BabyRebecca

When I cuddle my wife sometimes she'll encourage me to latch on and breastfeed, sadly nothing more has ever come out of that but I'm happy with being able to just play on it whenever ? but I have had one experience with a Mommy & Daddy couple I met, the Daddy also was a baby sometimes too ! Such a wonderful couple but she breastfed him when he was littling out but she let me breastfeed from her and it was so amazing I just lost myself in suckling while half asleep, overall a really relaxing experience ?. There was one year I was taking a hormone that can start the production of breastmilk if you constantly have a pump or stimulation my breasts grew slightly as I started to produce milk so I had some leakage on and off; during that year I met an adult baby boy and with producing milk I was feeling the nurturing Mommy side of me come out, sadly the relationship didn't last ? but I was able to breastfeed him once when we met with him lying down in my lap on a big couch padded with a cute paw patrol T-shirt so cute, led him to my nipple while cooing and playing with his hair as he started to suckle ☺? I have to say from the otherside the act of breastfeeding is just as enjoyable!❤❤❤

I agree with the both of you AbabeBill & BabySpiderBoy but I can't fault them that much as my parents were very caring and I have more good memories with them then bad plus we've talked about all this especially my mid twenties and I'm visiting and my mom caught me in diapers by noticing my distinct diaper waddle, we had a conversation and she was sorry about how she handled things in the past I could go on but in the end we all made up on that and a few other things ? now my parents and brother all know that I live the ABDL lifestyle and have no issue with it anymore so yay!! But of course I still respect them whenever I visit family and keep that stuff to myself. It's good to hear how you feel about everything now cause their our parents and they always will be ❤❤ right ? Also because of what I've been through I have many fantasies and a lot of them I've been able to live out to help get over my past experiences growing up replaces bad Kinky BDSM related memories with good ones yay! It helped me a lot ❤❤❤❤??

I was so cautious back then too! I was terrified of anyone finding out about my AB shenanigans! I hate to say this as I know the website I'm going to quote had a horrible history but my introduction to the ABDL world was around 12 on [That site]sDiaperPage back then and I of course had no idea about it being a Pedo site at the time, I was naive kid who didn't know any better but anywho back to the story, my mother found me on my computer looking at that website on something for makeshift cloth diapers so I was ready to pass out from embarrassment; before this happened I should mention my parents actually used diaper dicipline on me until I was 8 or 9 and one of my babysitters would punish me whenever I acted up and got in fights with my older brother, she would diaper me up and take me to the nursery literally saying if I wanted to act like a baby I'd be treated like one, I never used those diapers because it was super embarrassing while my brother was able to play outside or play games and I was stuck in the nursery in a crib or put in the highchair for dinner, that really drove home my whole ABDL fetish before I knew what it was. The trash bag plastic pants was something I did too for a short bit but we only had black trash bags and the white ones were too small for me and it became too awkward for my simple mind ?.

I love stuffies and my favorite is Fuffy he is a big Bunny plush I bought him in a chapter's in their baby section, he was the biggest bunny they had and as soon as I saw him I instantly swooned ! So fluffy soft and big enough for me to give bear hugs! He's always been my comforting plushy friend whenever I was scared, stressed, anxiety ridden, depressed you name it ! I once brought him on a plane ride once so I had to go through security & border security holding him but I realized it proved to be more of a hassle carrying him around on my trips even though he made me feel safe all the time, but I'd leave him at home with my other many stuffies so he had friends while I'm away.

I love cloth diapers but very rarely actually use them for wetting or messing but what I do is more often then not I will put on a disposable with a stuffer and then overtop my disposable I'll put on a few layers of cloth diapers for that extra thickness !, also sometimes I'll take a XL disposable tapping it overtop my cloth diapers for a huge babyish disposable look, so all in all my messes are always contained in my disposable but being a heavy wetter / Messer more often then not my cloth diapers will be soaked around the edges so I always put on a good pair of plastic pants just incase ! ?

