What @AbabeBillsaid 100%! Take it easy, and do it on your own time. There's nothing shameful in exploring who you really are and what you enjoy! Take more pride in your self discovery and accomplishments finding your interests and less time worrying about what somebody else may think of you. We have one life, spend your time indulging what you like instead of worrying about what others might think you like! Turns out, as Bill said, there are so many like minded people out there who will be happy with who you are, as long as you can accept yourself first!
Good luck on your journey!