[Close Calls and/or getting caught.]

1 hour ago, RJ JO said:

Last week this happened. 

 

I had to to stop on a road trip at a rest area and change. They didn’t have a family/disabled bathroom so I was stuck using the stall in the men’s room. Unfortunately, it was the kind that had the half height doors and since I was on the verge of a blowout from a messy accident, I didn’t have a choice. So, grabbed my book bag and went about changing. I was half way through when a damn greyhound bus full of people stopped also. 6 different guys looked over the stall to see if it was open while I was changing. After that, I didn’t even try to hide the dirty diaper I needed to throw out, damn near everyone in there must have known that I was changing. I’m sure they were more embarrassed than I was because no one looked my way when i came out of the stall, they all looked the other way. One of Life’s Ha Ha moments I guess. 

Might want to do the gas station next time you do a road trip.  Most gas stations have one person bathrooms so you can change in there.

 

[I'm Choosing to wear Full time.]

4 minutes ago, froggy said:

I hope you are happy with the results of your decision.  I had my run in with need a few years back and was very glad to go to for fun again.  Wearing diapers and plastic pants is a great mental relief at times.

Thank you Froggy

[East Tennessee?]

Hi there everyone in the Tennessee area.  I am in Greene County.  Looking to chat with new friends

[I'm Choosing to wear Full time.]

15 minutes ago, ppdude said:

Wow. That's a lot of stuff and I'm sorry to hear it. I know where you're coming from as I currently have many of the same symptoms, which I believe, are due to the recent loss of my wife. One of the things grief counselors tell you is to get to the doctor and let them know how you are grieving. I have yet to do that as it is a transportation/logistics issue. Because of her death, the family is also doing a lot of bad stuff which just heaps more bad on top of worse. Each of us had daily battles to fight and most of the time it's not a problem. But when it does, oh boy. Keep up the good fight -- you'll win eventually

P.S. I clicked the "notify" button!

Thank you ppdude.  I did send you a PM as well from another post.

[Tommy from DPF]

DPF is how I found that I was not alone in this AB/DL world.  Though I am not a AB I still relate to them.  I can remember going to the Library just to get on DPF.  I would also go to the store the Wiz before they closed for good.  And go on there computers to go on DPF I got caught on there on a site that should not be on.  I was kicked out many of times from security.

I got to move in with a friend who had a computer in their basement I would then go on dpf when I got home from work.  I really made some nice friends on there though it has been so many years since I remember the user names of the people on there.

I thank Tommy for bringing DPF to me so I can not be alone.

[I'm Choosing to wear Full time.]

Hi there folks first as the title says I am choosing to wear full time.  Though not as of yet.  Kinda in a bind right now.  With financials.

So to begin why I am choosing to do so so I can get this off my chest.

Firstly I would like to tell everyone that I am seeing a therapist for depression Anxiety stress ADD ADHD and I have a mild case of the OCD.  I did tell him about the diapers on my last visit which was last week. As of this writing.  He told me that we will have a talk about the diapers the next time I have a session.

Now for me wanting to wear diapers full time with what I said above with the depression the kind I have is called Persistent depression disorder 

Here is a brief overview of what that is.

Persistent depressive disorder, also called dysthymia (dis-THIE-me-uh), is a continuous long-term (chronic) form of depression. You may lose interest in normal daily activities, feel hopeless, lack productivity, and have low self-esteem and an overall feeling of inadequacy. These feelings last for years and may significantly interfere with your relationships, school, work, and daily activities.

If you have persistent depressive disorder, you may find it hard to be upbeat even on happy occasions — you may be described as having a gloomy personality, constantly complaining or incapable of having fun. Though persistent depressive disorder is not as severe as major depression, your current depressed mood may be mild, moderate or severe.

Because of the chronic nature of persistent depressive disorder, coping with depression symptoms can be challenging, but a combination of talk therapy (psychotherapy) and medication can be effective in treating this condition.

For more information, you can go here and read the full article.

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/persistent-depressive-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20350929

Now for the other things the Anxiety and stress everyone probably knows what those areas everyone probably has them as well.  But for some reason not sure what it is when I am in a diaper I feel more relaxed and I even sleep better even though this couch I sleep on is not the best I still get better sleep while wearing a diaper.

Now I also feel more relaxed when wearing during the day.  As of this writing Today Sunday, Sept 9th I slept in a diaper last night and also on Sept 6th I slept in one and slept really well.  Now Friday Morning after I got up I went outside to feed my cats and play for a bit with them.  I sat outside in just a diaper and a tee my stepdad was not home and my mom on that day was in her room so I knew I could get away with it.  I peed in it and sat in it for a while.  I felt just at ease.