I think I finally did it yay!! Thank you ???? I was a little confused after reading your profile and then going through your message haha he's just your "brother" hehe ? Super dry Kids is a good diaper too I've tried some of the ABuniverse diapers years back and loved them before I eventually started trying Bambino diapers and eventually leading into Rearz diapers ^_^ their all so good and cute! Lots of memories waddling and crinkling around in them ???; as for pacifiers only enough from what my parents described I was never one to use them as a baby but now a days I love them ! Suckling on a cute binkie is really comforting and sometimes I'll find myself just suckling on mine and try to speak behind it to my wife or Daddy not really noticing I'm still suckling but I'll take it out hahah also love my big German Nuk 10+ pacifiers I bought before the pandemic they really fill my mouth kinda like a gag but make me feel so much more babyish ?? ?

Yeah she is a cool mom but I mean I still had to go into therapy and be outed by my brother within a week of him finding out about it sooo it came with it's own pros & cons. Some past play partners of mine have described what you mentioned about finding ABDL content in adult magazines back in the day before the internet, one even finding an add for ABDL clothing made by a seamstress on the east coast, I can't recall the name so I apologize but it was interesting hearing about how things were back then and how people found ways to connect. I can relate to the makeshift diapers! Hah I used to put on multiple layers of underwear a few times but eventually I found a supply of safety pins in my mom's tailoring supplies so I started using pillows for that soft cushyness and how it spread my legs bringing me back to the simple days with lots of affection coddling and love as both my parents were very busy most of time.

Hi BabySpiderBoy ! ? Another Gamer Woot!!! I'll list the games I've played out of yours first off the uncharted series was a blast, borderlands I've only played the first one which was a ton of fun but I've always wanted to try the newer ones, Dead space series was terrifying but so much fun I'm always a huge fan of horror games! I've played most of the Resident Evil games up until Five!, I've tried a little of Medal Gear Solid but never really got into it enough to really appreciate it so shame on me >_<', Ratchet and Clank only after I religiously played the Jack & Dexter series till I finished everything almost haha but before Jack & Dexter was the age old CrashBandicoot !!, I played a lot of the Tony Hawk pro skater series idk if you played that? Sooo what kind of diapers are your favorite? What do you like most about Diapers ? ? Also I just recently bought two big bottles from Rearz the big glass ones! One has monsters on it ! The other is princesses ! ?? Yay! And I'm in love with them ! PS: How did you quote my earlier message ? I see you can click on the quote thingy but it didn't quote my previous reply to ABabyBill.

Hello AbabyBill thank you for the warm welcome! I'm happy to be here actually chatting with people for once instead of being the creeper haha; going back to some of your questions I love cloth diapers with how thick, soft & babyish they can be although I use them mostly for bulk you know that leg spreading bulky-ness ! But I also love disposables for that distinct crinkle ! Always seems to make me blush, ☺ As for when I was younger, disposables were the choice my parents used from what I remember which was me running around in disposables I found that were left over pretending to be a baby again, my parents thought it was silly lol so I got away with it but later on as the stash ran out I eventually made my own makeshift diapers which led to my mother finding out and a whole long scenario, thankfully my mother ended up helping only with buying some Huggies and a pacifier for me but said she didn't want anything more to do with it beyond that which I respected buuuut it eventually led to the rest of the family finding out which turned into a whole thing. How about yourself are you more into disposable or cloth ? & when did you find yourself getting into it all ?

Hello hello ! I'm BabyRebecca, 29 mtf who has always loved diapers since I can remember and being a Babygirl ! Yay! My little age varies from 1-3 depending on my mood ?. I'm finally joining as a member on this website instead of lurking through the forums, I've been a visitor to this website for years ? always enjoyed everything this place has to offer and insights from other Littles or bigs! ❤❤ I decided to join officially in hopes to make new friends! So I'll give a little blurb that might help spark a new friendship in the ABDL world! To start I live the 24/7 lifestyle in some sense as I don't go outside all babied up but I wear diapers 24/7 along with being in Little space when I'm at home just being my baby-self enjoying waddling around but mostly crawling ( carpets ❤❤) with thick crinkling padding either disposable or the crinkle of my plastic pants over cloth diapers; on another note I'm a huge gamer girl usually on PS4 or PC playing games like Apex, New World & PoE so feel free to say hello if you play !. Well I'll leave it at that for now, looking forward to being more active here❤❤ You can find me on Fetlife @BabyRebecca.??❤