Sophie'S Old Diary

[Sophie ♥]

While I was unpacking the boxes in my new apartment I came across my old diary...

Anyway, it has details from back when I first decided I wanted to be a girl, so I made a transcript (which took me forever).

It's not diaper related and I don't really anticipate many people reading it... but if you're interested in transgender related things, are transgendered, or are contemplating exactly what you are... maybe you'll enjoy it. I feel it'll be a good resource.

Also, it's a good read for anyone who likes to learn every little detail about me.

Warning: It is a little scattered. It is a diary after all.

-Sophie

P.S. If you have any questions for me about anything in the diary, feel free to PM me or reply to this thread.

[Sophie ♥]

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[PArms]

Look how far you've come in almost a year and a half. You're going to school as a girl full time, now, and you're name change is official. You're working toward your dream. It won't be long before Sophie is born.

[Sophie ♥]

I already consider her born.

But it's true. I did come a long way... I was a very confused kid back then. I'm glad I got things situated.

-Sophie

[aleyxsis]

Im glad things are better for you sophie WTG !! it is a tough journey with tough choices .It does look like you are making the right ones im proud of you ! .If only i was as brave lol

[aleyxsis]

Im glad things are better for you sophie WTG !! it is a tough journey with tough choices .It does look like you are making the right ones im proud of you ! .If only i was as brave lol

[CandiPiglet]

I'm so proud of you Soph. You really are an inspiration!

[Sophie ♥]

*superblush* I inspire..? That's flattering..

-Sophie

[Total Trash]

It's beautifully written, even if you didn't initially intend to share it with the world. I really was touched by the emotion pouring through. I'm very happy for you. I had a lot of the same doubts and worries when I first realized I was trans, but it's taken me over four years to finally reach a point where I'm truly happy with my life, and only within the last few months have my parents completely come to terms with this being who I am. Personally, I'd be interested in seeing the pictures that went along with it. I kept a diary for awhile, and would often use drawings to express whatever was going through my mind (even though it was mostly nonsensical). As someone with a passion for art, I always love to see work that artists (amateur or professional) produce to express something to themselves (much moreso than art produced with an audience in mind). I feel that there's just so much you can learn about a person from what they draw (even just doodles) that can't be expressed in words.

[Sophie ♥]

The only real "drawings" I did in my diary were the smiley faces and other faces to show emotion. And I did an architectural diagram of the "house" I was in during my really long dream sequence about OCD.

As for the actual photographs I took mid-diary... I think I still have those somewhere. But I doubt I'd post them... *pout* They were wretched quality.

-Sophie