[Nullo in the UK]

This post will only be of interest to UK members who’ve managed to achieve dual IC, so apologies to everyone else. 

I’m unable to find Nullo in the UK post brexit. Does anyone know where I can get some or if there’s an Alternative? I’ve completely run out and am starting to become a little smelly!

[Incontinence & Disability Pretender]

I think a lot of people on here have misunderstood my original post. I have no desire to be disabled other than my incontinence which I worked hard to achieve. However as I mentioned I do enjoy putting myself in a vulnerable situation which is why I’m considering using a wheelchair as a pretender to enhance my vulnerability and be dependent on my partner when I’m out in a social type situation.

i hope I haven’t offended anyone

[Incontinence & Disability Pretender]

8 hours ago, Cruiser 03 said:

I am an actual incontinent diaper dependent disabled wheelchair dependent person .

You don't want any of this action.

The diapers supplied are Depend institutional quality at best ,you get a bottom of the line wheelchair supplied every 5 years ,it's completely manual operated by pure person power the " nice fancy " complex rehab chairs are saved for us idiots who have some kind of upper motor neuron disease as well as lower motor neuron disease . And there is a huge catch.in getting a wheelchair ,since you are considered as mobile with your wheelchair you give up any care or therapy of those legs ,in order if your injured and it cheaper for them to amputate and throw them away ,they already have your permission ,should you strenously disagree you will be forcibly sedated and wake up with no legs . You will need a care giver for the rest of your life which will be short ( a common problem among diabetics is foot amputation ,losing a single foot means your life is now 5 years or less ,losing a leg is much more traumatic and dramatic .easily half the world becomes off limits to you because of the metal monster,you can wet and soil yourself all day we'll keeping your arms and legs ,when I first got sick ,I rated a manual push chair what saved my bacon from a heap of junk was being a high function Quadriplegic qualified me for a higher level of care ,my grip strength and such was just measured today so I can give you the pathetic actual numbers ,in my dominant right arm I can lift 1.72 pounds ( I have met peaches that weighed more ,now my left arm is big time rippling with muscles 6 pounds Woot woot my combined two handed lift is just over 2 pounds ,before getting sick I was a Firfighter and very physically fit ,to quote a star Trek episode  what we got back didn't live long. Please have fun do what you want in your diaper.you only get one body respect it .as a side note I have been changed 1000's of times they are all a blur ,you don't wake up enjoying diapers more when you need them 24/7 ,I go through 9 diapers a day being changed  because I need it ,not because it's fun,glamorous or stimulating .

I am terribly sorry to hear of your situation and my fetish in know way are meant as some kind of slur or belittling of people with disabilities that they did not inflict on themselves such as yours. I will retain the use of my legs and will exercise every day at home. If I chose to do this it is because I partly have a desire to be vulnerable in some way and diaper wearing and the problems associated with changing in public etc still give me immense pleasure. However going out and being pushed around in a chair by my partner “may” and I emphasise May enhance this further. Thankfully my partner and I are both reasonably financially secure and will buy our own chair should we both decide that I should embark on this.

thank you for replying

17 hours ago, Goerge said:

I'm a disability pretender. More intellectual disability pretender and I have incorporated this into my everyday life and am now seen as intellectually disabled and I love it. I'm also wear incontinence nappies 24/7. I love to feel vulnerable and being looked after. I'm after a leather special needs helmet that I want to incorporate into my everyday life to protect my head from my head banging. 

Wow I am very impressed. Do you have a partner/career who takes you out?

also, as well as being DD 24/7 do you stay in character as a disability pretender full-time and are you wheelchair bound?

are you a member of any on-line pretender forums?

sorry so many questions!

[Incontinence & Disability Pretender]

I haven’t posted here for a while as I haven’t had much to say having achieved my goal of becoming dual IC over 12 months ago. As some of you may know from my previous postings I was driven towards diaper dependency partly by some masochistic desire to suffer and be more vulnerable. 

I’ve recently come to terms with the incontinence i’ve created and need to delve deeper into this and have gradually been increasing my interest and research into the world of disability pretenders. My partner surprisingly seems even more turned on by the prospect of my becoming increasingly dependent on him and is encouraging me to become a full-time wheelchair user.

i don’t want to offend anyone on here but at least experimenting with this lifestyle sounds strangely appealing. I feel it would be so exciting to have to wheel myself around and struggle to change my diaper when wheelchair bound. 

