Lil Fox Scotty 91

You still have those large?

I always really liked them. They are my favorite brand. I am still looking for more in size medium. Small is fine too but medium is the best. I liked how they were a bit bigger in medium so they fit me perfectly like a glove.

Hey, mind talking to me in message about them? I am still interested because I really like that brand.

Yes. I know. That's why I am looking for them on here.

Do you still want them? Tbh I really like that brand.

Why? I am still interested tbh. I like that brand. What's wrong with them? Message me please.

In need of them as I liked how they fit me. I would even be interested in size small if you have them.

Do you have size medium?

What condition are they in? How much are you looking for them?

Anyone have some?

Anyone want to meet up to try this?

Yes, I am serious. I like that diaper so much that I can't do without it. Anyone nice enough to sell them to me is a Saint. Those diapers helped me so much over the years with my overactive bladder that I don't mind paying extra to get them.

Wanna dm so we can chat?

I would just like to find other people willing to try that with me! The more the merrier as we could get me really messy from several people's messes!

Hey mind if I send you a dm? Let's chat.

Is anyone interested in meeting up for some messy play?

First off, my apologies if I was a little harsh. I have been deeply hurt by the system, that is what has sparked this fire in me to try and change things. Second off, society does not own me. So their standards aren't relevant. My standards are however.

Even for those reasons it is still unacceptable all the same in my book. Again, happiness should never come in the form of medication. If it does, then it is essentially artificial happiness. Also pushing / provoking someone that is close enough to the edge to need a hospital isn't a very wise idea in general. Like some others have said, there is other much nicer ways to check if the meds work. For example, having the patients fill out a symptom questionnaire daily. The practices of theirs you defend so much is the reason why I have PTSD. There is a reason why many patients don't get better dispite having been inpatient many times, that reason being is they don't profit off full recoveries. They profit off repeat admissions. So another words, "they do their worst." Please do not defend them.

Exactly the reason why psych hospitals do not work. They use the locked unit as a controlled and contained experiment ground where they can provoke, antagonize, harass, and intimidate with little to no chance of consequence either from patient retaliation or the outside authorities. Patients that stand up for themselves are either sedated, restrained, or just plain invalidated as a crazy in case people on the outside question why said patient is complaining about abuse, neglect, and/or rights violations at the hands of the people that are supposed to be helping them. I have had hospitals pull that very stunt on me many times. Take away a comfort item I need, in order to provoke me, or they try provoking me in other equally evil ways all in the name of "testing the medication" to see how effective thier quack pseudoscience is. Happiness and stability should never come in the form of a pill. It cheap and lazy to try to medicate everyone's woes away and it just will never work.

Thanks. Sorry guys for having a moment.

My life literally would take 15 novels to cover. I would keep you here for decades telling you everything. I probably will be going to hell anyways considering my overall character. Things just don't matter anymore unless someone is willing to help me fix this. My happiness is no longer my responsibility. People have screwed with me too much to try to have me believe my misery is my doing. I know better than that. People have treated me like I am worthless. My misery comes from them not "my own flawed mentality" I am not going to allow my torture to continue. At some point you must draw a line, and that very line has been passed many years ago. I have lost faith in nearly all humanity. I have given more than enough chances for my family, my loved ones to try and fix this yet they fail time and time again. My so called "friends" failed me all the same. Only there for the fun times but when things get real they bail. To anyone that doesn't think this is truly game over, I challenge you to try to contact me, prove to me that I still have a chance. Maybe even take me under thier wing and try to help fix things. I'm am done being told I am on my own to fix it. Believe me, if things don't get better I WILL end myself.

I am just so done with everything. People just done care. I have lost my faith in humanity. It's pretty much final, want to end this. People will probably tell me not to do this but it's pretty much 99.99% decided. Unless those people telling me not to do it actually have a plan of action to help me, I have no interest in the "you can make it / or make things better for yourself" talk. Belive me if I can make things better for myself I would, but I can't so therefore eliminating myself is the only option. Sorry guys I tried.

I have some people maybe actually interested in doing this with me! The more join in the merrier!☺️ If your interested in joining the fun feel free to message me!

I am aware of the risks. I still think it would be so worth it!☺️

I would be really grateful if a group of you guys would be open to giving me a massively messy diaper. If anyone is interested in helping I am open to dm's. If wearing some else's poop isn't your thing then don't worry, I am the one that wants to be the "victim" of the mega messy diaper! ☺️ Thanks to anyone open enough to help because this would be a dream come true.