[Does your family and friends know your AB/Little]

My mom knows mostly because I tell her everything. And the friends I have know all because we've met at BDSM events or littles events. I told my mom because when I started going to BDSM events I needed her help a few times with caring for some "play" marks on my back after and years later she learned about the AB side because of some of my friends that she met. She doesn't understand but if I'm not hurting anyone maliciously and I'm not rubbing it in her face then its not a big deal. 

[PTSD Regression]

Oh, I definitely use it as a coping mechanism for my cPTSD. And sometimes it feels like a double edged sword. It keeps me from fully trusting anyone enough to really explore my little side or to regress fully and at the same time, there are things that I can definitely do on my own but it feels lonely and like having a "grown up" around would make things feel more complete. I constantly refer to my little side as feral and in the past I've been in relationships that ended badly because they would get frustrated they couldn't get me to trust them but also never seemed to put in the work on their end either which seems to make the feral aspect worse in a way. 

[non-binary, genderqueer etc...]

I'm AFAB, and present as feminine. I'm kind of an alphabet soup mix lmao. I'm asexual, panromantic, queer and non-binary. 

[Extracting your teeth?]

I've had all four wisdom teeth out, and three other teeth extracted. I'm due to get two more extracted but I have to go to an oral surgeon because the nerves are wrapped around the root. yay me. 

I don't really like tooth extractions but due to a lot of factors my teeth just sort of crumble in my head regardless of how I care for them. It also doesn't help that I have a huge dental phobia so I end up shaking and or crying any time I'm in a dentist chair. 

[How authentic are you to your little age?]

This is sort of hard for me to answer. My little age ranges from.. like maybe 18 months- 7 years old. It really depends on

1) how much I trust the person I'm with

2) The headspace I'm really in. As a childcare provider I have seen toddlers grab their older siblings toys, but I've also seen older children regress in behavior for various reasons. So I may feel like I'm say feeling like a 5 year old but then find myself playing with infant toys ect. 

3) Also the emotional state I'm in, what's been going on in my life, what's my sub conscious stuck on right then. 
 

[Dear Santa...]

I'd ask for a stuffed dragon I had that got thrown out, a troll doll I had and a my little pony, it was a clear purple with glitter in it. 

[What’s everyone do for a living?]

I'm not working at the moment. I'm studying Info sec at the moment to hopefully get a job where I can work remotely for a lot of reasons. But that also means that when I get my own place again I can gear up towards wearing full time or at least more often.

 

For years I worked in childcare and I wore while at work then, even wearing leggings. I'd use the excuse that with little ones you can't always use the toilet when you need to and for medical issues. 

[Tips for Littles without a Caregiver (anything helps!^^)]

I have super soft blankets on my bed and have a stuffy friend that rides in the car with me, though I bring him in when I'm not going to drive anywhere because he'd get sun bleached. I also download comforting movies on my phone to listen to (through ear buds) while I'm having to be out in public. 

[No… just… no]

OMG I have to send that to my brother. Growing up he watched Jaws when he was like 4. My dad told him that there are "carpet sharks" and if you hear the jaws music you have to get off the carpet or they'll eat you. 

[How old do you feel?]

The age my body feels is like 50. Mostly because of physical health issues like arthritis and neuropathy. But my go-to answer when someone asks how old I am tends to be "2" or "7" 

[Any favorite cartoons?^^]

Some favorites that I can think of atm are Word Party, Super Monsters, MLP, Doki Doki, Winnie the Pooh, and Ponyo. 

[Picky Eaters]

 

Purple is things I'm allergic to and Red is things I won't eat. I do have to put a caveat, I will eat shrimp as long as they're deveined and headless. If they have heads, they're going to become toys while others eat lol. 

[Drinking Baby formula]

I don't see any reason to drink formula. It tastes too metallic for me BUT if I was going to drink something similar, I'd try adult protein shakes like ensure. They have powered versions that could be used to give more of a formula feeling as far as prepping the bottle or sippy etc. 

[Hello Washington people]

Hi! 
I'm from central Washington! You're not alone in this state! I hope you have a good weekend. 

[Do you remember being in diapers as a baby]

I don't remember being in diapers or even potty training. But I don't remember anything before the age of 5. 

[Food ain't cheap!]

I know how that is! I haven't worked in almost a year and my food stamps barely cover a months food for just myself. I'm lucky in that my parents cover the other expenses like gas, cat food and bills but its not easy at all. I'm sorry you're going through that right now. 

[How many other Aces are there here?]

I'm ace as well. I've had sexual relationships in the past but sex just isn't something that I enjoy. I know for sure I don't want kids for a lot of reasons. I like them but being a parent just isn't for me. 

[The scratchy blanket]

I've worked hard to make sure all of the scratchy blankets are out of the house and only soft cozy ones are left. 

[Bottle, Sippy Cup or glass?]

I prefer sippy cups, but I don't have my own space at the moment so I use cups right now. 

[Having Babies]

I like kids but between mental health issues and chronic illnesses its better that I don't have children. I actually worked as a nanny for a long time with kiddos that I still stay in contact with. At this point in my life I'd rather be the one being taken care of than doing the caring. 

[First words!]

Knowing how stubborn I can be, my first word would probably be "no" lmao. 

[Xbox one or pc?]

I'm on PC. I have a bunch of games, mostly farming sims like My Time at Sandrock and Dinkum right now. I also play a lot of roblox. I used to have a playstation and play COD on there but my ex kept that. 

[Outside anxiety]

I have a super hard time with this! I'm okayish being on the property, like out in the yard. But if I didn't have to do outside chores I can easily stay inside the house all day. And honestly I like being able to use the fact that the closest town in 30 miles away as an excuse to not go in unless I need groceries or cat food. I'm on anxiety meds so it helps the anxiety about having to leave BUT I still find myself procrastinating when its time to go out. 

[Are Diapers more comfortable than underwear?]

I definitely prefer pullups and diapers more than underwear. I don't like how most underwear fits, it feels too tight and doesn't fit in the crotch well and when it gets wet it gets all itchy. And I feel like when I'm wearing underwear under pants like I'm wearing too many layers, sort of like wearing two pair of pants and it gets twisted and just weird feeling. 

[Were you babied/spoiled as a kid?]

I was not spoiled at all! In a lot of ways my childhood was pretty bad/horrific. But I think its partially the reason I'm into ABDL now, as a way to heal that inner child part of myself.