The vulnerability and the dependence on others would potentially be very fulfilling to me.

should I try this, please respond.

[Be Careful Of What You Wish For]

On 9/16/2020 at 3:19 PM, DiaperboyEddie12 said:

The title says it all.  If you wish to become IV or Diaper dependent your wish might come true without you knowing it.  

For years I wanted to wear Diapers full time but the funds where never there.  Then one day started to have accidents. And bam I'm wearing more often while out of the house. As I can not control my bowels.

Before you make that wish really make sure you want it.  As once it happens you won't go back.

I agree Eddie. I had a few failed attempts before finally committing to becoming dual IC it certainly isn't for everyone. I don't regret it (yet anyway) but I have accepted that I now have no choice in the matter anyway.

The best of luck and support to anyone who chooses this path.

 

[What happens when post-micturition dribble progresses?]

On 9/27/2020 at 8:52 PM, username said:

I believe my sphincter muscle is becoming weaker from my prolong 24/7 wearing and wetting at the slightest urge and not excising my sphincter by clenching. I'm very good at renaming relaxed. I'm been doing this for a few years in binges but when I hit a purge I start using the toilet again. I have noticed I am getting post-micturition dribble after using the toilet. I have wet drops in my pants. As well as it's taking me longer to get rid of the constant urge to pee, constant feeling I have pee in my bladder and when I use the toilet its a little dribble/stream which resembles when I'm wetting in my nappy as its always a little dribble or gush.

What would happen to my continence if I finally carried on with the binge for months and continue wearing nappies wetting at the slights urge. What would the progression be?

Are you trying to lose continence or are you finding this an inconvenience? If you were wearing diapers through a desire to become incontinent then you need to decide if that's what you want to achieve. If you don't then it may be worth visiting a doctor to discuss your condition. 

 

[Bladder shrinking process- How do you wet when your bladder isn't full?]

On 9/26/2020 at 9:37 PM, Ames said:

I found that persistence was key. I did find peeing quite difficult but similar to above, I started to let go everytime I became aware of my bladder. In the first few weeks it was tough and several diapers were flooded and I had issues with leaks etc. As time went on it became more habbit to release whenever anything was in my bladder and then beyond that, I noticed it less. As a result there is never flooding now and I get no leaks and better use. I briefly tried the timer thing but I struggled with the anticipation that I had to try and pee so it became harder. So I worked on being less aware of the urge and just allowing it whenever the smallest urge came along. Keep at it and good luck x

Yes that's pretty much how I experienced the process

 

[Bladder shrinking process- How do you wet when your bladder isn't full?]

When I began my untraining, two years ago, I used to initially make myself pee a little whenever I became aware of my bladder for any reason. I also sipped very regularly from a a glass of water. It didn't take long for me to learn to relax and let the pee come out whenever I felt the slightest amount of pressure in my bladder. Over time, probably close to 12 months there will be a noticeable shrinking in the bladder's capacity as its learning never to hold any pee and therefore naturally shrivels in size eventually making holding any volume almost impossible. It took me 18 months to get the stage where I was totally unaware of having wet myself if I remained in the same position for any length of time. I only now realise I'm peeing if I make a sudden upright movement from sitting when some residual urine will be released. I occasionally sit on a diaper with it open and see that every couple of seconds a few drops of urine are being released. I never now flood my diaper or have any daytime leaks. Its just a very slow gradual release and I eventually simply become aware that my diaper has become heavier and so its then time for a change.

[Non-Incons - Peeing while walking? Self-challenge]

On 9/13/2020 at 3:50 AM, abdlnz said:

@DaveeBEd how long did it take you to poop while walking? Is it more natural and easy to do now? how long did it take?

From memory didn't take very long to be able to poop whilst walking, probably only 2 or 3 months but what took longer was being able to poop without any change in facial expression and to be able to carry on a conversation if necessary.

 

[Signs you are about to pee]

18 hours ago, 2sail2 said:

About an hour after drinking coffeeeeee.

After washing dishes in hot water.

Stooping down then standing up, getting into my car ( which is on a hill).

If I stand up or sit down too quickly I become aware of some poo being released these days.

