A Little Therapy - (Private with diaperboy187)

[diaperboy187]

Ava led Miranda to the bathroom before pointing out the child sized toilets for her to use. She let the woman take care of pulling down her Pull-Up and leggings but stood at the bathroom door ready to stop her if she tried to run away or throw out her Pull-Up. Once the speech therapist had done her business and washed her hands the tall child led her back into the classroom and back to her teacher. "Mimi was a g good g girl and w went potty all by h herself" Ava told Ellen as though Miranda couldn't let Ellen know herself she had made it in time.

"Aww such a good little girl and what a great helper you have. You know you might be a speech therapist but you also make a pretty good playmate for the kids" Ellen told Miranda speaking to her as if she was a toddler while praising Ava for helping. She could barely tell the woman was an adult now except for her blouse though the thick padding around her butt contradicted it. The new teacher's panties were in the washer as promised though it would be close getting them dry by pick up time. Ellen came over with two more stickers, one reading I'm a big kid now, which went to Miranda, and the other a unicorn, which went to Ava.

[BabySofia]

Miranda couldn't believe that Ellen would sink so low and gave her a look that could kill over the sticker. "Thanks," she said dryly accepting the sticker while giving her the 'really?!?!' look.

Miranda wanted to back to her office at least to hide for the rest of the day, but ended up being dragged over to play tea party with Ava and another little girl. She began begrudgingly, but had to admit the girls silliness and imagination did make her smile and laugh. She had to had her own into the mix too after awhile. The couple hours passed by faster than she would have expected, and soon Ava and all of the rest of the kids in the room had been picked up by their parents to go home.

Miranda helped out with putting things away and cleaning up what needed to be done. When all seemed done she asked politely, "Are we able to leave soon?" she asked Ellen. "I just want to get home and get my normal clothes on."

[diaperboy187]

Ellen was just about to tell Miranda to remember her manners when Ava thanked her and dragged Miranda off for a tea party. She watched for a few minutes as the speech therapist was forced to play with the tall girl and another girl. By pick up time all three girls were having lots of fun and reluctantly said goodbye. Ellen was grateful and impressed as Miranda helped her clean up and a job that usually took an hour was done in half an hour.

"Let me check and see if your panties are dry yet. If you'd like you can wear those leggings home and keep them" The tired teacher told the dwarf lady as she ran to the dryer in the daycare. While she was gone it might not hurt for the woman to use the bathroom.

Just before she could though the same teacher who had seen her in Pull-Ups earlier came through the door looking for something. Kelly paused her search as her eyes settled on Miranda before coming over and asking her "Are you still dry or do you need a clean pair of Pull-Ups ?" while trying to feel them herself as if she didn't trust her not to lie.

[BabySofia]

Miranda sighed at wearing the leggings home, but the truth was she'd already accepted her fate there. Already this week she'd realized that the big money she'd invested into a professional wardrobe for this job was probably wasted... She didn't want to wear little kid clothes, and she figured the line between professional and a little girl playing dress up was already razor thin. 

Kelly appeared while she was deep in thought and waiting for Ellen to return with her panties. 'Surely they should be dry by now?' She thought. 

The feeling of a hand groping her in her intimate areas made her nearly swear, "What?" she said in response. "Look please just ask! I had an accident, but I'm 26, you could just ask me if I was dry or not," she glowered at Kelly. 

"Sorry," she told Miranda, "but I never trust the word of a little girl in Pull-Ups. It's either I squeeze it or I pull down those leggings and look at the wetness indicators." She had her own glare she was giving her, "You could be a little more polite little lady."

Miranda sighed, "Look, please just... just let me go to the bathroom so I can get ready to get out of here. I just want to get home and forget about today," she told her. "It's been embarrassing enough as it is."

She could tell Kelly was debating screaming at her, but instead reached down and grabbed her hand, "Come on then, let's go potty."

Miranda used every bit of willpower to not swear, and let herself be dragged along like a toddler to the bathroom. She thought maybe she'd be able to just go and do her business, but Kelly insisted on pulling down her leggings and Pull-Up for her. Only all of her life long experiences with women like Kelly let her still manage to pee with her in the room. A bit of poop landed in the potty too. She was just reaching for toilet paper when Kelly began wiping her herself.

