More News On The 24/7 Front.

[fairfaxdl]

Ok folks, its been a while and I have a lot to talk about.

Here are the highlights:

1. More visits with the shrink. Once more alone and a follow up with the wife.

2. The wife gives up a secret of her own.

3. Another adventure with my mother in-law.

I’m still 24/7 and things are going very well. I sill am not up to the point where I can wet at night without waking up. So far it has only been that one time. When I’m awake, its in automatic. I don’t have to consciously think about it, I just automatically go. But just to clarify, I’m still “making it happen”. If it was purely biologically, then I would be peeing in my sleep as well I think.

Let’s start with the shrink. I saw her again alone. She had been studying up on AB/DL issues. This time is was a lot more show-and-tell. The entire session I was wearing just a disposable diaper and a shirt. She wanted to see how I reacted. Yes, she watched me change and she even wanted to see me wear and use the baby diaper you see in the photo. She had all sorts of questions. Have I ever been changed, do I want to be, do I like to dress up in girls cloths, do I use a pacifier or bottle. Do I mess my diapers, do I masturbate in them, do I look at diaper porn. Do I like to show off my diapers in public? Do I like to have my diaper leak? Etc. She asked about my sex life. She wanted to know when I started liking diapers and so on. She asked when I first experimented with diapers. She asked if I ever wet myself. – That led to a lengthy discussion because I used to do that a LOT but I didn’t realize it. The whole visit was a lot of fun.

The next visit was with my wife. And the first thing the psych asked was for me to be just in my diaper for the session. I said I also prefer to wear a shirt and that was ok. This time I was in cloth and plastic pants. Latter my wife thought is was quite funny because she could tell the psych wasn’t very comfortable. This time there were lots of the same question but to both of us. I think the psych was checking to see if my answers would change if my wife was present. A lot of sex questions for both of us.

My wife’s secret.

After the joint session, my wife told me that there was something she wasn’t saying. Over a year ago, she had bought a number of radio controlled vibrators. She has been wearing them nearly every day and sometimes secretly at night. She was very nervous how I would take it knowing that she needed so much to be satisfied. It seems that our secrets were causing the same problems. She ‘needed’ her toys at home but only used them in secret and therefore not enjoying them as much as she could. Now she doesn’t need to hide it and it is quite fun. Sometime she’ll use one all night long and have orgasms in her sleep. We’ll be watching TV and suddenly she’ll have to slide off the sofa and get on all fours and have a set of multiple orgasms. Its very fun to watch.

These things are really interesting. One is like an egg. Another massages the clitoris. And another does a bit of both. These things can be set on a timed or random pattern or they can be set to deliver a steady level of stimulation. My wife has had continual orgasms for well over 30 minutes at a stretch. I wish I knew about this years ago! My sex drive is still very low but this new development is very fun for both of us.

Now it makes more sense why she can handle my secret and odd ball desires.

And finally the adventure with my mother in law.

I’ll wear just the baby diaper after I shower or between changes. Sometimes I wear sweat pants over them. I was wearing the baby diaper and sweat pants (no underwear) when my mother in-law came over. I completely forgot about it. Well for some dumb reason, I put my cell phone in my pocket and I got out of my office chair and my pants dropped down and the front the diaper flapped down and returned to sort of cover things up. My mother in-law thought it was interesting. She commented about the little clouds and Sesame Street characters. She also had to see how it worked and watched as I put a new one on and had to model them for her. When my wife arrived, she had to mention how she liked seeing Sesame Street again. I think she gets a kick out of seeing me in my diapers. Or maybe she knows that I like showing them to her. Who knows?

So that’s how things are. Actually wearing diapers 24/7 isn’t always fun and it has it downsides but I do like it anyway.

Oh, I’ll finally be getting some Pampers Cruisers size 7 tomorrow and see how they do. I have to admit, baby diapers absorb better without leaving you feeling wet. I just wish Pampers may them in XL Adult size.

[OKMe]

Thanks for the update.

Sounds like you have some new trails to explore in your marriage, glad to hear things are going so well.

Keep up the good work!

[tris]

I really wonder if that's all true. But then again, the noke wins, so . . . It's entirely possible. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say I'm not the only one who wonders exactly why your mother in law just had to see you change. That's a tad bit on the strange side there, buddy.

Also, the thing with your wife --that's fuckin awesome! I wonder, though --now that you've both got your secrets out of the way, is your libido still waning? I mean, since neither of you now have to hide from one another, your relationship has reached a new level of enlightenment! Wouldn't that make the both of you feel extremely sexual toward the other?