[Signs you are about to pee]

On 9/1/2020 at 10:19 AM, stevewet said:

I get very little waning now and sometimes none at all. I just feel my nappy getting warm and wet. Sometimes I get the urge to pee but I cannot control it so just wet my nappy. At night my bladder just empties freely with now feeling at all.

That''s exactly the same for me

[Advice on how to distribute the pee better]

On 9/3/2020 at 7:39 AM, Dubious said:

How do you make the condom stay on?  and it sounds expensive 

I have found that wearing a chastity device will make you wet the diaper more evenly, and even wet the rear as its always pointed down, also never leaked with the chastity on

I agree I can't imagine how a condom would stay on for log without you having an erection. My chastity device certainly helps now

[Non-Incons - Peeing while walking? Self-challenge]

22 hours ago, Transfusionelle said:

Sweetie you don't have to be a girl to walk and pee, lol. I have peed my diaper while serving a patron without even thinking about it, and kept a straight face.

YEs you're right there its not so much doing it but being able to do so with no change to your facial expression which takes a while to learn

I started being able to pee whilst walking within a couple of weeks of my journey to IC. Being able to poop whilst walking took a little longer

[How many diapers have you bought at one time?]

I usually order about 10 cases of 24 Tena Maxi Slips roughly every 6 weeks. I bulk buy barrier cream and wipes at the same time

[YOUR Stash!]

Its Tena Maxi for me with plastic pants over the top. The mattress has two layers of protection, one plastic backed and one disposable which I cover with a strip of an old sheet which is far easier to change if I've leaked past my diaper and need to change the sheets in the middle of the night.

[Has Anyone Here Actually Succeeded at Making Themselves IC?]

16 minutes ago, ValentinesStuff said:

I've been this way for years, it doesn't bother me because I wear 24/7 anyway.

As long as you are happy

[Has Anyone Here Actually Succeeded at Making Themselves IC?]

1 hour ago, ValentinesStuff said:

I have sort of developed a form of "urge incontinence." When I first started wearing diapers while out and about, I was afraid of leaks so I wouldn't wet until I was almost home. It got so that I almost always wet my diaper uncontrollably as I get "home." I put home in quotes because it happens wherever I associate with home, including my parents house.

Are you happy with the urge incontinence? IF not, wearing diapers isn't going to help. You will need to focus on holding it in. If however you do want to become IC then you need to let go at the slightest hint of that urge, then it will happen more often and be the start of the path to diaper dependence.

[Has Anyone Here Actually Succeeded at Making Themselves IC?]

49 minutes ago, SrDiapCaged said:

I take it that you have had no issues with poopies while caged, with the exception of a much longer clean up time. Which I find encouraging as I really should seriously use my diapers/pullups fully as they are intended to be used. And I do know that it would greatly assist and speed up my goal of becoming diaper dependent. I guess I just have to get over the "clean up mentality issue" I seem to have?As for my collection of cages, I find that wearing one is rather stimulating in a teasing way, and I do love how I am denied any form of an actual erection other than a nice titillating sensation of swelling within a trapped cage. This adds a deepening sense of embarrassment and shame over the somewhat ED issue that I have. And I must admit that I quite enjoy how masturbating while caged can lead to a ruined orgasm due to total failure and or just simply lots of dribbling semen. I only wear stubby cages as I find it an immense turn on to see my penis looking small and trapped. I still have yet to receive my one cage that is no more than a 1 inch penis bump which would really trap me. Hopefully all that made sense....lol lol

You will get over the clean up issue. I too get a kick from seeing my penis look so small and useless

 

[Do you think it's possible for me?]

3 hours ago, stevewet said:

I think the top and bottom of it is commitment. You really have to want this. For me becoming a bedwetter again was the right thing.

If that gives you content then that's great. I wasn't sure about becoming dual IC but so far have no regrets but it certainly is a commitment.

[Has Anyone Here Actually Succeeded at Making Themselves IC?]