"I don't need your help!" She hissed. "Please stop touching me there, you do not have my permission to do so!" 

"Nonsense, I don't need your permission, you're wearing pull-ups and we always check up on our potty trainers."

Miranda pushed her hand away, "I'm not one of your potty-trainers. I'm an adult."

Kelly looked offended, but stopped and stood up. "You'd think you'd be a bit more grateful..."

Miranda finished up, pulled up her leggings and the Pull-Up and stomped over to the sink where she washed her hands. She didn't wait for her to walk back to Ellen's room. 

Kelly called after her, "Stop right there Missy!"

Miranda decided it was in her best interest to listen, and turned to look at the tall teacher who had a smug look on her face. "I just want you to know that I already told the other teachers about your accident, so you should expect all of us to check on you. It's daycare policy that we always check up on any little girls who have accidents."

"I'm an adult though..." Miranda said softly, feeling more broken from events. She felt a tear from her eye that she quickly wiped clear. "May I go now?" 

At no other words she turned and went through the door to Ellen's room and hoped she'd find her panties were dry.

[diaperboy187]

Ellen was already waiting for Miranda in her room holding her panties and a bag containing her wet slacks. She suspected the little woman had gone off to use the bathroom or remove her Pull-Up before they left. After bending down she let her take the panties and bag before offering her hand. "Ready to get going ? Is everything alright ?" Ellen asked Miranda while noticing it looked like she had been crying.

While waiting for an answer she began leading the speech therapist to her car. Like the daycare owner she had a carseat though it was only a three point harness. It was kept in the car for rare instances when a parent asked her to pick up or drop their kid off. Ellen waited for Miranda to get in the carseat so she could buckle her in and get her home.

[BabySofia]

Miranda didn't know how to really answer that question. "Would you be alright if your whole life you've worked to try and prove you are growing up and all of the sudden in the first week of work you completely embarrassed yourself?" She wasn't rude with her tone, just sad. "I've worked so hard to get to this, and I'm worried you all are just going to treat me like I'm some baby instead of someone who worked for seven years to earn a masters degree and my therapy license..."

Ellen was leading her to the car, but she said, "I need to get my bag from my office before we leave..." She grabbed it and made sure there wasn't anything else there that she needed over her three day weekend. She also closed the door and quickly switched out the embarrassing Pull-Up for her panties and put the Pull-Up in the trash can.

As they reached the car she said, "You're not going to hold this against me, are you?"

She sighed at the car seat, but wasn't surprised with the downward spiral her day had gone. She placed her bag, as well as the bag with her slacks, on the floorboard in front of the car seat. She began to buckle herself before Ellen took over and she flushed red again. "I can do it you know..." she said softly.

[diaperboy187]

"Well part of being an adult is keeping your clothes dry. Now maybe it would be a good idea to wear protection for a few days. Nobody but me has to know and in a few days it will all be forgotten" Ellen told Miranda as she tried to give her some helpful advice. She decided to get the little woman some Pull-Ups on the way home so if she chose to wear them again just in case she would have the option. It would also ensure she had a supply of Pull-Ups in case her accidents got worse or continued. When Miranda fussed over being buckled up in the carseat Ellen quickly told her "It will be quicker if I do it and I can make sure the straps aren't too loose.

While buckling the speech therapist in her coworker noticed she had taken off her Pull-Up but didn't say anything. After getting directions to her home she began driving though soon pulled into a store. It was just a small grocery store but had everything she would need for the shopping trip. "I'm getting a quick snack. Would you like anything ?" Ellen asked Miranda disguising her true motives as simply wanting a quick snack for the road.

[BabySofia]

Miranda blushed at her blunt statement and didn't bother arguing. Her whole life she'd been demeaned for her bladder... Fortunately for her with her bowels she had rarely had issues. 

She sat quietly on her phone while Ellen drove off towards her apartment building and looked forward to getting home and closing her door on the world. It was with a bit of a surprise when they pulled into a small dollar store parking lot. Miranda shrugged as Ellen looked at her, "Not really... It might be better for me to go inside though. I don't really feel like dealing with a helpful good samaritan or police officer thinking you left a toddler in the car alone." She sighed, "Even though I'm an adult I get questioned often enough. These leggings aren't going to help either."

