missouri. Still the same story as my last post, "Diapered to the Nth Degree". I post on MySpace as C. Bandersnatch and LiveJournal as c_bandersnatch, although I might be a little busy to get around to replying to messages; moving up here has left me a little disoriented, so I am still trying to make sure that all my academic affairs are in order. I wish I were a little more cognizant so that I could leave a better post, but suffering from insomnia and an overly hectic schedule I think that I had better wrap this up for the moment. Perhaps I will get an e-mail or a response from somebody out there who is a baby fur themselves, although I have my doubts about that. Going back to the previous post, though, I am NOT looking to date other men; being around my sister's friends has dispelled any doubts that I had about being heterosexual, although I think that they are nice friends inasmuch as I know them. Goodnight for now, I suppose, since I cannot bring to mind anything else the would be pertinent. P.S. Does anyone else think Mr. Horsie could use a diaper?

Hello, Sorry to use such a formal style on an informal board, but it is a bad habit which I have gotten into over the years; I only wish that my attentiveness to proper grammer and spelling would carry over more into application in the offline world. Coming to the point though, I am a 22 year old diapered guy attending MSSU and seeking a girl with similar interests who is close to me in age. I have a MySpace account detailing some of my less eccentric interests, under C. Bandersnatch. My story starts when I was six and found an unused package of Huggies in my closet. Curious, I tried one on, but I forgot about them until I was twelve years old; my parents started to argue a lot about that time and I began to wear diapers as a means of catharsis, although trying to hide a wet diaper sneaking down the hall at 2:00 in the morning proved to be a little stressful in and of itself. I felt like I was a freak, somehow disturbed and in need of being institutionalized at an asylum or something. At sixteen, though, I found that this was not all that uncommon a behavior. On to the present, though, I have only ever had one girlfriend and she did not know about what my interests were. She was more interested in marriage straight out of high school than permitting either of us to seek a college degree, not to mention drastic personality differences that we could not reconcile. In the end, I think we both ended up hurting each other because I could not giver her the relationship she wanted of me at that time and she was very self centered and too much of an exhibitionist for my taste. She married some guy and I went on to college, first at NWACC and now at MSSU. I do not mind friends of either gender or of most any age, but I am afraid that I will only date young women who are within three years of my age, 22, and preferably no one under 20. I do not want this mutual interest to be the only thing in common we have, so I'd like to get to know potential dates a little better before we further a relationship. Until I get at least a bachelors degree I am afraid that I am not interested in marriage in the near future, although I am willing for an extended courtship. Well, I have classes in the morning so I must quit the message boards here and see about getting some sleep. If you would like to talk to me about meeting on the campus of MSSU sometime, I can be reached at <mercurialdrake777@gmail.com>. Thank you... Sincerely, Gilraien