Little's solution

[Sephy]

So, this is a story of being Little and having to just live with it and unfulfilled needs.

Like for any little or just anyone in general a day can be amazing or horrible. Sadly, for some Littles being alone is a must or at least what they have to live with. Loneliness can truly hurt in the worst of ways. It’s feels so much worse for a damaged Little. Imagine waking up and instantly wanting a hug, kiss, cuddle or just some form of loving attention. For those special Littles with mommies or daddies. That need can be satisfied rather quickly, but for the damaged Little it’s a need often pushed away because no one is around to help aid in the process. A damaged Little has to push that out while trying to keep themselves together. Especially is being out in public is required at some point. It’s usually a burn that can last a while into the day. A lonely damaged Little goes through their day, with little hope and that need constantly still wanting to be satisfied.

 

Of course, plushies, toys, and pacis can help make the need go away. But there are times where this might fail. This is one of the lowest places for a Little and one of the more dangerous. Dark thoughts come in. Stupid ideas to help make the pain go away start to form. But these normally won’t help. We’ll be looking at one of those answers today. This answer does little to help and tends to only do so much. We’ll open up on a morning with a little by the name Tray and his mommy May.

 

Morning shines in the windows of Tray’s bedroom. He opens his tired eyes and whines as he hides himself in blankets.

“Mommy it’s too early” Tray stated in a fuss.

“Now baby we have to get up and ready for the day” Comes Mommy May’s reply.

Tray gets up to get in the shower and ready for the upcoming day. He would rather be in bed, but it’s best to follow his mommy’s advice and try and wake up.

After a quick shower, the little decided on either a diaper or not for the day. Feeling the need for the added comfort he opts for a daytime diaper. After getting dressed Tray goes with his mommy to go eat. He happily talks to her enjoying every bit of her company and attention as they eat.  This turns a bit sour as he notices he needs to be a work soon and rushes out the door.  It’s already feeling like a decent day for Tray. He listens to music and enjoys the car ride to work.

Once there he braces himself for the day, hoping for the best. Remembering the words of his mommy.

“Be strong baby, it will get better”

As he focuses on his work the worry and little needs are forgotten. Tray focuses on the work needed to be done so he can get back home so he can relax again. This is not a job he likes or gets pleasure from. It pays the bills and buys diapers. Off and on Tray finds time to talk to Mommy May throughout the day. She helps guide him through the day and keeps his spirits up. Which usually gets a smile out of Tray.

As his day at work comes to a close Tray happily thinks of going home to his mommy. On the way home Tray does a few things while he’s out, so he doesn’t have to worry about it later. Once home he goes to his room to talk to his mommy and get a quick change. Usually this is a happy time for Tray. He’s safely home with one of the most special people in his life. He happily talks to her about his day regardless of whether it was good or bad.

Tray enjoys the rest of his night with his mommy watching movies, doing chores, or just talking. As the night gets later a simple statement from Mommy May reminds it’s probably bed time. As he lays in bed with his mommy in his arms, he says a soft and loving “Love you mommy”

What comes back is nothingness. Mommy May was never really there. A simple pillow is all that’s in his hands. Mommy May was nothing more than a tulip. An adult imaginary friend, her sole purpose, to give Tray someone he could love without being laughed at or hurt. Mommy May was a idea. Someone who would give Tray a reason to smile.

“Be strong, tomorrow will be better”

[CDfm]

I liked it. It was very short and still had a lot of meaning behind it. 

[babyboypat]

Good story, a little short, I cant wait to read more of your stories.