kiddowler

I have been into diapers actually whole my life, way or another. When i realized that there is "something" weird in it, i think i was 10 ?

Thank you i have actually read this forum years now. First time made account. I would like to continue my introtext: I am married and i have a mommy. Mommy is not my wife though. Being in littlespace is not sexual to me and thats why i need mommy not to be my wife If anyone wants to see my little life, i have kinky insta @kiddowler

I am a 30 year old man from Finland and I am an ABDL. I was potty trained at the age of two, when I was around five or six years old I asked my mother to buy me diapers. I was jealous of the other children who were still wearing diapers. My mother refused and told me that ‘big boys don’t wear diapers’. I resented that, I wanted to be a ‘big boy’ but I also wanted to wear diapers.It just wasn’t fair. Stupid potty training! I was seven years old, when I started stealing diapers from places I found opened packages and hid them in my room. I needed to find a good place to hide them where my parents wouldn’t find them. It was absolutely genius when i hid one diaper in my sock drawer, one in the toy box and one under the bed. If my mother found them, she didn’t say anything to me. . When I hit puberty I was still interested in diapers; But because I lived in a small town and at the time there was no possibility of ordering online I had no way of obtaining them. One day I was feeling brave, so I rode my bike to the next town over to buy some pull-ups that were designed for people my age. Once I got home I waited until I knew I was completely alone, put on the diaper and peed in it. The feeling was awesome. I was in heaven. When I was 18 I moved into my first rental apartment. The first things most people buy when they move into their own place are things like forks and pillows, practical things they will need living on their own. I bought my first package of adult sized diapers(Cuddlz I think). Because it was my first order I also received a free Adult-baby onesie. I was excited to try it, and when I did, it felt so natural. I felt like myself, I felt little.