16 hours ago, SrDiapCaged said:

Very good point actually, as it does make sense that becoming diaper dependent would be easier if a person became dual dependent. For me, the clean up is an issue as it really is not pleasant at the best of times, and also, I happen to wear a chastity cage as part of my diaper pleasure. But, I am still thinking about the poopie end of matters.....lol lol

Strangely I don't actually mind the clean-up too much. As a sub I crave humiliation and its pretty humiliating having to clean yourself after pooping when its smeared all over your backside especially as it takes time and now I have virtually no bladder control by the time I'm fully cleaned and covered in barrier cream I'm dribbling before I can get the clean diaper on. I also wear a cock cage these days with the aim of shrinking my penis and hopefully losing the ability to get an erection. After 6 months of wearing most of the time it is now hard for me to maintain an erection to the state where I don't think I'd be able to achieve penetration. What I hope eventually is that when I have an orgasm it will just be a slow release of semen from my flacid penis. Also cleaning yourself when wearing  a cock cage increases the time it takes to get clean!

What is your aim with the cock cage? 

[Has Anyone Here Actually Succeeded at Making Themselves IC?]

On 8/28/2020 at 5:18 PM, SrDiapCaged said:

To help myself attain diaper pee dependency I know only wear pullups or diapers to help my mind set. At the very very sign of a "pee alert" I immediately go into relaxed mode to assist the escape of nice warm pee into my diaper/pullup. I have found that to assist that pee escape is that I will sit on the potty but with diaper/pullup on as it tends to help mentally to wet easier. However, once things become more relaxed and I can freely wet while at my computer, then I will stop sitting on the potty as an aid to get the flow going (well, except for pee play time). Because I seem to have developed bowel issues which has caused very very loose poopies, I have had a number of escapes as I work on training my pee sphincter to be relaxed at all times. Which has caused me to wonder if I desire to be diaper dependent for both escapes. 

Once I accepted that becoming urinary IC was going to be easier to achieve by becoming bowel IC as well my progress improved drastically. If you always have soft poo its far easier to become dually IC, if that's what you want, but its not for everyone!

[bedwetting]

I was briefly hospitalised when I was about 5 and I distinctly remember a boy who was quite a bit older than me being seriously told off by one of the nurses for wetting his bed. I remember being very surprised by that as I must have outgrown bedwetting when I was very young and can't remember doing it at all. I've often thought about that incident in the hospital and wondered if it was one of the triggers for my goal of achieving IC?

[Do you think it's possible for me?]

6 hours ago, jacob_ABDL said:

For a while now I've really liked the idea of becoming a bedwetter again and having to wear diapers to bed. It's a feeling of warmth and comfort that I really wish to reclaim. But I've had some issues with training myself to just let go at night.

I've listened to hypnosis files, I would drink a bottle of water before bed, but I wake up every morning with a full bladder and a dry diaper.

It seems to me  that normally people will wake up in the middle of the night if they need to pee, then they go, and fall back asleep- and eventually they just let go in their sleep. But I just... don't.

Is it possible for me to start bedwetting again?

I can assure you that it can be done. I very rarely have a dry night now. However I think it will be very hard to become a nighttime bedwetter whilst retaining control during the day. Almost everyone on here similar to myself who has worked to achieve IC has lost control in the day before at night. In fact I had reached the stage where I was sometimes even unaware that I'd peed myself during the day before I'd had a single wet night.

The main reasons one gets to wet at night is by gradually shrinking the bladder so it simply cannot hold as much urine as it used to. This is only really achieved by never letting it reach the capacity it originally had. i.e. whenever you feel the urge to pee simply relax and before long that urge will become more frequent as the bladder shrinks. The other physical factor is losing power of the sphincter. which basically doesn't any longer have the  power to stop the bladder realising its contents.

FYI It took me over 12 months to be bladder IC, c18 months to become a regular bedwetter and almost two years to lose bowel control as well as becoming a bedwetter almost every night.

This isn't for everyone, but so far I have no regrets. If you do want to become a bedwetter then I think you will probably have to become diapered 24/7, but everyone is different.

The best of luck with whatever course you chose to take.

 

 

 

[Can't tell if I went or not?]

17 hours ago, TGalactic2012 said:

Yes possibly

Sent from my LML212VL using Tapatalk
 

Sometimes I feel bad on here talking about effectively having deliberately disabled myself when there are others with this condition through no fault of their one or desire to suffer from it

[Can't tell if I went or not?]

On 8/19/2020 at 12:26 AM, TGalactic2012 said:

How long did it take you to achieve dual incontinence mine is caused by meds

Are you happy being dual IC, I see that you mention its been caused by medication. Would you have wanted to become IC even if you still had complete control?