Branching out for the first time, need to ask some questions

[SaladDreams]

For as long as I can remember I've found diapers to be highly erotic.

[WakkoWannaBe]

If you start to wear more frequently, then the whole arousal problem won't be as big of an issue. You might still get turned on but not as much and/or not as frequently. Until then, I recommend just....busting out some lotion and going with the flow.

[AwakenEvil]

Well being a huge DL I know the feeling about aroused by the sight, touch, and smell. I know when my partner wears I have a hard enough time keeping my hands to myself even after we fucked like rabbits. As far as finding a partner. Take it from a professional

[Baby Bonnie]

but if not here, where?

[Baby Brian]

Very normal. Especially around here. Wearing diapers more often will help reduce the arousals (unless that's what you want), you can also try wearing them after you've broken out the lotion too. Eventually you'll be able to associate diapers less with the arousal its self.