Today when I woke up I waited for my mom and stepdad to leave with their friend to go get stuff from a store which was 30 min away then I knew they would be going out to eat so I could wear my diaper for a bit longer.  I was again at ease I felt really good about myself.  

Now that I am out of a diaper and not able to wear one as I have one left I am constantly thinking about them.  Though I do this at work as well. I am now constantly thinking about diapers all the time though it does not effect my work.  I know that once I am able to be full time this might subside a bit.  Though it mght not I really enjoy wearing diapers.

Though I know I will have to buy other things as well.  

Like new pants.  a size larger then I am currently wearing.

a backpack for my diaper supplies.

a few onesies 

plastic pants  Powder and lotion.

I also plan on getting those charchol pills where they help with smell.  I do not really plan on messing a diaper though it might happen as I do have bowel problems sometimes I can not just get to the bathroom in time.

As another thought.  I have been having leaking problems and as I mentioned above bowel issues.  So for me diapers will be best bet.

This is an Edit:  There is one thing that got me in a Anxiety with wearing diapers full time.  Though I will get over it.  That is messing.  I am not a big fan of it though I now one day I will just go with the flow. 

Thank you for reading!

All The Best

DiaperboyEddie12

[Has anyone tried ABU Cushies?]

57 minutes ago, SoggySoCal said:

All the single tape diapers from ABU have the same cut. They do fit slightly different than a double tape diaper, but I personally prefer the single tape look and fit. SDK's and Kiddos are my two favorite diapers. As for their absorbency they hold their own. There are diapers that hold more, but they were never intended to be the absorbency champion.  

Thank you SoggySoCal

[Intro of Electric man]

Welcome, Electric_man17  This forum is addicting.

[email Notifications]

11 minutes ago, ppdude said:

I'm not sure what's going on, but it seems that I'm getting hit/miss email notifications. I check the "Notify" box and it appears that others have posted but I don't get notified. I'm using gmail and they changed it AGAIN. Is it just me? Am I missing something? Don't know how DD sends emails, and probably has nothing to do with gmails latest changes.

yea I think I got the same thing going on.  And I hate the new look of the new gmail I had hotmail though lost my password and I can not recover it.

man I forgot to click the notify button.  lol

[Sleeping While Messy]

On 8/3/2018 at 8:42 PM, Lil Fox Scotty 91 said:

I enjoy sleeping with a good load in my diaper. I feel warm, at ease, and very little too! Just use good barrier cream.

 

10 minutes ago, baby-dandan said:

  I love to sleep in a messy diaper! I usually put on my night diaper and give myself a small enema then put a Dulcolax suppository in my bum. I don’t know why but it just feels so good to me! I like to feel like I am pretending being forced into messing my diaper and that my imaginary mommy has more punishments in store for me.

Do you both ever wake up in a messy diaper and did not know you had gone in your diaper?

On 9/4/2018 at 11:41 AM, Wet,Smelly,&tired said:

How can you clean a cloth diaper to get it looking good as mew?

that is one of the reasons I do not like cloth diapers.

[I've done it! first time diapered]

21 minutes ago, Firefly 35 said:

There are probably several reasons why someone would be living w/parents at that age: loss of a job, sudden increase in living costs, helping parents with their challenges, or things as well.  It's not as rare as you may think.  (No offense)

Thank you Firefly.  I do live home to help my mom with a few things I do her laundry and I also drive her to her appointments and stuff like that.

[Just wondering about waking up in a wet diaper]

1 hour ago, Craisler said:

I virtually never have a diaper rash and I’ve been wearing diapers for a very long time.  Getting a rash is not inevitable. If you are just starting out, your skin will likely be sensitive and need the protection provided by zinc oxide creams and anti-fungal lotions.  Don’t try to wear wet diapers longer than overnight.  Clean yourself thoroughly during a diaper change and then apply your choice of protective ointments. Over time, your skin will become more impervious to irritations. 

‘If you have a rash, try Boudreaux’s Butt Paste (Yes, that’s it’s real name and is available in most drug stores and Wal-Mart).  It works.  I was put on to this stuff by a CNA who was helping me take care of my father when he was having continence issues and needing diapers.  Initially, he got a very bad rash, but after using this paste, we quickly got the problem under control.

Thank you Craisler for your thoughts.  I will look into that butt paste. I can not use Destin as I am allergic to something within it.

I do plan on wearing full time down the road just got to find the funds for it.  One day I will finally find out what it is like to wake up with a wet diaper on.

