[Where is the last time you pooped your diaper?]

Just now, after holding it in for five days… I feel so empty now! Felt amazing and I can’t say I am in a rush to get changed 

[My next step]

Aw this is lovely! Are you going to keep it up for a while longer? X

[Anyone trying to become a bedwetter?]

I’ve been working on this for a while, I have recently found that as long as I drink enough to be well hydrated I will be guaranteed a result of wetting in my sleep! Progress started from waking entirely, to semi awake peeing, to barely remembering peeing and now to not stirring most nights and having no recollection of peeing at all

[Pooping position?]

My favourite is lying on my back, it takes longer and its more enjoyable and relaxed.

 

i do try and wait till im completely desperate and so sometimes im walking or sitting down, they are also fun positions. If its too big or hard I cave and do a usual squat 

[How long have you been in your messy diaper?]

Ive just had a 2 hour nap in mine! Now time to clean up

[Holding it in]

Wetspot - yep this is also it, the feeling of an accident is lovely after holding it in

[Potty regret?]

Yes I definitely experience this! I will deliberately hold in a mess as long as possible to avoid the bathroom and make it to a diaper - I hate the regret of losing out and having to go in a toilet! 

[Holding it in]

I might be the only one who does this but.. If I know I will be wearing a diaper in the evening and I need to go #2, I will purposefully try and hold it in till I get home so that I can relax and let go in the comfort of home where I can take my time in my padding. 

I also really enjoy it if Im constipated and then after a few days find relief in my diaper - I never rush to use the bathroom if I can get away with holding a little longer to let go once padded.

I know holding it in isn’t recommended.. but it does make it even better when I finally go (obviously within reason, nothing dangerous!) 

Once I get padded I still hold it until I’m pretty desperate, so there is no pushing or straining needed. I used to find it nearly impossible to fully “go” in the diaper, but waiting till I really really need it means that isnt an issue anymore either! a win win and a lot of fun!

[How many other lesbians/bi girls are into this and what is your label?]

Supportive pansexual female here ? x

[Does A Poopy Diaper Make You Feel More Like A Baby]

I think it definitely draws out a connection to my younger self, but I think I mostly associate it with freedom and a sense of safety. In the past couple of years I’ve noticed I tend to gravitate towards going in this way because I feel less exposed and more comfortable. Going on the toilet doesn’t leave me with the same feelings, and I am definitely less relaxed afterwards... I think it has turned into something akin to a self care ritual for me. Interesting question! 

[Your favorite spot to mess your diaper]

Whilst driving, at home when doing jobs, or whilst watching tv.. I like to make sure I’m not in a rush so I can make sure I can completely finish before I change

[How many fresh diaper changes have you had in the last 24 hours?]

Three for me: morning, afternoon and night

[Hello]

Hi Jack, 

Nice to meet you ?

Hope you have fun on here! 

Happysaur

[Can you Mess your diaper and walk at the same time?]

I find it easier to push hard poo out whilst walking, I really struggle to push that out staying still. Apart from that I can wee and poo in any position including walking really easily, the same as any other position ?

[Craziest Messy Moment]

My craziest moment was this evening. I was driving home in rush hour and I have about a 2 hour commute. I have been trying to train myself to poo between 4-5pm, as I finish work at 4 and set off home, so it gives me chance to have a bit of quiet time in my messy nappy (which is something I love). Tonight I had a small very firm one which I pushed out as I got to my car, thinking there would be more to come.

Well heaven help me, in traffic on the motorway I suddenly have my next poo ready to come out.. This is normally perfect soft constitency for slowly releasing,so I didn’t think anything of it. I tried to lift myself off the seat and push, but as soon as I had the tip out the bloody traffic set off and I had to sit down, so it pushed back in. After about 7 tries I was so desperate to poo and so frustrated as I got it further and further out, for it to be pushed back in. It was the hardest poo ever. iwas so desperate I pulled over onto the hard shoulder and pretended to check my tyre so I could finally get relief. The only way I could get it all out was by walking around, as I find it much easier to push when walking. The log was about halfway out when I gave it one last heave and it was finally sat in the bottom of my nappy. I almost cried with joy at finally getting the empty feeling of not needing a poo. 

 

I drove all the way, so I sat in the poop for the duration and then had to nip to the shop in it. Thankfully it was not noticeable expect for a bulky bum, although it was the thickest poo I have ever pushed out! I got home and changed into my tykables which are still going strong!

 

thanks

[Hello]

Hi,

I'm Happysaur, a 23 year old female from the UK.

It's taken me a long time to get the guts to join this site, so sorry if I am shy or oversharing... this is much harder than I thought it would be! 

 I love thick nappies, and my favourites at the moment are the new NRU Little rascals with a thick cloth stuffer in! I love the feeling of my legs being pushed apart from the thickness and how the cloth ramps up the absorbency. 

I have always loved nappies but ABDL style have always appealed to me in a very comforting way - I was 16 when I bought my first pack of the purple molicares and I was so happy to get away from the clinical feel of the medical look. I love Cloth Nappies but I hate the AIOs as they always leak and it drives me crazy. I have just bought the cloth Dotty Diaper so I have my fingers crossed it will be leak free. 

I use nappies for all purposes at home as I enjoy them and I love the feeling, and I am currently wearing 24/7. I have a really small bladder and as soon as I am stressed (mostly with work) I have really poor control, which is also the same with bowel control. I have had countless accidents at work (of both types) which is always horrendously embarrassing, and I have now always got a spare always pull up in my bag just incase although I don't always wear all the time - I go for months without even thinking about wearing and then all the sudden the nappy is on and that's that for extended periods - the longest I have been 24/7 was six months, the shortest about a week.

I have been wearing 24/7 for about 2 weeks at the moment, with no intention of stopping anytime soon, although I don't have a desire to wear 24/7 in the day.  I wear pull ups for work so I still use the toilet whenever I can, with the intent of trying to limit daytime accidents. I have been to the doctor who suggested holding for as long as I can to strengthen my bladder as well as kegel exercises (which I really dislike). My pull ups are lifesavers sometimes as I am still working out how to push myself without over-stretching my bladder.... saying that I do love my nappies so the dream is being able to have an accident free work life and then be able to come home and nappy-up! 

I have a long term boyfriend who is extremely supportive and caring, but does not get involved with my AB side as I am too shy! He is amazing, never batted an eyelid when I told him about ABDL and changes me when I ask (which has only ever been twice because I find it so scary) or when I am a bit tipsy and he is worried about our bedsheets ?.  

I hope this isn't oversharing or too much for an introduction.. as I said its been much harder than I thought it would be! I I'm hoping to develop my confidence in terms of being more comfortable identifying with my AB side,  and I'm hoping to make some lovely friends too.

I hope we speak soon,

 Happysaur ?