For example, my lady and I have really been opening things up on the bedroom front --slowly, but surely-- and the last two nights . . . Well, the last week or so I look like I've been bitten by a vampire that drinks grape juice. But I've been absolutely un-fucking-stoppable! I literally feel godlike, solely because she now knows exactly what I wanna hear and is comfortable with it.

Perhaps your next step is to exchange fantasies and see where you cross paths. Maybe she has a dom streak in her? I would use your newfound knowledge in the way that will best benefit the longevity of your relationship! (perhaps a bink nipple around a button that activates the vibes, if your tongue isn't up for the workout? That way, you would be semi-responsible for her pleasure)

And are you really NOT kidding? ? A goddamn THIRTY MINUTE OH? That's just unheard of. btw, can you ask her where she got those little tricks and just how much they go for? A link, maybe?

Do you feel at all threatened by these devices? Isn't the underlying premise of them due to the fact that YOU don't satisfy her? I'm not trying to attack your sexual ability, I'm just curious as to her motives for taking that route.

[fairfaxdl]

Hi.

Yes. This is true. I’ve even toned it down a bit because I don’t want it to seem like a DL story.

My mother in-law is not “normal”. She is a child of the sixties. She even lived in a couple of communes back in her day. She has no fear of anything. She likes to push boundaries and tries to see how far she can push you before you feel uncomfortable. The first time I met her, she immediately started to talk about sex with me. My wife, girlfriend at the time, prepped me so I was able to go toe-to-toe with her. She is a great person and fun to be around. Always smiling and happy even when she is attacking something. She is anti-establishment and the only person I know who hates, Bill & Hillary Clinton, Al Gore and George Bush. She’ll march with the kids to protest the cause of the day and likes to tout how many times she has been arrested or gassed. She is a hoot. We have a back-and-forth relationship. I test her as much as she tests me. But she is in a class by herself. Here’s a good one for you. About a year after I met her, she started one of her “nude” fazes. In her apartment, she would always be nude. If she had to go out she would just wear a Hawaiian muumuu. (A muumuu is just s one piece gown that covers the body like a dress.) She would spend a month or 2 like that. Get her out in the middle of nowhere like the beach, woods or other outdoor area and she is liable to peel everything off and just frolic. Frolic is one of her words.

A lot of how my mother in-law is has rubbed off on my wife. Or should I say the good parts. My wife isn’t so “out-there”. But my wife danced naked in the moonlight when she was younger and she sees things differently than we do.

As for my wife’s libido. Its always been high. That’s one of the things that most interested me in the beginning. Multiple orgasms are normal for her. She stays very aroused after and orgasm and its very easy to cause her to have more. A “30 minute O” isn’t hard for her. I’ve been able to keep her going for longer than that during foreplay. But as mine interest in sex has waned, hers has not. It has increased.

I like watching and helping her when I can but my interest is minimal and wearing a diaper 24/7 has its drawbacks. A wet diaper does nothing for my mood. When we do fool around, it is usually after I’ve had a shower. Even then it is mostly for her benefit. Not that I mind or anything. It’s still fun. I’m actually glad that she has her toys because I’ve been worried that my lack of interest has been a problem.

I’ll see about asking her where she got her gizmos. The little egg thing is my favorite.

I was just going to post this when I saw the question about the therapist. She said she wanted to establish how comfortable I was wearing just a diaper. She also had all sorts of baby and children’s toys about and wanted to see if I was interested in them. She was as uncomfortable as hell but she never got out of her chair the whole time. (She sits behind a glass desk.) It wasn’t so much that she said for me to show off my diaper. She wanted to know if I wanted to. When I said I didn’t have a problem with it and proved it. She didn’t order me to do put my pants back on. I think she wanted to know if I was some sort of exhibitionist or otherwise faking it. Was I really as comfortable as I said? That sort of thing. I think she handled it extremely well. She was as uncomfortable as you can imagine. Even with my wife there, you could tell this was more than she expected. When I compare the first 2 visits, I got the idea that I was just playing around. Not that this is the way I want to spend my life. Since my wife just wanted a diagnosis, I think she thought it could be some sort of scam or something. Something for a lawsuit or whatever. I’ll ask her when we go back.

I wasn’t clear in my last post about one thing. The therapist never saw me nude or my private parts. I demonstrated how I would change but I didn’t do it in front of her.

Folks, short of photos, there is no way I can really prove this is true. And I’m not going to do the photos.

It isn’t all fun and games either. We’ve had to get 2 new mattresses because I’ve leaked at night. The latest was about 2 weeks ago. I got a royal chewing out about that. The reason I wear the baby diapers is because I’m not allow to walk around the bedroom nude anymore because I would dribble as I would walk without knowing about it. This has caused some friction but my wife knows it is important to me. She still thinks it is strange and weird. And she will not tolerate any smells in the house.