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Hello there, a little about me: My name is Katie. I am a 19year old female, going through a difficult phase where I can't leave or stay home, no emotional support from my family at all and I live with them. : ( They can barely stand me. Looking for work. I have always been very regressive and regressed to acting like a little girl in my teen years, mostly in privacy but sometimes in front of my parents much to their confusion and annoyance. I could talk all day about my trauma, my life, and why I regress, but I'd rather not. Let's just say that I am a survivor of many things. I am pansexual, meaning that I go more for personality than anything else. Umm...I am a furry, but usually dress up as a human because I can't afford the fursuit. I like costumes and roleplay, but my regression to a little girl is my most enjoyed hobby, and something I do every day to varying extents. I don't like diapers though I do occasionally slip up and wear one for the heck of it. I prefer regular panties, and I will wet if called for. Mostly though, my wetting is not for changing purposes but for embarassment because I regress to ages 3-11, where wetting would get me in trouble! I am cool with playing a babysitter or sister figure but I prefer to be a little girl. Here are my two regressed selves' introductions, one is girly the other is tomboy! Kaetriana - Hello, my name is Kaetriana! Nice to meet you. Do you like my new dress? ^____^ Isn't it soooooo cute? Look, it has puppies sewn on the apron! Do you wanna play with me? I just got some new dolls, and I think you'll like them, this one looks just like you! She's pretty like you. : 3 What do I like? My favorite thing is horses, but I like sweets too! Eka- UGH! You're soo annoying! I don't wanna talk to these people. I want to go outside, my friends are going exploring in the forest today! UGHHH. Fine! My name is Eka. Well, my name is Kaetriana too, but I think that name's stupid so my buddies and I call me Eka. Everyone thinks I'm an adorable little girl, but I can't stand all that girly stuff! Give me some trucks, and some army men, ooh how about you teach me how to shoot? No, you still say I'm too young! UGH. Well, I'd love to stay (not), but my friends are waiting for me. Bye. XP

I feel so lost right now. I love my girlfriend and I know she loves me. I just got out of a bad marriage awhile back and now I have a very loving girlfriend and she knows that I'm incontinent but she refuses to help whatsoever. I told her that after I've been wearing diapers so long that it's become a sort of fetish since it doesnt bother me as much as it used to but occasionally I get upset and really tired of having to change myself and I want help and it's made me wanna seek out other mommys and adult babysitters and mistresses to have fun with it and satisfy that want with some role play. I know it's wrong and I don't wanna do anything stupid either and I wish I wasn't incontinent but it's so frustrating and hard to stop my mind from wandering and I feel like I'm hurting her my wanting this or even seeking it out. She told me if she loves me no matter what and I don't wanna lie but I have a feeling I'd lose her if I am honest about that part since she said that she won't be able to deal with me anymore if it becomes more of a fetish vs medical need and I don't know what else to do because I am having a hard time putting it out of my mind since I would like to get to know and have friends who are into it as well so that I don't feel so alone. I know I'm probably selfish for this and I know its not her job to change me but I just wish it were better cus I hate lying and denying who and what and how I am. Anyone got any input on this? Please help! I'm open to any ideas on how to fix it. Idk what else to do it just eats at me so much that I just feel like jumping off a bridge and ending it all and yes I know that's not the answer.

Just crawled into bed with a fresh molicare time for some much needed sleep!

Welcome

Everyone would love acceptance, but sometimes the best you can do is get tolerance- which is not so bad when compared to intolerance Nobody likes everything in a partner, but then again they don't like everything in you either. As long as those things are not 'deal-killers' you find a way around them so that both of you can be happy Many of the married-hetero-crossdressers I knew had tolerating wives and a compromise deal in place such as "not at home" or "only on Sunday morning when nobody comes around" or the mote common "as long as I don't see it" which allowed the relationship to continue and the needs to be filled This happens only when you have the honest conversation which addresses all the issues. So, like it or not that's where you are- if the relationship is to grow (which it must or it will fade and die) then you need tom have that conversation. Till then you're going nowhere or worse Opening the subject is where most people have problems and you're already past that. It's never easy knowing that what you are about to tell someone may hurt them or you, but denial is a word that also covers not discussing something you know about to resolve the issues it brings. Perhaps he is in that kind of denial When the conversation happens just make sure to not make promises you cannot keep- there's a lot of good in admitting "I don't know" or "I'm not sure" when it applies. So cover what you do know and deny nothing, then find a way where you can have your needs fulfilled while he can be glad that you're still together too. That is the only path to a potential 'win'- all other paths are fraught with hidden traps which can blow up on you Somehow I sense that you will do well, even if he really isn't into this. Pick as good a time as you can find and go forward with him about your lives together- and good luck! Bettypooh

1. Nail bowl to floor 2. Nail cat to floor End of problem

I have a few that know--most of them are female friends. Girlfriend: Knows for obvious reasons--was more then open-minded when I opened up to her about this. Female Friend #1: Knows because we once had a random conversation in the middle of the night and wound up sharing our fetishes with each other. She was very open-minded about the fetish too and didn't judge me at all. Female Friend #2: Knows because I decided to tell her before she could find out another way--both of us have shared plenty of secrets before so this was no different. Male Friend #1: Knows because I've share secrets with him almost as frequently as I've shared secrets with Female Friend #2--also knew his fetishes so I felt it was only right to share mine. His reaction to the idea of the fetish itself was negative, but he admitted that he was indifferent to my enjoyment of it. Male Friend #2: Had no problem admitting that he had a small porn collection but would only tell me what fetishes were in it if I told him what my fetishes were. I agreed to swap fetishes and found out what was in his porn collection--his reaction to the fetish was pretty positive.

Your two dramatic posts make you sound like a certifiable idiot. This post was simply about a cute girl with a little bulk in her shorts and some wishful fantasizing. No harm in that. And stop being such a downer by bringing in horrible tragedies into posts that are totally unrelated. Get some counseling dude...

Ummm....dude...this is a DIAPER forum. People come in here to talk about diapers and people needing them all the time. What happened in Aurora was certainly tragic and will never be forgotten but we've all got to move on and live our lives. It certainly won't stop me from going to movies OR wearing diapers.

Miss the days when an "underwear bomb" was a potty training mishap.