Anyone Else Making Own Disposables?

[Toddler Pampers]

I’ve now seen a couple of tutorial videos explaining how to make a real baby diaper fit an adult.  My thing is a little different.  I make my own disposables, namely, first generation Pampers.  No actual baby diapers are used, but the goal is a giant Pamper, circa 1979.

At this time, I was buying Toddler size Pampers, in the purple box, then taping two together.  It was a snug fit, and how I like them to feel to this day, unsurprisingly.  I mainly wear for emotional comfort, feeling like a baby, not a care in the world, and sleeping like a baby, again, from being completely relaxed.

I’m not the least bit incontinent.  Wearing diapers is just to feel emotionally secure, and feels thrilling as well, legitimate, but unconventional, a little bit naughty.  Actually, I’ve got a diaper fetish, too, I won’t lie.  I enjoy pretending that I saw where Mommy hides her Magic Wand, which I tried on my own privates and learned to love.

IRL, I love the idea of women knowing that I pretend baby by wearing shockingly babyish diapers.  But the outcome is that they decide it’s just quirky, that it’s not the big deal they thought adult babies would be if they ever knew one.  My wife knows all, sees me as a baby, wearing just my diaper, every morning, and isn’t fazed.

Does any of this ring a bell with anyone else?

[Rachael-Little]

When I first wanted to wear as a young teen yes taping two pampers together was the way, they didn’t really fit but I so loved the old style plastic back pampers and how they crinkled. You always knew a child was in a diaper with that sound and now I want others to know if I wear in public which is very rare.

Your very fortunate to have accepting wife. I would love a mommy or daddy to baby me IRL 

[Toddler Pampers]

1 hour ago, Rachael-Little said:

When I first wanted to wear as a young teen yes taping two pampers together was the way, they didn’t really fit but I so loved the old style plastic back pampers and how they crinkled. You always knew a child was in a diaper with that sound and now I want others to know if I wear in public which is very rare.

Your very fortunate to have accepting wife. I would love a mommy or daddy to baby me IRL 

My wife is pure vanilla, too.  We had anal sex once, about as adventurous as she gets.  It definitely helps that I am not gratified by peeing and pooping my diaper.  I would, but don’t because of how long it takes to make one of my diapers, as well as cleaning up from a bm in one.  At this point, I’m completely satisfied with just cumming in my diaper, which occurs frequently.  She knows I do this, but it comes across as normal compared to pee and poop, which sounds completely backwards, I know.  On the other hand, I am a grown man, so it makes sense that she would better understand masturbating in a diaper than being a baby in one.  Still, I know I’m very lucky, as she is still quite attractive, for being quite a bit younger than me, and financially completely capable of leaving if she wants to.  She also knows my mental history, prone to anxiety, and that wearing a diaper to bed, sleeping like a baby, literally, is genuine therapy, for me, at least.  This legitimate side to me pretending to be a baby definitely reassures her, keeps her from catastrophizing.  It also really helps that I have absolutely no desire to daddy her.  She’s okay with me role playing, passively involving her, by wearing just a diaper, because that’s clearly part of my therapy.  I also never ask her to pat my butt, change me, etc.  That’s active, and crosses the line.  I do, however, like to ask her, now and again, things like, “I’m still in diapers, aren’t I?”, and to hear her answer that I am, that it’s okay to want to wear diapers a little longer, etc.

[Little Sherri]

4 hours ago, Toddler Pampers said:

Does any of this ring a bell with anyone else?

I tired taping baby diapers together as a kid, once I outgrew the largest Pampers I could get (and outgrew having them bought for me, once I stopped bedwetting), but I never had much luck with it; granted, I only had access to Scotch tape, not Guerilla or Duck tape that might be more up to the job. But my homemade disposables would leak and/or come apart pretty quickly, so I gave up. 

These days, I enjoy being able to buy some ABDL diapers - I have about 50% printed ones and 50% white, depending on the occasion. But I would love to find a convincing Pampers-like product that would fit me. Rearz made the Select, which they still have some stock of, but have discontinued - they are a vintage Pampers-like diaper with a single tab on each side, but they don't work that well on me, at least not reliably. I have worn one for several hours and been fine, but I've also had them leak on me on the first wetting. 

Aesthetics are important to me, but first and foremost, my diaper has to work as a diaper, lol. I wear them all day, every day - they are more than just a fashion statement. 

As for your later comment about your wife seeing you in your baby diaper, that's my world - I sleep in just a diaper and a t-shirt, and I use a paci, and have for over 5 years now. She doesn't comment about it very often, and when she does, it's usually sarcastic - for example, reminding me that she gets to use the washroom first, because I'm wearing a diaper, so I can wait. But I'm also not living in a van - she's keeping me around, despite the fact that I have a diaper can in our walk-in closet and there's a diaper bag in the bag of both of our cars. 

[flowerdaddy22]

I used to make my own disposables for quite a while after the last leftover pack of diapers from my youngest sister (that mysteriously disappeared one day, which fortunately went unnoticed) ran out, and before I was finally able to figure out a way to buy and sneak adult diapers into the house. It couldn't get more DIY than that, and they even worked quite well:

For the padding I generally used 5 "medium" incontinence pads which there was fortunately a steady supply of in the house, due to my other sister who wet the bed well into her teens (I'll have a rant about how inappropriate those pads were to properly manage her bedwetting another time), so it was relatively easy to occasionally have a pack "disappear" from the haphazard pile of personal hygiene products where they used to be stored. 

To fabricate the rest of the diaper I used a small 10L garbage bag with the handles and bottom weld cut off, and the resulting ring sliced open to get a ~12" wide, by 24-30" long piece of plastic foil. The long sides of this rectangle were the folded over about half an inch and heat sealed into a channel for the leak guards. I then cut two narrow (2mm) strips off the palm of a single use latex glove to get super thin disposable rubber bands. Those were threaded into the channels using a safety pin, and anchored about two inches from the end with a scrap of foil I'd cut from the handles of the trash bag I'd cut off earlier. Those elastic leg gathers immediately pulled the thing into a rough diaper shape. I then folded the ends in by another inch and a half, the way you see the leak guards attached to the padding on any diaper, and tacked them in place. For the tapes, I used just that. Tape. I ran a strip of packing tape across the front and back, making sure to leave enough extra on both sides to be able to close them around my hip.

Finally, I installed the padding by sticking three of the incontinence pads in the front and two in the back (liquid transfer from front to back was the biggest limitation, so I decided to put as many pads close to the source as possible). In cases where I wanted the extra absorbency I used six pads instead of five. 

After a bit of practice I was able to get the whole process down to taking about an hour. 

For heat-sealing the plastic I sandwiched the two layers of foil in between some parchment paper for backing, then ran my soldering iron with a dull rounded tip over it. Provided you get some practice moving it at the right speed, so as not to either melt holes through it or produce unreliable welds, this method works very well for heat-sealing pretty much any type of plastic bag. 

Anyway, those were my DIY disposable diapers and they actually worked pretty well! Of course they needed  pair of underpants to properly hold them up since the garbage bag wasn't strong enough to structurally hold everything together, but they were plastic-blacked, had a reasonable capacity, and, if memory serves, were actually less prone to leaking than the Tena Slip and Maxi I've got these days. Though I might remember this through the rose colored glasses of nostalgia, so I'd have to do a modern-day comparison...