[diaperboy187]

"Alright. Want to ride in a cart or walk ?" Ellen asked Miranda as she let her out of the carseat. She reached out her hand expecting the petite adult to hold her hand if she didn't want to be put in a cart. Once her coworker had made a decision she led her inside going straight to the snacks to help keep up the lie. Ellen picked out a few things to munch on and a drink while waiting for Miranda to get whatever she wanted.

Finally they were both done picking out snacks and she began leading the girl to the baby section. Only once they reached the aisle of diapers and training panties did the taller woman stop. "Now Miranda I'm going to get you some Pull-Ups. You don't have to wear them to work if you don't want to but this way you'll have the option. If you have more accidents at daycare you will have to wear Pull-Ups for a bit so I suggest you hang onto them" Ellen explained to Miranda as she got a small pack of Pull-Ups down. They were the same size as the ones she had worn earlier with the same designs though she had made sure to get the smallest pack available.

[BabySofia]

Miranda groaned, but she'd already been honest with her that leaving her in the car was going to result in her being mistaken as a toddler. She'd brought her bag in with her in case she found something to buy, but it also had her ID just in case she needed to prove that she was an adult. She went ahead and grabbed onto Ellens hand while thinking, 'Can this day get any worse?'

She did decide to throw in a box of popcorn that she could pop and watch some movies. She debated about picking up some beer or something just to mess with Ellen, but she did have some stuff at home still, and thought it unwise to antagonize the giant next to her. 

When Ellen pushed the cart down the baby aisle she found she had butterflies in her stomach. She HATED this aisle in stores, because it held so many negative memories for her. The worst of which was the time in fourth grade when her mom had declared it was time to put her back into diapers. She'd loudly proclaimed that fact in front of several of her classmates, and made a big show of putting the big box of 'BABY' diapers in the cart, along with some bottles, pacifiers, and baby food... It had been the most miserable three months of her life until that summer ended. 

She woke up out of her daydream to realize she was stuck in a loop with her life. Ellen asked her about the Pull-Ups and she wanted to scream... but chose not to.

"I don't want those ones, I want these," she said pointing to some others that weren't feel and learn designs. She thought Sofia the First was cute - even though she couldn't admit it - but she didn't want to risk a repeat rash she'd had the last time she'd had them. The Minnie Mouse ones were just as embarrassing though.

Ellen looked stunned at her response.

"And I have my own money, I'll pay for them..."

[diaperboy187]

"Ok they are your Pull-Ups. Want to get some Disney Princess ones as well ?" Ellen asked Miranda as she put the pack of Sofia the First Pull-Ups back and got a small pack of the Minnie Mouse Pull-Ups. She was surprised the tiny girl was choosing Minnie Mouse over Sofia the First until she noticed they had different methods for helping toddlers potty train. Minnie Mouse featured learning designs while Sofia the First gave off a wet feeling allowing the child to feel their accident better. Ellen tossed in a pack of the Disney Princess ones as well though they were meant for nighttime use so would undoubtedly hold much more of Miranda's accidents.

Without asking she added some baby wipes and baby powder to the cart to help make clean up easier while getting rid of the smell of used training panties. While there was nothing else in the baby aisle she planned to get the speech therapist she waited to see if she wanted anything else. Once they were ready she headed to the cashier glad the woman hadn't thrown a fit. Ellen quickly paid for her stuff then had the cashier ring up Miranda's stuff while wondering if she could even reach high enough to pay for her groceries.

[BabySofia]

Miranda groaned at the baby powder and wipes, fully believe none of it should be necessary. The truth was though that she'd nearly had an accident a couple days before, and she'd noticed she seemed to be getting shorter warnings again. 'Might be time to talk to the doctor again,' she admitted. She had a specialist who had helped her in the past. He had warned her that she very well may start to have more problems down the road again, but she very much hoped this was a one time thing that day. The truth though, based on past experience, was that people like Ellen and the other staff would give her less of a hard time if they felt like she was at least wearing Pull-Ups. Accidents like she had would be be worse to have...

