Finding a new home.

[elfowl]

I take the bite, chewing and swallowing, then look at Zac questioningly.  "Why are you saying I look sad?  I'm not."  A lie definately.  I am feeling sad about my parents, about the massive changes in my life, Zac being forced into my life.  But I'm not feeling sad right now, not really.

[jmg1217]

Zac shrugs offering another bite “because you are not smiling and do t want to play with me and you just seem too serious for such a little baby”

[elfowl]

I take the bite, again, and mumble quietly to myself.  "Maybe I'm not a baby"  I shrug.  Speaking more clearly, and louder.  "If you say so."

[jmg1217]

Kyle cleared his through “Taylor I though we were done with this sweetheart” his voices sounds worried and disappointed 

[elfowl]

I look at Daddy guiltily, I hadn't meant for either of them to hear.  "I'm sorry Daddy, it's just that everyone keeps on pointing out how I'm not like a baby... so ... it's just...  I'm sorry."

[jmg1217]

Kyle gives Taylor a stern look but you are a baby sweetheart you know that right, I’d like to hear you say it please”

[elfowl]

I look down at the table embarrassed.  "I'm your baby Daddy."

[jmg1217]

Kyle smiles “yes you are sweetheart but is nothing to be embarrassed about, it’s just the truth it’s not a bad thing, you are my baby and the best baby in the world sweetheart”

[elfowl]

"feels embarrassing"  I mumble, not wanting to look up.

[jmg1217]

Zac gives the boys hand a squeeze “just work on obeying baby, after a while it will all feel totally normal, now then more dinner for our baby” he offers Taylor another bite of food

[elfowl]

I take the bite still staring down at the table.  After a long pause, I mumble "Don't want it to feel normal"

[jmg1217]

Kyle bends over and kisses Taylor’s forehead “baby doll just hush you keep getting yourself into trouble”

[elfowl]

I whimper, but obediently don't say anything else.

[jmg1217]

Kyle strokes the boys head “it will get easier baby and daddy and dada will be right here to help you all you have to do is trust us to know what’s best for you”

[elfowl]

I press my head into Daddy's hand, eager for his touch.  I whimper at him mentioning trusting them to know what's best for me.

[jmg1217]

Kyle leans over and plants a kiss on Taylor “my beautiful boy daddy loves you so much, you ready for more dinner baby”

[elfowl]

In nod, managing a crooked smile, then open my mouth for a bite.

[jmg1217]

Zac scoops more food offering the baby another bite” he then reaches over and pulls Taylor onto his lap exposing his nipple “go on baby, nurse nurse from Dada”

[elfowl]

I take the bit and chew a bit.  I'm surprised when Zac pulls me into his lap I hesitate but obediently put my mouth to his breast and begin to suckle, however I'm a lot less careful with my teeth, letting them scrape his nipple, and even sink in a little as I suckle.

[jmg1217]

Zac winces and flinches “wow wow baby take it easy on Dada please that hurts and it’s supposed to feel good for both of us”

[elfowl]

I break the suction, and look up into Zac's eyes,  "Sorry Zac."  I murmur, then go right back to his nipple, and begin suckling again, still not bothering to keep my teeth out of the way.

[jmg1217]

Zac tried to relax but kept flinching in pain eventually he pulled Taylor away again “baby this is your last warning if you hurt Dada one more time we will be done for the night”

[elfowl]

"Sorry Zac. I can't help it.  Your boobie's too big."  I lie, feeling okay with not having to nurse from Zac.

[jmg1217]

Zac blush’s pink and looks down “they are not that big” he splutters. Kyle roles his eyes and lifts Taylor from Zacs lap “I think the baby is tired I’m putting him to bed” he marchs up the stairs with Taylor in one hand and a bottle in the other

[elfowl]

I can't help but grin as Zac gets embarrassed, I hadn't meant to embarrass him, but it was nice for the shoe to be on the other food though.  I raise my arms to Daddy, and let him pick me up, much happier to be with him, I cling onto him tightly as he carries me up.