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    I have a plan to end it

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

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    43 minutes ago, feralfreak said:

    i just offered an explanation, but if you feel something is wrong, and it may very well be ive never been on that side more than a bad psychiatrist who tried to put me on a drug i wouldnt take and couldnt identify autism with a checklist right infront of her, hell she couldnt tell her ass from a hole in the ground if she could stick her head in and take a deep breath. ive always been careful not to say "im gonna kill myself", ok i got off track with that, but to get back on track if there is a problem with the system and it very well might be, perhaps work to fix it? there has to be some way to adress this, and no happiness shouldnt come from a drug, i just think maybe they are not trying to make you happy as much as functional to society standards, but they may not know what the hell they are doing. on profiting wrongly like you mentioned(paraphrased, you just reminded me of the piece of shit hospital here, they would rather ignore a heart attack and treat covid, its more profitable for them. i know this because they ignored my mom. ridiculous. i badly wish that red lantern rings were real, because i gauranfuckentee, that several would be heading my way and fighting for a place on my finger, and well,,,,, ill leave it at that.

    First off, my apologies if I was a little harsh. I have been deeply hurt by the system, that is what has sparked this fire in me to try and change things. Second off, society does not own me. So their standards aren't relevant. My standards are however.

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    I have a plan to end it

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

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    3 hours ago, feralfreak said:

    i understand that you feel the need for your comfort object, being autistic i know they help, but i think you arent looking at from their end, they arent doing it to be mean to you, they have to know what might help you medically so you dont feel the need for the item, at least all the time, they are trying to see what will help you function like everyone else, its easy to see your own side, but then you miss out on the full story, its like when someone is joining the military, some dont make it, some cant take what seems like very abusive behavior, drill seargents calling them all kinds of things, knocking them down, they arent doing it to be cruel, there are things they have to screen for, goals that have to be met, it might not be a very good analogy but i think it might help to give a little perspective.

    Even for those reasons it is still unacceptable all the same in my book. Again, happiness should never come in the form of medication. If it does, then it is essentially artificial happiness. Also pushing / provoking someone that is close enough to the edge to need a hospital isn't a very wise idea in general. Like some others have said, there is other much nicer ways to check if the meds work. For example, having the patients fill out a symptom questionnaire daily. The practices of theirs you defend so much is the reason why I have PTSD. There is a reason why many patients don't get better dispite having been inpatient many times, that reason being is they don't profit off full recoveries. They profit off repeat admissions. So another words, "they do their worst."

    Please do not defend them.

     

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    I have a plan to end it

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

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    On 6/5/2022 at 7:24 PM, ~Brian~ said:

    @baby vinny

    I don't think that it was very appropriate for a medical professional/ doctor to tell you that you cannot have your doll after you've had it for one night. If the doctor knew what you were going through, she may have changed her tune and therefore you may not have had to go through as much as you did. It is one thing to find out if your medicine is working, but to purposely remove something that is a comfort object from your possession to see what happens because they want to get you upset to see if your medicine is working sounds like medical ridiculousness- in my professional opinion there are many different ways that you can determine whether medicine works without taking someones comfort object when they are under extreme stress. Also, I don't think based on what you have stated above that the doctors understood what you are going through, or that you were a little, or an adult baby, or any of that: when somebody is in a lot of pain, and this can be physical pain, emotional pain, spiritual pain - it is pain plain and simple: you had a reason to be in the hospital, so I don't think that it was right that they took your object from you and refused to give it back to you for a long while.I'm not sure exactly what your friends told the doctors while you were in the hospital , but even if they had told them the truth, I don't think they should think that this is abnormal in any way shape or form. I'm sure that there are people who have issues, that deal with them in ways that may be unorthodox  - being in our lifestyle, there may be times when we have to explain things to professionals, luckily however, most times nowadays people are coming around to the fact that adult babies and adult kids and all that exist, and there's nothing wrong with someone who is living that lifestyle.

    I'm glad that you did not get hurt: I would personally not worry about what your wife says: she may want a divorce, but don't fret it, because sometimes things get difficult, times change, feelings change, and that's what happens when you or your partner may not be in love anymore. I've lived through 3 divorces in my life, once when I was a kid, once when I was a teenager, and once when I was an adult. These divorces were between family members, and even though I was a lot older with divorces two and three when they happened, I understood why it might happen, and I was there to help my brothers get through it. Don't think of it is a bad thing: of course it's going to hurt, and you will have feelings about the situation, and you will search yourself to determine whether you could have done anything better than you already have, but the best way to handle it is to prepare to move on, be around your friends, and make sure that you are doing things that make you happy. The idea here is that you want to be able to deal with the divorce, deal with the paperwork and everything you have to deal with, but you have to find a way to be able to deal with the divorce, and find ways that will make you happy. Divorces are no fun, they suck, and sometimes they rip families apart - but sometimes, even people that have been married for a very very long time may fall out of love, and that is the way they deal with it, but don't beat yourself up over the divorce, because it is not all your fault: remember that each person has their own feelings their own emotions their own expectations and their own reasons for feeling the way they do or doing the things they have done - I would think of things that will make you happy, or do things that make you happy, or go to places that make you feel good, with your friends, because you need your friends now.