When they reached the front the cashier was clearly looking at Ellen to pay, but Miranda was glad to see that there was a set of YouthLock steps at this register. She pulled them down like a built-in step ladder and handed the cashier her debit card. She held her license out to the lady too because she knew from experience she would not believe that she was an adult... 'Buying Pull-Ups won't help that either,' she groaned.

She did enjoy that she had at least taken some wind out of Ellen's sails by just agreeing with it. 'Nothing worse than an adult rubbing in their superiority,' she thought with an internal sigh.

[diaperboy187]

Ellen said nothing just let Miranda pay for her groceries and Pull-Ups though did notice the cashier let out a few giggles. She took all of her own bags then helped the dwarf woman get all her bags before leading her back out to the car. After opening the back seat door her coworker put her stuff in the car then went to buckle the speech therapist up in the carseat again. Ellen made sure all the groceries were in the car and Miranda was safe in the carseat before finally driving her home.

Like the girl's boss she was worried as they pulled into her neighborhood. She didn't think twice about double checking to make sure all the doors were locked. When they finally got to the woman's apartment she let her out of the carseat and gave her the bags. "You want me to walk you inside so I know you're safe ?" Ellen offered Miranda though didn't want to stay in the neighborhood for any longer than was necessary.

[BabySofia]

Miranda sighed, "The apartment complex really is pretty safe, I know the neighborhood looks bad. They have security though. You can just drop me in front of my building, I'll be fine," she said.

As Ellen came around to her door she opened it and helped her get out of the embarrassing car seat. She had two bags filled with baby stuff now... plus her bag and the other soaked bag of clothes. It was a lot to handle at once for someone her size. She wouldn't really complain if Ellen insisted on walking her to her door because of that.

[diaperboy187]

Ellen looked at everything Miranda had to carry before making a decision to help her. She took the short woman's groceries in one hand then forced her to take her free hand. The speech therapist would still have her wet pants, Pull-Ups, changing supplies, and the bag from her office to carry though could give her coworker something else if it was too heavy. "Lead the way sweetheart" Ellen told Miranda a bit excited at maybe getting to see inside her apartment.

[BabySofia]

Miranda was actually kind of grateful for the hand, "Okay," she said and led Ellen around the building and to her front door. She dug through her bag and found her door key, opening it up. She sat her load down on the ground in front of the door and reached for the embarrassing bags that Ellen held, "Thanks for the ride and helping me carry everything."

She didn't really have much else to say to her, and kind of tried to give off the vibe that she didn't really want her in her apartment. If she insisted she'd let her in, but there was a bit of mess in the kitchen, and she definitely didn't want her to see the girly custom toddler bed that she slept in. 

[diaperboy187]

Ellen really wanted to come into Miranda's apartment and look around but knew she had been through enough today. "If you need a ride or more Pull-Ups or just need to talk you have my number" She told the small lady before giving her a big hug. With all her bags beside the speech therapist she left her and went back to her car. Ellen was still worried about Miranda but figured since she was right outside her door she would be alright.

[BabySofia]

Miranda breathed a sigh of relief as Ellen walked away and she locked her door. She glared at the two packages of Pull-Ups, "Now what the hell do I do with you?" 

She sighed as she decided first thing to do was to get out of the leggings and take a shower. She washed off the pee smell that still lingered a bit and enjoyed the feeling of the hot shower on her skin and face. After far too long she turned off the shower and wrapped herself in a towel. Miranda noticed the Pull-Ups on her way to her bedroom for clothes and chose to ignore them right then. Pulling on a set of panties, she found a comfy set of yoga pants and a soft purple sweatshirt that was a couple sizes too big and hung down over her butt a ways to almost be more like a dress. What she loved about it though was how soft the inside was! 

Looking at the clock she decided to order Chinese food delivery and turned on her TV to find something mind numbing to watch. Scrolling through the channels she settled on a crime drama that she watched each Friday night. Knowing the Chinese food was coming she took the Pull-Ups and hid them in her bedroom. 