59 minutes ago, wetste said:

i wear 24/7/365(366 if its a leap year ) and i have always wet the bed and been nappies for that... i still wake up each morning and love to feel my nappy all soaked... 

oh and yeah i get rash occasionally its ok if you treat it quick i use canesten 2% and then nappy cream

Thank you wetste

59 minutes ago, mundane said:

I enjoy being able to take time to wake up, stretch and enjoy the warmth of my bed and blankets, instead of making a mad dash to the toilet and hoping I can plop down in time for everything to not make a mess. The first time I woke up in a  wet diaper was about 3 years ago. It was a glorious and wondrous experience at the time, I no longer get THAT excited about it, but it is still nice.

Thank you mundane for your thoughts.  I can not wait to have that first day I wake up in a wet diaper.

54 minutes ago, Cute_Kitten said:

This. 

Thank you Cute_Kitten

31 minutes ago, diaperedboilerman said:

I wake up wet every morning. If my diaper is not full, I leave it on until I fill it while I have my morning pot of coffee and check email, and facebook, etc. on line. I first before having severe OAB wore diapers to bed for my Nocturia (getting up to pee 2 or more times at night) as diapers let me get a much better nights sleep. After doing this for over 10 years now ( the last 8 has been 24/7) I now sometimes don't even wake up to pee. or I wake up in the process of peeing my diaper and drift right back to sleep. It is nice to wake up and not be in a panic to get up and get to the toilet, and it is nice to be able to start the coffee pot, get that got to go feeling and just let it out standing there while still getting your coffee pot going and feeding the cat. I can change when I get around to it. Diapers make life much easier and less stressful. 

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Thank you diaperedboilerman.

I plan on wearing full time though one thing I did not mention above is that I am afraid that I will wet the couch.  I do not want to do that.  I do plan on buying me some plastic pants to wear over the diaper sot hat I have extra protection.

28 minutes ago, dlnoir said:

Waking up in a wet diaper is one of the things I like most about wearing diapers. I wear diapers ever since the age of three maybe four years old, and for the last twenty one year’s 24/7/365. Even though I’ve always had a strong desire to wet my diaper in my sleep, I was never really able to achieve my goal. Not by training the old brain it was ok to wet while asleep (affirmations) not by using hypnotic files no nothing so in the end I started to use stents and they work just fine. I make my own and for the last thirteen years I wake up with a wet diaper. I keep well hydrated and do not stay too long I a wet diaper. By keeping well hydrated I keep the acidity of my urine low which help a lot in a rash prevention. I do get some irritation a couple of times a year but they never really develop into a rash.   

Thank you.  I was thinking once I do go full time to listen to some of those hypnosis tapes.  Well, I found a few on youtube.  I am also a big believer in Affirmations.  

As I think about it now for the last few days since I been really thinking about this I have been needing to pee a lot more than when not thinking about diapers.  weird

[I've done it! first time diapered]

17 minutes ago, wannatrydiapers said:

I know I can order diapers online, I would like to try brands like Abena, Forsites, Tena and ABU. But I would take a way grater risk since I live with my familiy and if at the delivery moment I will not be at home, someone else will pick up the package for me and very probably discover what's inside just for curiosity.

What I have worn were simple disposable diapers of the same brand of the store where I went to (retail chain in Italy). They are kind of "super" diapers (3/4 drops). They are quite discreet diapers and I thought they were thicker and bulkier actually but they feel great though. 

Like PPdude said above once you get to wearing them and buying them you will no longer care who sees you.  Though in your instance it might be a bit different as you see you like it for the sexual side of it gives you a great ejaculation.

For people like me, I like to wear them for the feeling of comfort and how they feel about me.  I also use mine for their purpose.  Well right now only pee as I do live home with my mom and stepdad and well they do know I do not think they would want to smell a smelly diaper.

Though I do plan on wearing them full time soon and then I will buy these pills I can take that get rid of the smell.  Though I will not be using them for the #2 part o it.  As of yet as not my cup of tea.  But if it happens at least I will be worry-free.  Just a lot of cleanup.

[Just wondering about waking up in a wet diaper]

49 minutes ago, Craisler said:

What I like is not having a full bladder and urgently needing to go when I wake up.  I can take my time stretching, yawning, and just generally have a relaxing time waking up.

yea that is true

12 minutes ago, ppdude said:

24/7/365 for me. Waking up wet can be a nice, warm, squishy feeling. Then you notice that your peepee hurts has a rash; your balls hurt and have a rash, and your butt crack is hurts and has a rash. Take off the diaper, wash and dry privates, then apply diaper rash creme liberally to all affected areas; reapplying creme as necessary. The rashes clear up fairly quickly; the butt crack is like a bed sore and takes a lot longer to heal. I usually try to get out of it ASAP. Maybe someone can tell us what we should be drinking/eating so that our pee isn't so caustic.

