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Lily wasn’t too attached to any of her clothes honestly so she just nodded. “I stopped playing with toys years ago.” This was true. At 13 she had no need for toys. “So I’m okay I don’t need any.”

Lily tried not to make a sound or any kind of movement as to not tip off Darcy of her awakened state. She believed she had been doing good until heard the words ‘extra thick diapers’. Lily’s eyes shot open and she saw the thick pink object Darcy was holding. Lily couldn’t imagine anyone ever wearing something like that and Darcy was about to put it on her unless she did something about it. She started to speak but forgot the pacifier was still stuck in her mouth, so all that came out was muffled and unintelligible sounds.

Lily felt herself being lifted up in the air, but she was too afraid to open her eyes. She felt herself being placed on a soft padded surface, which could only be the changing table. Lily screamed silently as she realized there was no way she wouldn’t be put into another diaper, but part of her was glad she would at least be dry; she hated that part more. She felt the cool air as the sleeper was taken off and she was left in a, now cold and clammy, diaper. She tried to keep up the illusion because she couldn’t bare to have Darcy realize she was awake during all of this.

Lily was relieved when she didn’t make her drink the bottle but her relief instantly disappeared when a pacifier was popped into her mouth and then her hands were incased in mittens. She tried to spit the pacifier out but the bulb fully fit her mouth and she couldn’t pull it out with the mittens. She came to the conclusion that this couldn’t be a normal pacifier. So there she was, diapered, with a full bladder, and alone aside from the babies filling the other cribs. Lily plopped down and regretted it right after as the diaper crinkled beneath her as well as the mattress. It must have a plastic sheet on it. There was no way she was going to be able to sleep with a full bladder let alone all the other baby things that were foreign to her. She sat there for what felt like hours, though it could have only been minutes. She had no way of knowing how long it had been because there was no clock in the room, plus all of her thoughts were focused on her bladder, which was getting harder and harder to hold. She had to get out of the crib, that was the only option. Lily tried to pull herself up the bars but the mittens caused her to slip and she fell back down on her bottom. That was all her bladder needed... She felt the dams break and warmth spread out to the diaper. It started at her butt but as the diaper drank it all up it spread throughout the whole thing until her entire pelvic area was warm and wet. She tried to stop the flood but it was impossible. Soon she saw her sleeper grow dark as her diaper reached capacity and started to leak though. By the time her bladder was empty Lily and the crib were soaked. She dreaded the moment when Darcy returned to find her in all of her discomfort and shame. Suddenly the thought of Darcy coming back, and realizing she had been awake, crossed her mind and she remembered her mention of a paddle. Lily laid down and cringed as she felt her soaked diaper squish. Despite the terrible feeling, she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.

How had she been reduced to this; having a woman she had just met wiping down her private parts and telling her she was lucky not to have to wear diapers again. She was 13 and this lady wouldn’t listen to her on that fact. The only good fact was she had never had bladder issues before so getting out of diapers permanently wouldent be a problem as long as Heather didn’t put her in another damn sleeper she couldn’t get off. They may have been ratty but at least they were hers and not padded

Lily couldn’t believe that she had been put in a crib, and what was more, there was no way she would be able to escape this particular crib. She could try to climb but she could tel that would end in disaster. Lily’s eyes went wide when she saw the bottle and shook her head vigorously. “Um, no I’m not thirsty but thank you.” She hoped the woman wouldn’t push the subject. Her bladder was already full enough, but if she was forced to drink it she mig wet herself there and now. Also, the idea of drinking from the baby bottle was yet another thing to add to the mounting baby stuff she had just experienced. How much more of this could she take today?

Lily noticed she had become more stern after that and this she remained silent as to not anger her further. She did as she was told and closed her eyes obediently, not wanting to get aids in her eyes. Lily just couldn’t see how Heather could say she wasn’t a baby but then right after refer to her as such.

Lily seethed silently as Darcy mocked her. This woman would pay for this; she didn’t know how but she would pay. Lily saw the sign and blushed. Great now she had been demoted from little kid, to toddler, and now straight up baby. Her bladder twinged again; this was going to be a long nap she knew.

Lily was shaking with nerve and embarrassment, being stripped naked in front of all these kids and staff, well not completely naked, but naked aside from the thick diaper between her legs. Honestly Lily might have preferred to be completely naked instead. Lily didn’t really want to wear the sleeper, let alone have it be put on her, but it was that or stay mostly naked, so Lily quickly stepped inside and hoped Darcy would be quick about doing it up.

Lily really didn’t want to get spanked again; at this point it might actually make her wet in earnest. So, Lily kept her mouth shut. When she saw the footie pajamas she really wanted to say something but she knew she had better not. So, she just sat in silence, embarrassed, diapered, and with a full bladder. Hopefully she could wait out the nap.

The diaper was much worse than than the training pants has been. Her legs bowed slightly because of the padding and with every single movement she mad, no matter how little, she crinkled. She thought she had smelled babyish before, but now with even more baby powder, and the actual fragrance wafting from the diaper, she smelled like a nursery. Last, there was also the issue that she still needed to use the bathroom, and how was she going to pull that off taped in the infantile monstrosity? While she was being carried back into the main room, her diaper more than obvious under her short dress, she tried to speak up again. “I can’t go to sleep right now I still need to...”

