pamprdguy

Yes, I was caught a couple of times. The first time was by my mother. I had a wet Pampers diaper that I hid under my mattress. My mother went into my room (I can't remember why) and found it. She called me to my room and asked why I had it. After a brief discussion she left the room with the Pampers diaper and threw it in the garbage. After that, nothing was ever said again. The second time was my brother finding a stash of Huggies diapers (again under my mattress). Him and one of his friends made a joke of it, but again, nothing else was said from that time on. Neither of those times stopped me from ever sneaking diapers into the house and into my room. I, however, got wise and never hid them under my mattress again. 😁 I guess some of this love of diapers was due to my mother threatening to put me back in diapers if I didn't stop wetting the bed. Back then it would have been Pampers baby diapers as there was no such thing as Goodnites or any such "diapers." I don't know if my love of diapers would be around if I was put back into Pampers diapers at that time. I will never know I guess.

I was not babied. However, I was a bedwetter until I was 12. I remember waking up wet one morning and my mother telling me that she would put me back in diapers if I didn't stop wetting. It was shortly after that I stopped wetting my bed. This was before we had Goodnites or any similar products. It would have been Pampers toddler diapers if she was going to put me back in diapers. I don't think they would have fit, but I will never know. Maybe that would have affected the way I feel about diapers now.

To continue from my last reply, this was just the first fight about diapers. There were a few over the years. In fact, most of our fights were about diapers. One night while at work she told me to bring home size 8 Pampers diapers as she found a video on my tablet for a diaper site that I never visited. Of course I didn't. She told me at one point that she would divorce me if it continued. Long story short, even though the thought of diapers stayed in the back of my mind, I didn't act on it. Fast forward to just over 3 years ago. I lost my wife to cancer and my fetish came back full circle. I find myself wearing diapers more often than before. So, I guess the fetish can be temporarily suppressed. As she said in one conversation after a fight, she said "You can't just stop a fetish as it won't fully go away even if you try." She was right. I miss her with all my heart, but i also love being diapered!!!

I have a diaper fetish for as long as I can remember. When I met the woman who would become my wife I still had the thoughts in the back of my mind. I was looking at pics of women in diapers when she walked into the room. She asked me a few questions, but it was okay with her. One day I felt the need for diapers, so I bought a pack and hid them. One day after work, I walked into our place and saw my wife crying. I asked her what was wrong. She didn't say anything. She walked over and grabbed the diapers I had hidden. That lead to our first fight. She, of course, made me throw them away. I realized right then that I would have to give up the fetish to have a happy marriage. More to come.

If you are looking for an ABDL diaper that offers a bit of bulk and you love to hear the crinkle when you move, these diapers are for you. They absorb a lot. The plastic backing is very smooth (like the old style Pampers). Minus the patterns on the diapers, they made me think of the thick plastic Pampers from the early 80s. They fit well and the tapes hold well. The all over designs are cute and add an element to the diaper. I found them on Amazon. I bought a two sample pack. It came in a discreet bag. Inside was a little booklet showing the various products from Little for Big has. I fell in love with them the first time I wore one. I have since bought a pack of them. I highly recommend these diapers!!!

Does anyone know what happened to Diapergirl Faye Taylor? She is the on the My Diaper Diary site. She hasn't posted anything in 7 months. I have been a member on that site for a couple of years and am wondering if I should just cancel my subscription. I don't want to lose some of her videos though. She had some encouraging words to help me get over my fear of wearing diapers in public. Now I don't give it a second thought. Can anyone shed some light on this?

I have been a DL for years. It was taboo in our house while my wife was alive. She passed away over 2 years ago and I have embraced my love of diapers ever since and have a stash in my bedroom closet. I have a 14 year old son who doesn't know. I was for the most part wearing at night only while in bed. I would occasionally wear a pull up diaper around the house just to have one on. Lately though I have started wearing plastic backed tape on diapers during the day under my pants and underwear to hide a crinkle. He is not a curious person so I am not nervous he will find my stash. I feel comfortable wearing around the house and have have now worn out in public a couple of times now. Diapers have become a big part of my life and I don't feel right when I don't have one on.

