Happysaur

My favourite is lying on my back, it takes longer and its more enjoyable and relaxed. i do try and wait till im completely desperate and so sometimes im walking or sitting down, they are also fun positions. If its too big or hard I cave and do a usual squat

Ive just had a 2 hour nap in mine! Now time to clean up

Wetspot - yep this is also it, the feeling of an accident is lovely after holding it in

Yes I definitely experience this! I will deliberately hold in a mess as long as possible to avoid the bathroom and make it to a diaper - I hate the regret of losing out and having to go in a toilet!

I might be the only one who does this but.. If I know I will be wearing a diaper in the evening and I need to go #2, I will purposefully try and hold it in till I get home so that I can relax and let go in the comfort of home where I can take my time in my padding. I also really enjoy it if Im constipated and then after a few days find relief in my diaper - I never rush to use the bathroom if I can get away with holding a little longer to let go once padded. I know holding it in isn’t recommended.. but it does make it even better when I finally go (obviously within reason, nothing dangerous!) Once I get padded I still hold it until I’m pretty desperate, so there is no pushing or straining needed. I used to find it nearly impossible to fully “go” in the diaper, but waiting till I really really need it means that isnt an issue anymore either! a win win and a lot of fun!

Supportive pansexual female here ? x

I think it definitely draws out a connection to my younger self, but I think I mostly associate it with freedom and a sense of safety. In the past couple of years I’ve noticed I tend to gravitate towards going in this way because I feel less exposed and more comfortable. Going on the toilet doesn’t leave me with the same feelings, and I am definitely less relaxed afterwards... I think it has turned into something akin to a self care ritual for me. Interesting question!

Whilst driving, at home when doing jobs, or whilst watching tv.. I like to make sure I’m not in a rush so I can make sure I can completely finish before I change

Three for me: morning, afternoon and night

Hi Jack, Nice to meet you ? Hope you have fun on here! Happysaur

I find it easier to push hard poo out whilst walking, I really struggle to push that out staying still. Apart from that I can wee and poo in any position including walking really easily, the same as any other position ?

My craziest moment was this evening. I was driving home in rush hour and I have about a 2 hour commute. I have been trying to train myself to poo between 4-5pm, as I finish work at 4 and set off home, so it gives me chance to have a bit of quiet time in my messy nappy (which is something I love). Tonight I had a small very firm one which I pushed out as I got to my car, thinking there would be more to come. Well heaven help me, in traffic on the motorway I suddenly have my next poo ready to come out.. This is normally perfect soft constitency for slowly releasing,so I didn’t think anything of it. I tried to lift myself off the seat and push, but as soon as I had the tip out the bloody traffic set off and I had to sit down, so it pushed back in. After about 7 tries I was so desperate to poo and so frustrated as I got it further and further out, for it to be pushed back in. It was the hardest poo ever. iwas so desperate I pulled over onto the hard shoulder and pretended to check my tyre so I could finally get relief. The only way I could get it all out was by walking around, as I find it much easier to push when walking. The log was about halfway out when I gave it one last heave and it was finally sat in the bottom of my nappy. I almost cried with joy at finally getting the empty feeling of not needing a poo. I drove all the way, so I sat in the poop for the duration and then had to nip to the shop in it. Thankfully it was not noticeable expect for a bulky bum, although it was the thickest poo I have ever pushed out! I got home and changed into my tykables which are still going strong! thanks

Hi, I'm Happysaur, a 23 year old female from the UK. It's taken me a long time to get the guts to join this site, so sorry if I am shy or oversharing... this is much harder than I thought it would be! I love thick nappies, and my favourites at the moment are the new NRU Little rascals with a thick cloth stuffer in! I love the feeling of my legs being pushed apart from the thickness and how the cloth ramps up the absorbency. I have always loved nappies but ABDL style have always appealed to me in a very comforting way - I was 16 when I bought my first pack of the purple molicares and I was so happy to get away from the clinical feel of the medical look. I love Cloth Nappies but I hate the AIOs as they always leak and it drives me crazy. I have just bought the cloth Dotty Diaper so I have my fingers crossed it will be leak free. I use nappies for all purposes at home as I enjoy them and I love the feeling, and I am currently wearing 24/7. I have a really small bladder and as soon as I am stressed (mostly with work) I have really poor control, which is also the same with bowel control. I have had countless accidents at work (of both types) which is always horrendously embarrassing, and I have now always got a spare always pull up in my bag just incase although I don't always wear all the time - I go for months without even thinking about wearing and then all the sudden the nappy is on and that's that for extended periods - the longest I have been 24/7 was six months, the shortest about a week. I have been wearing 24/7 for about 2 weeks at the moment, with no intention of stopping anytime soon, although I don't have a desire to wear 24/7 in the day. I wear pull ups for work so I still use the toilet whenever I can, with the intent of trying to limit daytime accidents. I have been to the doctor who suggested holding for as long as I can to strengthen my bladder as well as kegel exercises (which I really dislike). My pull ups are lifesavers sometimes as I am still working out how to push myself without over-stretching my bladder.... saying that I do love my nappies so the dream is being able to have an accident free work life and then be able to come home and nappy-up! I have a long term boyfriend who is extremely supportive and caring, but does not get involved with my AB side as I am too shy! He is amazing, never batted an eyelid when I told him about ABDL and changes me when I ask (which has only ever been twice because I find it so scary) or when I am a bit tipsy and he is worried about our bedsheets ?. I hope this isn't oversharing or too much for an introduction.. as I said its been much harder than I thought it would be! I I'm hoping to develop my confidence in terms of being more comfortable identifying with my AB side, and I'm hoping to make some lovely friends too. I hope we speak soon, Happysaur ?