restlessfox

i do keep very good track of my diapers and i know for a fact that yes they are dissapearing and no i am not imagining it so that's out i thought i should put up a third possibility that i forgot about which is that i do have a few friends come over to talk and smoke (tobacco i swear ) so one of them may be a dl without me knowing. the string idea is a good one but my room is frequented in my house so it would only tell me what i already know. same goes for the flour, i already know my room is the place to be. you did spark an idea which is put a loose string on the cooler and satchell to see when they are disturbed. i think that note idea is a great one and i will probably do that on a day that i'm in the mood to talk about my hidden interests i hate lying so i would tell them about my lifestyle, chances are if they're taking diapers they're wearing them and would be happy to know that we're not just 2 lone nuts with a padded bum. i'm not entirely sure it's a big enough problem to warrant fingerprinting or audio survailance, i'm curious but not willing to go to those extremes. i'm approaching this like theres a potential addition to the diaper lover community, when i was young i always used to steal diapers from babysitters or wherever i stumbled across 'em so i can't get mad that i'm on the recieving end of the theft (karma). when i was stealing them i wouldn't have fessed up to it so catching them doesn't sound all that appealing. on a side note alot of change has accumulated on my floors, until now i just figured it was all my pocket change but maybe it's payment for them?

I know i'm not imagining things because my diapers really are disappearing. i keep 2 stashes of diapers, one main stash in a cooler up in the rafters in my garage amongst the junk, and my quick access stash which is just a camo satchell left over from when my bro got out of marines bootcamp. recently the satchell has been emptying faster then normal, and when i recently went to refill it from the main stash it only had 3 left in it when it should have had atleast half a pack only my mom lives with me(i'm 18 i plan to move out soon) but my best friend comes over daily and so does my girlfriend. i know my mom isn't limber enough to reach my main in the rafters but she may be the one stealing from my quick access. this leaves me in a weird place, either my best friend of 9 years has found out about me wearing and has been trying it himself or my girlfriend has been taking my diapers and wearing in secret. no one is supposed to know i wear them as i have never told anyone other then the people i meet on diaper sites. my question to all of you is what should i do to catch whoever has been wearing my diapers, i'm too poor to get a survailance camera and all of my efforts so far to feel out who it is by talking to them have been unsuccessful.

I have whitnessed something that has peaked my interest since I joined this forum, I guess I can call it a slight revelation into human nature. At first a diaper fetishist realizes his or her want for diapers and the thought of them satiates the need, but in time that's not good enough and they summon enough courage to buy a pack. This is when the fetish was the best for me, I remember my heart leaping into my chest the very instant I entered the isle, the feeling of floating on a cloud of desire to wear them, the forced and well thought out cover story flowing out of my beat-red face, it was a magical moment where my mind and emotions were running at a hyper aroused state. It took no time at all to go through that pack, I found my new toy and I was going to play. the same went for my next few packs, but after a while I decided to let the packs last because i was actually losing control of when i went in them. That was the normalizing period when I found how to balance diapers and my daily life, and for a long time that worked for me. but after a while it got stagnant and I found myself searching for something to bring that rush back, I found that in adding an adult baby aspect in with the then pure diaper lover side of me. For a few years that worked, diapers, toys, cartoons, stuffed animals. but even that wasn't satisfying me after a while, that's when I stumbled across the babyfur community. through my life I have had a fox in some of my dreams for as long as I can remember, and while camping one walked up and sat next to me in the middle of the night but ran off when my grandma walked up, so I picked a fox for my babyfur persona, you cant tell me that being thickly diapered in a thick fursuit doesn't sound fun. There I was at 17 years old standing in my kitchen in nothing but a depends super plus with a depends overnight over it, and a fox tail when my brother wakes up and walks in and almost catches me, i ran out the back door and into my window, he thought someone broke in but i wasn't caught. (quick like a fox) That awoke an exibitionist side of me that lasted until just recently when I realized that I was just going to get into bigger and badder high risk situations to get caught until I actually get caught by my family or by someone that knows me. I'm glad that i caught myself before I got too cocky and screwed myself over but without that learning experience I might not have caught what is an aspect of myself, but also an aspect of most of the other members of this community. in trying to keep this fetish fun and to keep it from stagnating we are always adding to it and sometimes that evolves into something a little off like dressing up in girls clothes or wanting to recieve an enema (sorry if i just offended someone), but sometimes it takes people to the hazzardous extreme of wanting to become incontinant because that is the only available next step. I have put into practice a new outlook on my adult baby side, I have regressed in the progression of my fetish and have regained a more innocent view of it through self reflection, meditation and rationalization. yes i do appreciate the fact that i have regressed but have gained a more mature attitude on life, and also appreciate the fact that I have regressed through the lessening of my regression to a more innocent age which has in turn helped me accieve as much if not more innocence then the origional regression.(sorry if that's kinda hard to follow) The weird thing is I am atually happier and more content with reclaiming my initial lust for diapers then I was when I was trying to find my personality through constant expirementation and searching.(maybe I just found out exactly who I am) I'm looking forward to hearing this communities take on this and hopefully I have something going here and it isn't a case of over thinking about it due to being sick at home.

no good can come from that...

inspired words, I've noticed this problem too.

To me the issue of wanting to be incontinent is a personal choice and although it is a good idea to warn them about the reprocussions i find it kind of strange that others would actually yell at them because they themselves are incontinent. Orms einbani brought up a good point (sorry i dont know how to do the quote thing because this is my first post aside from my introduction) if the person in question has thought about it and has lived a while basically incontinant through 24 hour diapering, i say go for a temporary solution to test the water then if that actually appeals to them, to each his own. I personally will never make myself incontinent because i do feel that the ability to choose when and if to go seperates it from a fetish and an obligation, but to those who already have basically lost control through an abundant diaper supply, and willingness to wear constantly may just want to push it a bit further and since that is the only next option and they are willing to do it, in my oppinion do what you will, but only if you're financially secure, willing to do it, and have researched every aspect of it in depth. Some people also only want to become bladder incontinent which is a much less demanding goal although that is still a bit too hardcore by my standards, i figure i might as well bring that up in hopes of someone on this forum that is incontinant in that manner but still has control of his or her bowels shedding some light on that aspect of this discussion. -as a side note some people try claiming that infantilism is actually an offshoot of bondage or masochism, i'm wondering if anyone on here actually discovered diapers through that path? and if so, are you one of the people wanting to become incontinent?

Hi my name's Dexter, i've lived in reno the entire 18 years of my life, not counting vacations, and in that time i have met 2 other adult babies within walking distance of my house, and even though one of them moved away i'm still friends with him. all through growing up i used to steal diapers from my babysitters, friends or wherever i happened across them, there was really no awakening point in my life where i said "hey i'm going to go strap on a diaper" because i never truly stopped. For most people i talk to say their interest in diapers began when they started wetting the bed, but i unfortunately had a strong bladder growing up, so the first pack i bought was when i was 9 after i discovered dpf, but oh well theres no changing the past. i am a furry but i never really merged the two interests to become a babyfur, says the guy typing this wearing a diaper and a foxtail lol, although i do find myself fantasizing about being thickly diapered in a thick fursuit i'm an adult baby first and a furry second. anyway theres a glimpse into my life, i plan to be a very active member on this forum and you can probably guess from reading my signature that i have met some of my best friends through the ab/dl community and with any luck i'll make a few more life long friends through this site