ClosetK

I’m near Brighton Colorado.

Thank you all for your advice, you’ve really opened my eyes to a different perspective on this. I’m not going to rush into telling him, but I am thinking of ways to ease into that discussion with him.

I have enjoyed wearing diapers (or just going in my pants) since I was a young kid, but I thought I was just a weirdo and I never told anyone. A few years back I had a partner who admitted to the same fetish, and we had quite a bit of fun together. But we’ve since divorced, and I have never gotten the courage to bring up that subject with my current partner. He’s rather tight-laced and I’m pretty sure this would be a turnoff for him. I have been trying to abstain for over 3 years now. I thought it would be something I could quit if I wanted to, but I’m finding it’s not. I woke up one night recently after a dream that I messed myself, and I haven’t been able to push it to the back of my mind since then. Every time the urge to go hits me, I have to make a decision whether to cave to temptation and risk getting caught in a mess, or to drag my ass to the toilet and do the “adult” thing. Yesterday I almost lost that gamble when he woke up earlier than I expected, just as I was about to let go. How do you hide your activities from housemates and not get caught?