I am currently wearing a Kiddo Junior Plus diaper. They remind me of the old school Pampers from the 80s and 90s when they were plastic backed. I add some powder to get that fresh scent Pampers have. These are great diapers

I have enjoyed reading about your journey. It has brought a bit of jealousy out in me though. Lol!!! Before my wife passed just over 2 years ago, the topic of diapers was a bone of contention between us. She never accepted me wearing diapers. It caused most of our fights. I would struggle with not wearing diapers for years despite my love of them. Since her passing, I have really started embracing my DL side. I have worn diapers many nights and sometimes during the day. Unlike you though, I work outside the home and unable to try 24 hours in diapers unless it is the weekend. Even then, it is tricky with our 14 year old son. He has no idea. One of my biggest fears is that he will discover my stash in my closet. I am glad that he isn't very curious and doesn't really invade my privacy. There have been days that I have just wanted to tell him, but have decided against it for many reasons, which I will not list right now. Fast forward to last night when I went to bed. I, like Baby New Year, got into a diaper for sleeping. I woke up this morning and decided I would stay diapered for the day. Yes, a bit of crinkle, but my jeans cover most of the noise. It has given me the confidence to do it more. You are lucky you can talk to your wife about this and she is supportive. I just wish mine had accepted this part of my life.

I was (and still am) a Pampers baby. I grew up in the 70s when they were thick and crinkly!!!

Does anyone know if they shut down the Adult Baby Source site? I went onto the site because I haven't snooped on it for a long time and noticed there haven't been any updates since 2023. I was debating on whether or not to join as a member. I don't want to waste money if there won't be anymore updates. I have noticed alot of my favorite sites are disappearing. If anyone has any idea please let me know.

I sit here and contemplate this whole DL lifestyle. I thought that maybe I had finally found someone that I could talk to about our mutual love of diapers. We messaged back and forth frequently at first and we were honest with each other. Now, she seems to have stop writing. It is hard enough living with this fetish, especially when you feel alone. I have written a few posts on this site and have removed most of them due to replies that upset me. I have decided to write this on here (as maybe my last one) just to get this off chest. I feel alone and am now going to sit back and think about this. It is so hard keeping this a secret for pretty much my life. Now I have to think about Why?

I am looking for advice. As much as I am not a big fan of cloth like disposable diapers, can anyone recommend a brand that is not too thick and doesn't have a lot of crinkle? The reason I am asking is that I would like to be able to wear diapers under my pants during the day, especially when my son is around. He doesn't know about my love of diapers. I have walked around with a Pampers diaper in my pants and have no issue hiding that. I have one on right now. The issue is, the Pampers don't fully fit. I would love to be able to wear around the house without being detected. I have always and will always love the plastic backed diapers with a bit of a crinkle, but would love to walk around knowing I am fully padded when he is around. There are days when I feel like spilling the beans and tell him. I would like to think he would be discreet about it and not tell anyone. Unfortunately there have been times where he has said he wouldn't tell anyone something I have told him, but found out he let it slip to someone. It is just him and I since my wife passed just over a year ago. If my in-laws ever got word I would not feel comfortable around them. My mother-in-law has let her feelings be known about adults wanting to wear Pampers or other diapers. At this point my wife had known about my love of diapers and wasn't accepting of it. I just fear my son finding my stash, but he really isn't a curious person and I know he won't look in my closet and find them. So, if anyone can recommend a brand or two for me to explore in cloth covered disposable diapers, please let me know as I would love to open myself to more opportunities to wearing around the house. Thank you in advance!!!

As others have mentioned, I was told a few times growing up that if I didn't stop wetting the bed that I would be put back into diapers overnight. By this point I was already developing a love of diapers. Unfortunately back in those days there was no such thing as youth diapers or pull ups. It would have been Pampers baby diapers, which unfortunately I would not have fit in, even though I was always a skinny kid. I don't know how I would have reacted if I was put in diapers again or if it would have changed how I feel about them now. I just know I probably would have enjoyed being in a thick Pampers baby diaper overnight. It would have felt better waking up in a wet diaper than wet bedding in the morning. I stopped wetting the bed around the age of about 12 and the talk about being put back into diapers disappeared. I also went to and had many sleepovers with friends. So, I don't know how others would have reacted if I was diapered. I was fortunate that I never wet the bed on any sleepovers. Even on the times when the first one to fall asleep had their hand put in a warm glass of water to see if they would wet themselves. By this time I already had an idea of my love of diapers. If I was that age these days and could be put into youth diapers I think maybe I would even agree to do it if it was ever brought up, just telling my mother "I guess it is better than waking up in wet bedding." So, yes, I have thought about it many times and still do. Having friends who had their 5 year old daughter in Pampers baby diapers back then (I was about 9 or so at that time) definitely made me dream about it. Just hearing the crinkle when she walked around was nice. I look back on it and feel bad about teasing her when we visited them one time. I know now it wasn't nice. These days I wear as much as I can, even stuffing my adult diapers with Pampers baby diapers. I still love the baby powder scent of a Pampers everytime I take one out of a package. Happy New Year to everyone here!!! May everyone stay diapered and treat yourself as you want to be treated.

Right now I have a size 8 Pampers Swaddlers diaper inside a Total Dry X-Plus diaper. With some baby powder and a diaper cream I found on Etsy. I have already wet it once and will see if it will hold a second wetting!!!