'It's ridiculous... I don't need them...' she said to herself once she was eating the sweet and spicy chicken she'd ordered. At some point she almost decided to play it safe and wear one of the nighttime ones, but didn't want to even think about them!

She eventually went to bed and snuggled with her teddy bear underneath the covers, wishing that the day had not happened the way it had!

 

THE NEXT MORNING she woke up and realized something felt wrong. 'Shit!!!!' she said as she realized she had wet the bed. She began sobbing for a few minutes, 'I was doing so well!!!!!!' the thought to herself. It had been two whole months since her last night accident and she'd been sure she'd be fine... 

With well practiced motions she got herself together and threw her laundry and clothes into the washing machine she had in her apartment. She took the time to wipe down the mattress before hopping into the shower again. Having dealt with wetting that very bed thousands of times, she had a spare set of bedding that she put on the bed before switching the load from the washer to the dryer. 

She had just made herself some scrambled eggs to eat for breakfast when someone knocked at the door. Per her rental agreement there was a peephole at her level in the door, but the person was too tall so she couldn't see who it was. It looked like a casually dressed woman in a skirt, so she carefully opened the door up to see who it was...

[diaperboy187]

Sandy had heard from multiple teachers yesterday that Miranda had been seen in Pull-Ups yesterday. She hadn't been able to get a reason for it and wondered if another teacher was giving her speech therapist some trouble. While it was possible the tiny woman had an accident she was hesitant to think that might be the case. Sandy decided to make sure Miranda was alright and had come early in the morning and knocked on her door.

Once she finally got an answer she bent down and asked her new employee for permission to come in. She noticed the faint smell of baby powder coming from inside the apartment but didn't say anything yet. The dryer was running and with the slight smell from the house she had a pretty good idea what was in it. "I hope I didn't wake you. I just wanted to check and see how you're doing. One of the teachers told me they saw you in Pull-Ups and I wanted to make sure Zorina wasn't giving you anymore trouble" Sandy explained to Miranda then waited patiently for an answer.

[BabySofia]

"Sandy... Hi... What are you doing here?" Miranda asked, and listened to her answer.

"Umm... You're here already, come on in. Would you like coffee or something to drink?" 

Listening to her polite decline she motioned her towards the couch since it was one of the few pieces of furniture that wasn't bought to help her with her size issues. She debated about her response, but the many spankings that she had received from her parents about lying about accidents growing up meant she had an innate fear of tall adults asking about accidents...

"Umm... Well," she sighed, "Yesterday I was dealing with a tantrum from Logan during his therapy session. By the time I calmed him down and had him back to Jessica's class it was time to get Ava from Ellen's. As I did so I needed to go to the bathroom, but knew I could hold it. I was good through Ava's session, but she shocked me as we were leaving by hugging me tightly... and my bladder gave out," Miranda looked down at the floor, "She dragged me to Ellen who helped me clean up and gave me a Pull-Up and I found a pair of leggings in the lost and found her room."

She looked up into Sandy's face, "Please don't fire me! Look, this hasn't happened in a long time to me... But I won't lie to you and tell you it's never happened or anything like that. Since I never grew up, I'm stuck with the same size bladder I had when I was three... I usually deal with it okay, but didn't this time..."

Miranda looked up and was scared of what Sandy would say. She hoped she wouldn't lose her job... she'd already decided she would wear the Pull-Ups on Monday. Well, in the shower she'd already decided she'd be wearing them to bed that night too...

[diaperboy187]

Sandy sat down and let Miranda explain what had happened yesterday. She was very impressed with the young girl for coming clean instead of trying to lie to her. Most people would just try to lie to hide their embarrassment so the honesty was very refreshing. "Calm down ! I'm not going to fire you just because you had an accident ! In the future though I do think you should pick up some protection just in case and go a bit sooner next time" Sandy explained to Miranda trying to extinguish her fears before they spiraled out of control.

She had no idea one of her employees had already gotten the speech therapist two packs of Pull-Ups to wear in case her accidents got worse or continued. Before she could ask if she had eaten breakfast yet or had some training panties she heard the dryer go off. Trying to be helpful the daycare owner went over and got the sheets out only to realize they were sized for a crib mattress. "Miranda did you have an accident last night as well ?" Sandy asked Miranda already certain that was the case.

