Yes I'm brand spanking new here and I know I belong because I really REALLY need to wear diapers at least about 40% of the time, and I know how I got this way. 38 years of psychotherapy will eventually pay off, but it's very tedious so I don't know if I should recommend it. Don't get me wrong, I really REALLY like to wear diapers too, but it always bothered me terribly because I could never stop thinking that I had to wear them, and I still can't. The other thing that bothered me was all the undeserved shame. I only realized that the shame was undeserved when I gained an understanding of the circumstances that led to what I might call a symptom, and what many generally refer to as infantilism. For me it constituted a significant problem for decades. I'm fortunate to have gotten the help that I need though since I have - shall I say - more serious psychological disorders - neurobiological illnesses that can't be fixed with talk therapy, but illnesses that can only be treated with good drugs. I don't prescribe for myself though, and I don't like alcohol either, not that it bothers me when other folks drink it, except when they get stupid drunk, which is when I find an exit. As for street junk, well, they don't call it junk for nothing. I never go near it. I'm a long time musician, bassist, guitarist, independent producer, and composer, which is what keeps me from losing my sanity entirely. I'm a little looney, but I'm a happy looney. And I know now that I'm definitely not the craziest guy around. Not by a LONG shot.
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