I do want to wear full time though I am not looking to have a rash though I know it will happen.  The price I will pay to want to wear a diaper all the time.

[Just wondering about waking up in a wet diaper]

Hi there,  Just wondering about those DL or AB's who like to wear all the time and wake up with a wet diaper on what does it feel like?  Does it feel good 

I know that some who are incon will also answer which is good to have answers from you as well.

Though for the DL or Ab's who just suddenly wake up in a wet diaper in the morning like for the first time.

 

[Has anyone tried ABU Cushies?]

12 hours ago, erevu said:

Safari diapers from Rearz are very good. My favorite at the moment are PeekABUs. 

I will try those and I want to try the pink ones I am not a sissy though the sound and thickness of a rearz is what I want.  

5 hours ago, drynot said:

You can't go wrong with Rearz.  They are really great diapers.

Thank you drynot

11 hours ago, toddmdl said:

I have. They're not bad. I prefer Bambino's though, especially the Magnifico. 

Thank you toddmdl

10 hours ago, raekun said:

All I can say to this thread is that they fit very different then other diapers. If you read around you will see what I mean. I personally liked them

Thank you raekum 

[I've done it! first time diapered]

23 minutes ago, wannatrydiapers said:

First of all, a little foreword: It was sexual. Honestly, the best masturbation experience I ever had 

I had a full day home alone, so I decided to drive to a superstore quite far from my house where I thought there were also automatic cashes, when I got there, there were few people in the store but unfortunately there weren't any automatic cashes at all, only alive cashiers... I was disappointed and I thought that I couldn't go as far there for nothing, so I decided to go inside and buy something to eat and I was very conflicted whether get diapers anyway or not... When I got in front of the shelves with adult diapers, there was no one in the area and without a second thought I got a pack of diapers and put in the basket, then got some other things just for delay a bit the "critical moment". So I got the courage and went to the cashier... during the payment the cashier (woman) looked at me for a moment in a very strange way, but that was all. Then I finally was able to come back home with my pack of diapers. Needless to say that I couldnt wait to be at home. When I arrived I decidet to do not hurry, even though I was so excited, just looking to the package and holding it was a big turn-on for me. I drank two cups of tea then I went to the went inside the shower and pissed in my pants and washed it with cold water, still wearing the soaked pants. that was for simulate an "accident" and for increase the desire of wear something "dry and confortable". Then finally I got naked and put on my first adult diaper... I'm not going to dive into details, but yeah, It was amazing. I felt so sexy, wearing it was so sexy... and seeing myself diapered was so unreal. I also tried to wear more than one and really enjoyed the bulkiness.

However, there was nothing more than a sexual thing so far... I didn't want to wet diapers and after I cum I toke off the diaper and just wanted to wear normal pants again.

Do someone feel similar to me, or at least felt like this the first time?

My First time buying diapers in the store was like how you felt.  Though I got the courage and did it.  Though for my Diaper feelings it is not sexual though for some reason I do like to feel my diapers.  When wearing them.

As for the discreet part you can go on amazon.com and order much better diapers and have them delivered to your house.  It is much more better that way.  I would suggest if your buying for a sexual need to get like Tranquility ATN as they are nice and cheap.  And they have a plastic outer shell which feels wonderful when wearing.  And also feels great while Masterbating.  Though I have not been able to ejaculate in them as of yet and I been doing this for like 36 years now and I still can not do it.    weird.

Just wondering what kind of diaper your first diaper was?

[Is it possible to become "diaper incontinent" at night?]

On 9/6/2018 at 8:56 AM, Bettypooh said:

Yes, this can be done though it is probably the toughest "incontinence desire" there is to achieve. It is that this is in the realm of the subconscious and that there is a physical body function going against you is what makes it so tough. Since you can hardly control your hormonal vasopressin production, your focus has to be on getting your subconscious mind going in this direction. WMM files and hypnosis are aimed to alter the subconscious and they make a great starting point. If you want this with your heart and soul and every fiber of your being, then it is possible, but it will probably be a long journey getting there.