[BabySofia]

Miranda was blushing brightly as she listened to Sandy, but was eternally grateful she wasn't going to fire her. "Thank you!" She told her.

She sighed, "I have some Pull-Ups that Ellen suggested I buy yesterday that I'll wear for a week or so and make sure it was a one time thing..."

When the dryer went off she stood up to go get it, but watched in horror as Sandy moved faster and got to it. She thought about lying about it being laundry day, but she knew her pajamas in there too would be a dead give away, so she just meekly nodded, "It was my first one in months... I think I was so stressed from yesterday it caused it."

She looked at her and then away again and waited to see what condescending or cruel reaction could come from Sandy about it. She'd had so many negative reactions from her parents over the years that she really just expected the worst. 

[diaperboy187]

"Miranda it's alright. My little niece has the same problems. As long as you keep trying you'll get it taken care of. Besides it was probably just a one time thing from the stress yesterday right ?" Sandy asked Miranda as she tried to comfort her. She took the sheets out intending to put them on the small girl's bed unaware she had already changed the sheets. Nothing could have prepared her for what she saw as she spotted the bed. Sandy had to bite her tongue to keep from giggling as she saw a crib mattress and a princess bed frame from a crib though the rails were missing.

"Why don't you get dressed and I'll take you shopping ? Oh and be sure to wear a Pull-Up just in case" Sandy suggested to Miranda as folded up the crib sheets for her. She spotted the two packs of Pull-Ups noting one was for nighttime use  as she went back to the living room. After sitting back down on the couch the daycare owner began to reconsider taking her to live with her. While her new employee could take care of herself she still worried about something happening in the neighborhood or one of the other employees finding out about the girl's little problem.

[BabySofia]

Miranda was as red as a tomato as Sandy pushed past her and saw her bed. 'I should have replaced that...' she groaned. 

"I don't..." she started to say, but said, "Okay... I guess shopping would be good."

She was grateful when Sandy walked back out to the living room and left her in her bedroom. She hadn't planned on going anywhere, so she needed to change to leave the apartment. The two shopping bags of Pull-Ups seemed to taunt her. She debated ignoring Sandy's suggestion, but she'd always found things happened a lot in clusters for her with accidents. In the past several days she'd had near misses and now two accidents - the last thing she wanted to have to deal with was wet pants while she was with her boss.

She sighed as she ripped into the package of daytime Pull-Ups and pulled one out. It had Minnie Mouse on it, and the whole garment was such a lie about it being 'big girl' underwear. She sat it on the bed and found a cute blue flowery sundress that was comfortable to put on. It had some simple spaghetti straps and was slightly padded in the chest area. When she'd been a young teenager she had tried stuffing her bra like many of the classmates, but they taunted her even worse than the others when she was caught doing it. Simple outfits like this with light padding were as much as she ever dared do. It was conservative with a square cut neckline.

She stripped out of the yoga pants she'd put on and her panties, pulling the embarrassing garment up her legs. It bothered her to no end that not only did she fit in baby Pull-Ups, but she wasn't even the largest size! The sundress pulled over her head landed just below her knees and concealed the embarrassing underwear. She looked at her hair and decided to put it up into a quick high ponytail. Grabbing a purse, her phone, her wallet, and keys, she told Sandy, "I'm ready, where are we going?"

[diaperboy187]

Sandy was waiting for Miranda when she finally came back to the living room wearing a blue sundress. She hoped the girl had put on a Pull-Up like she suggested just in case. Most people including the tiny lady's parents would have just lifted her dress to make sure she was wearing protection but her boss gave her the benefit of the doubt. "Did you pack any spares ?" Sandy asked Miranda before getting a negative answer from her.

Without asking she went back to the woman's bedroom and grabbed two of the Disney Princess Pull-Ups. She couldn't help noticing they were smaller than the ones her daughter wore and wondered if any of her old clothes would fit her new speech therapist. "Alright I packed two Pull-Ups just in case. Now we're going to get a bite to eat then do some shopping" Sandy finally answered Miranda's question as she waited for her to lock up the apartment. Next it was back to her car where the five point harness was again empty and waiting for her.