Spicey Lettuce

If you think that God wants you to suffer and be miserable during your time here on Earth, then by all means deny yourself. God doesnt have a problem with wearing diapers or having sex. If you obsess about these things to the point that your life is a lonely and unmanagable wreck, that might be a problem. I know for a fact that my attraction to diapers was an outlet given to me by God's representation. I was abused by a pedophile father for years. Diapers and adult baby compulsions brought me to my wife and thus my children and family. Its a tool that God had developed in my brain to overcome trauma. It has allowed me to fullfill his plan for me. Do you think its God who wants you to obsess and struggle and feel deep pain? Or is there someone else out there that enjoys not just your ultimate death, but ruining your Earthly time with needless suffering? There are two sides influencing us here. We have freewill to follow the influence we desire. God doesnt want you to suffer, but the Devil does.

I think you should leave your family out of this. If you need private space, secure income and your own residence. Get out of Mom and Dads house. If you need validation and someone to participate with you, get a boyfriend.

How much xp are you talking? Im a level 12 adult baby that is also multiclassed as a husband and father. I have well over 120k worth of xp. What did you want to know?

Every morning I wake up and snuggle my wife in my wet diaper. After a little bit she will get up and have her breakfast. I stay in bed and have my morning poop while browse this website. Wifey comes back after eating to clean me up and we shower together. After the shower she puts me in a fresh diaper and helps me get dressed. Sometimes I end up pooping my pamper while we snuggle in bed. She knows I need constant reassurance so she always calls me a good baby and tells me she is proud of me for using my diapers like Im supposed to.

I mean if you are too poor to buy diapers and stuff for your kid. How about you stop having kids? These people dig their own holes. Stealing from a charity is the same as giving away charity to the poor. The same losers get it.

100's of diapers is only a couple boxs. Thats like 40 bucks. Big deal.

If you repeatedly end up in the ER with a terrible bladder infection from playing with homemade stents and such, you could very well be locked up for harming yourself. The docs will humor you and charge for their services for a bit, but if you become a nuisance with self injuries I think it's more likely that you will get put in a hospital then you getting the surgery. Either way, Id love if you'd keep writing about your experiences. I have to say I'm quite entertained reading your exploits!

Maybe that woman was very poor and needed them for her children. To go as low as stealing baby diapers shows desperation. I'd like to think that this person is exactly the type of person who is need of the charity diapers.

If you convince her that you are a danger to yourself, you may end up involuntarily incarcerated in a mental hospital. Be careful.

oh come on...I bet 85% of this community stole a diaper or two in their life time.

I'm glad that you are secure financially. I would advise you to save your money though. If you did not have this social security/disability money I think it's likely that you would become homeless. I imagine that you are generally unemployable based on what you have described here. You say that you are living in a hospital or group home? That is probably the safest option for you at this point. Enjoy your life, breath easy knowing your country will take care of you, but you should start to learn some personal responsibility. What I mean by that is you should learn to start taking care of your self. Maybe one day you could have your own apartment or even home. But you are going to have to learn how to do that and it sounds like your medical system is begging to help you do it. You have support. Don't waste it.

Riley, I am new to being a member on this website, but I have followed your public journey. I just want to say to you that I admire your courage. I see a great strength of character in you. You are confidently living your life as you want to live. You always appear kind, intelligent and soft spoken. I know you get a lot of negative attention, even from people who are also ab/dl. Those people are just haters, they want ab/dl to be 100% hidden from the world because they are afraid people will know their secret. They take their insecurities out on you. Please keep doing you! You have at least one fan in me!

@Goerge I don't know you, but I want to give you some advice. You have come back here looking for support and friendship. You have some pretty significant mental health problems and thankfully you are getting treated for them. The people in this place are not looking to be your friend, as you can see. Most of them are highly offended by you, they think that you represent them, because you also like wearing and using diapers. Because of your mental health instability, they don't like you or want you around. Several people in this thread alone would like to see you in jail. That alone should indicate the hatred they have for you. I advise you to move on from this website. There are many available options these days for communicating to other people with abnormal interests. I would recommend discord as a good place to start, but there are many many more. All you will receive here is negativity and nastiness. I wish that was not the case, but it is what it is. I wish you luck in life and in your mental health treatment.