    *****HUG**** you could also think of it this way: being single, you will be able to do exactly what you want to do, just how you want to do it, when you want to do it, for how long you want to do it- and you won't have to worry about what will happen, because you are in control of what you do. The hardest part of a divorce, is for anyone who is a child of a divorced parent: you end up asking yourself weather" you had anything to do with causing the divorce."  then after you get through that part of it, you either miss your mother your father or someone that is close to you, and they're not around as much as they used to be, or they're living in a different house, so you have to deal with what your mother or your father says to the other party, or your feelings between what your mom says or what your dad says - I think the kids also go through a wringer when this happens, but if you guys don't have any children, this should be easier. Don't feel bad about what happened, just understand that things like this happen, and if you now have the proper help, continue to use it, go to counseling, and get a hobby or something that you like to do to keep your mind occupied.

    I wish you the best of luck: as I said I am a child of divorce myself: it's no fun common because you end up pitting one parent against the other, and the parents are always asking one another through their children how someone is, or what the person's been up to, or doing crazy stuff like that. You probably do love your wife still, and you probably will ask yourself that question, and if you do I understand that, but remember that your friends are always nearby, and during times when it gets rough, remember that you can lean on them and ask them for help, just like when your brother helped you when you needed it. We all want you to be able to succeed, and we don't want you to end it so please do not end it- continue to get the help you need because you need it, and follow all of your doctors medical advice, and if you find it sound then you should do what they say. Always tell your doctor how you feel, because some medicines they give you may make you feel weird or strange, or make you do or say or see things that may not be there, so you have to keep in contact with your medical doctors: it is very important you do this!

    Good luck and keep us advised

    Brian

    Exactly the reason why psych hospitals do not work. They use the locked unit as a controlled and contained experiment ground where they can provoke, antagonize, harass, and intimidate with little to no chance of consequence either from patient retaliation or the outside authorities. Patients that stand up for themselves are either sedated, restrained, or just plain invalidated as a crazy in case people on the outside question why said patient is complaining about abuse, neglect, and/or rights violations at the hands of the people that are supposed to be helping them. I have had hospitals pull that very stunt on me many times. Take away a comfort item I need, in order to provoke me, or they try provoking me in other equally evil ways all in the name of "testing the medication" to see how effective thier quack pseudoscience is. Happiness and stability should never come in the form of a pill. It cheap and lazy to try to medicate everyone's woes away and it just will never work.

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    Well, that's game! I am done.

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

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    8 minutes ago, feralfreak said:

    could you tell us about your life?  please, dont kill yourself, you cant know for certain that your soul wont end up in hell.

    My life literally would take 15 novels to cover. I would keep you here for decades telling you everything. I probably will be going to hell anyways considering my overall character. Things just don't matter anymore unless someone is willing to help me fix this. My happiness is no longer my responsibility. People have screwed with me too much to try to have me believe my misery is my doing. I know better than that. People have treated me like I am worthless. My misery comes from them not "my own flawed mentality" I am not going to allow my torture to continue. At some point you must draw a line, and that very line has been passed many years ago. I have lost faith in nearly all humanity. I have given more than enough chances for my family, my loved ones to try and fix this yet they fail time and time again. My so called "friends" failed me all the same. Only there for the fun times but when things get real they bail. To anyone that doesn't think this is truly game over, I challenge you to try to contact me, prove to me that I still have a chance. Maybe even take me under thier wing and try to help fix things. I'm am done being told I am on my own to fix it. Believe me, if things don't get better I WILL end myself.

    Well, that's game! I am done.

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

    Posted

    I am just so done with everything. People just done care. I have lost my faith in humanity. It's pretty much final, want to end this. People will probably tell me not to do this but it's pretty much 99.99% decided. Unless those people telling me not to do it actually have a plan of action to help me, I have no interest in the "you can make it / or make things better for yourself" talk. Belive me if I can make things better for myself I would, but I can't so therefore eliminating myself is the only option. Sorry guys I tried.

    Having your partner use your diaper too

    in Stinky, Squishy & Proud

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    I would be really grateful if a group of you guys would be open to giving me a massively messy diaper. If anyone is interested in helping I am open to dm's. 

    If wearing some else's poop isn't your thing then don't worry, I am the one that wants to be the "victim" of the mega messy diaper! ☺️ Thanks to anyone open enough to help because this would be a dream come true.

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