“What do you mean get ready?” However the woman ignored her question and kept walking. Before she knew it they were back in the room with the changing table. In no time flat Darcy had her pull-up off and she was once again naked below the waist. Then, Darcy brought something that made Lily’s heart skip. The diaper, she had threaded her with before, was in her hand and Lily could see what she planned to do with it. “Wait I thought we decided I don’t need diapers! Stop don’t put me in that. I need to use the...” But she couldn’t get the rest of the words out before Darcy cut her off.

On her way to Mary, Darcy intercepted her mid walk and picked her up. “Hey where the heck are you taking me. I was doing something put me down.” She tried to struggle but Darcy was much bigger than her and she had no way of getting out of her grip.

Lily grumbled under her breath as the lady continued to talk about her wetting the diaper, and as she cleaned her. “I don’t need a doctor i just... You know what never mind.” This lady knew what she was going to say but she was going to insist that the a accident was her fault. She just sat there wanting the cleaning to be over so she could get dressed. It was very awkward being naked in front of this woman.

Listening to her whole speech about parents and ‘mommies’ sounded very hokey and much too pleasant, but once again she heard her drop the B word and she cringed. With all the questions Heather was throwing out in rapid succession Lily just assumed there were rhetorical, however when she said she was 8, yet again, Lily had to speak up. ”I've told you I’m not 8 And I’m defiantly not a baby.”

At the mention of her own mother Lily just shook her head. She had been abandon so early she didn’t even have wisps of a memory. Lily could tell the woman was trying to guilt her into loving her. She really didn’t want this woman cleaning herself when she was perfectly capable but it didn’t really seem like she was giving her a choice as she started to wipe Lily’s face. Lily didn’t stop her, giving into quiet submission for the nonce.

Lily had not expected the girls to turn her away but as she looked carefully she noticed something; all three girls were wearing dresses like her, but unlike her all girls were wearing panties. Without a word, Lily turned away and found a spot at a empty kids table. Was she really lower on the totem pole than actual toddlers. She dwelled on that thought for a while, but she didn’t like the answer she came up with. Stupid bitches, she thought to herself but then she felt another twinge in her bladder. Though she really didn’t want to ask to use the bathroom, it was probably smart to seek someone out rather than preserve her pride. So, she stood up and walked over to Mary.

Lily allowed Mary to toss her juice box but she was beginning to notice Mary was just watching her. The simplicity of Barney was almost relaxing, but the presence of the woman, over her shoulder was starting to irk her to the point where she couldn’t stay silent. “Yes?” Mary didn’t answer but Lily knew what she wanted. “Fine I’ll go play.” Lily was once again frustrated. Why did adults... Wait she was an adult... And she didn’t trust kids to make the right decision... Shit! The understanding didn’t make this situation any better. So despite her dislike for little kids, Lily sat up and went to find some company. What caught her eye were three girls playing with dolls, so she went over and joined them. “Um hi can I play with you?”

Lily wanted to grumble but she bit her tongue; she really didn’t want to spend time around any little kids. Honestly she did feel the slight urge to use the bathroom but she really didn’t want to have to deal with someone fussing over her bathroom habits right now. Lily took the orange juice and thanked Mary but declined the ‘potty’ request, instead returning to the mindless purple dinosaur.

“Um...” Lily had to think about it. “Orange please.” After Mary left Lily returned to her show. It had been a while since Lily had been able to just sit and relax. Maybe this wasn't so bad. Lily shifted her legs and, once again felt the bedding there. Never mind this whole situation sucked.

Lily was thrown off with Mary’s friendly demeanor, as apposed to the bitchy Darcy. She still wanted to be left alone but she didn’t want to take her anger out on Mary. So, instead Ignoring Mary or playing the bratty child everyone probably thought she was, she answered earnestly. “I’ll want a juice box please.” A flash of the girl caused Darcy to think she wet her pants flashed though her mind and she’d addded, “anything but apple juice.”

Lily saw Mary walking over to her and she groaned. Here was another person that wouldn’t leave her along. “Yeah thinks,” she said disinterested, hoping she would, just walk away. “I’m lily.” Maybe if she gave her what she wanted she would,leave Lily alone.

Lily only half listened to Darcy’s words through everything; Mostly she was focused on the invasive padding between her legs. With every step there was a slight rustle and a rubbing on her nether regions; almost like a pad but much worse. When she looked into the room she was placed in she saw little kids running all over the place, screaming, playing with toys, and all sorts of infantile things. What was she going to do here? Spotting a tv she walked over to it, still unable to forget the training panties girding her most sensitive areas. She found a vacant beanbag chair and plopped herself down on it. On the tv the asinine purple dinosaur was telling kids how important sharing and love were. It could be worse, she could be forced to play with the other children, but this was little solace to her.

Lily listened to Heather but in her haze of shame all she heard was ‘You are a baby and not potty trained’. She felt bad herself for having an accident but she still did not want to be a baby. When set in the tub with the bath toys, she just sat there only half paying attending to the floating toys, and poking or podding at each toy; then Heather came back. “I can um, clean myself just fine I promise. I’m not completely helpless.” Did she really believe that? Lily wasn’t sure anymore.

Lily hated herself for being relieved when the training pants were pulled up her legs and into place instead of being taped into a diaper. However, she was still hating every second of it. She could instantly feel the difference between her legs and when she was set on the floor she realized her dress didn’t cover it completely. Lily tried to tug her dress down to cover it but to no avail. Last of all, she even smelled like a baby because of the baby powder. A frown on her face she looked up at Darcy and asked, “Can I please go now?” She didn’t want to be in the babyish smelling room, with the changing table, anymore.