Take heart here, for we were all bedwetters once in our youth so it can happen again. It's just that doing it always is going to be a lot easier than only when diapered. Bladder capacity won't change appreciably for intermittent or short-term changes in wetting patterns, but you might experience a tendency to release earlier in the times when you are not exercising control and for a short time thereafter. It generally takes a month or longer of continuous loss of control to change the actual capacity, and that process is slow, so you're looking at 6-12 months before you see a severe reduction. This is according to nurses and caregivers I've spoken with, so I believe them. Even after years of wetting freely without restraint, my own bladder holds almost as much as it always did, which shows itself in my morning wettings just after I get up. I can't understand why things work like this for me when I'd prefer wetting in my sleep, but it just happens this way and I don't fight it. I'm still wet from the night before anyway though I almost always wake a bit to do that so I'm happy enough like this. 

I think that we all would like to have a "continence switch" that we could turn on and off at will. Even better would be one that could be placed in the hands of someone else if we wanted that. Of course some of us would turn continence off then put the switch away forever, but it's just not in the cards yet. The closest we can get to this is through subconscious efforts, such as suggestion or hypnosis, or through conditioning triggered by something like putting a diaper on for bed. You can get pretty close this way, but it isn't easy and isn't 100% like a real "switch" would be. It an be good enough so pursue your dreams and take the wins as you can get them.

Bettypooh

Hi Bettypooh.  I have been reading your comments for a while now and I really enjoy reading them.  You are so detailed.

[Has anyone tried ABU Cushies?]

4 hours ago, Firefly 35 said:

I haven't tried them myself, but I have heard that they aren't that great capacity-wise.  Barebums hold more and have a similar design if that's what you're going for.

Thank you Firefly35

3 hours ago, erevu said:

Their capacity is not top end premium, but I believe characterizing them as “not that great” isn’t giving them enough credit. Perhaps that’d be true of cushies before Casey bought abu, but that was a long time ago now. Their listed capacity on abu’s website is 4500ml. I have used them (have 4 bags right now actually) and I have no problem with them. I boost them with Boost-Ups, but I boost all my diapers that way. 

Thank you erevu.  I want to try the Rearz diapers.  

[Has anyone tried ABU Cushies?]

Just wondering if anyone has tried ABU Cushies?  Are they any good?

Do they hold a lot?

 

Thanks

DiaperboyEddie

[My Experiences From Wearing Diapers My Part 2]

Thank you Mark!  This is a awesome post.

[New to here but not so new]

8 minutes ago, ppdude said:

Hello. Welcome aboard. I do not want to tell you what you should do, but I find honest, open discussion the best. Once in the open it's a lot less of a hassle. Good lick.

THank you PPDude

[New to here but not so new]

11 minutes ago, AbabeBill said:

Hi ya Eddie, and welcome to DD, officially now, that is. Nice to meet you, and glad to have you on board. Lots of good, fun, likeminded people here, so don’t be shy. And if you leak a little bit here, it’s ok! So, have fun, and enjoy! 

Thank you for commenting!

8 minutes ago, MarkSmith said:

Hello Eddie and welcome!  Here you will find plenty of great people that both understand your desires and that are happy to give advice.  I hope all your diapered dreams come true.

Thank you MarkSmith for commenting!

[New to here but not so new]

HI, there I am new to Daily Diapers though not so new.  I have visited this site on many occasions.  reading about different topics.

I am Edward though DiaperboyEddie12 on here. I have liked diapers since around 10 years of age I am now 46 years old.  It was not easy getting diapers back then.  Though I managed to get some.

I do like to use them for pee though not fond of messing them.  Though as my years move on it is hard to hold my bowels.  I am constantly running to the bathroom to expel that nasty stuff.  Though if I am wearing a diaper and it comes out at least I am protected.  As I usually wear khaki pants and well the mess is very clear what has happened.

I desire to be diapered full time as I not only like the idea I feel much better in them.  Cost right now does not allow me the ability to wear full time plus I live home with my mom and stepdad.  And no place to store the diapers.

plus I got the bills out the cazoo which does not help anything.  

As when I do get a chance to wear full time I will be buying good diapers.  I do like the Rearz brand and also Confidry  24/7 I want something to hold up while I am wearing and not worry about the changing.

I also plan on buying some onsies as those there I will need for keeping the diaper fit and not be able to be seen.  My mom and stepdad do know about the diapers but when I am out and about it really is none of anyones business what I am wearing underneath.

I also plan on getting plastic pants for extra protection as I sleep on the couch and do not want to wake  up to a wet couch.  I would never hear the end of it.  

I will also have to buy new pants that will fit over a thick diaper.  Some jeans and new Khaki's 

Not sure what else I would need.  Might get those pills to make my mess none smelly.  and I heard it helps with keeping the urine smell down as well.

If you have any other suggestions on what I will need that will be cool.

 

All The Best

DiaperbooyEddie12