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5 minutes ago, SolSombraYSoldados said:
arita, meanwhile, is right at the start of her journey with yet a third type. She's got a good support system and she's listening to Nohemi, so there's hope for our Little gay disaster.
It's never easy I wish I had a full group like that but I'm so grateful for the people I do have.
And if I had to place a guess... CPTSD?
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On 3/20/2023 at 4:50 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:
“Why? Why won’t anyone love me? I give everything. All I want is a Princess of my own. I really thought – Sarita you were the one. I love you.”
Arm chair diagnosis is never going to be fully accurate but that feels like NPD...
Gods now I'm feeling so bad for Astra
This woman like legit needs help and I like legit sympathize
whoof
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Just now, SolSombraYSoldados said:
ut Nohemi is the Hero.
On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:ith a bottomless pit in her stomach, Sarita disengaged from Pauline and pushed past Nohemi into the living room. She could have cut the awkwardness with a knife and served it like cake. There would have been more than enough awkward-cake for everyone. All her friends’ faces had strained expressions at seeing Astra the doorway with the key in her hand.
Ohhhhhh fuck...
On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:arita closed her eyes, wincing. What am I going to say? There’s no way out of this that doesn’t end in screaming and tears – is there
On 3/20/2023 at 4:50 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:Don’t call me that!” Astra pressed her hands over her heart. “Don’t call me that unless you mean it. If I’m your Angel – then you can say it. If not – say my name.”
“Astra…” Sarita watched Astra come apart before her eyes. The tall blonde fell to her knees, sobbing wretchedly.
“This is it. You’re breaking up with me.” Astra looked desperately at Sarita through a mask of tears. “Why, Princess? Why? All I want is for us to be happy.”
“I can’t do it the way you want. It’s too much.”
“Then I’ll change it! Whatever you want! I’m sorry I didn’t do it right, but I’ll do it perfectly this time, I promise!” Astra lurched over to Sarita and grabbed her hands tightly. “Please! Please Princess. Give me another chance. I’ll be the perfect mommy, you’ll see.”
And this is why for all her fault I can actually sympathize with Astra unlike the last antagonist... Despite all her material success this woman is broken....
Honestly this feels like a side of NPD that nobody talks about because of how stigmatized it is.
The need to be savior
The fact she so devalues herself that she needs this larger than life persona....
It doesn't excuse the emotional abuse and controlling behavior but holy shit does it make it painful to watch her self destruct and destroy what could have been a beautiful polycue with Sarita and Pauline...
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On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:
“Good! Then I’ll let him handle that. There’s plenty of money in there. If you need to draw up to an entire month’s rent, you can. We can talk about paying the money back to the fund later, when you’re not worried about housing insecurity. You’ve contributed more than most members to the fund anyway.”
“Tanner – thank you. I don’t know what to say.”
Can I just say as an An-com I love this? Mutual aid in action!
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On 3/13/2023 at 1:29 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:
t’s cheap and nothing works – but it’s mine. Or it was, anyway. Will Astra even let me get a job? Is she planning to give me an allowance or something instead? How would that work if we broke up?
Feeling suddenly sick to her stomach, Sarita flopped down on the couch. A nap sounded safer than questions that had no good answers. For the moment at least, she put herself in her Angel’s hands and pretended her problems didn’t exist.
And this is how people get into bad situations unfortunately... I could see myself going "It hasn't gotten really bad yet.. Like she's controlling but I can handle that.... If she puts hands on me I can like go to a hotel or a shelter for a day while I figure things out..."
On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:“Have you ever been homeless?” Sarita balled up her fists, feeling rage well up inside her. “Well I have! I was homeless for two weeks and it was terrifying! I wasn’t even on the street. I can’t – the street swallows people up. I had a friend who was living on the street and one day she was just – gone.”
Oh gods.... honey.... 1 year.... I get it girl.... I so totally get it.... Fuck I just want to give her a massive hug...
On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:But Pauline and Tanner and – and everybody aren’t.” Sarita whimpered, breaking into a fresh round of sobs.
“You’re about to be surprised.” Nohemi kneeled down next to Sarita on the couch. “Please let me find you some options. Please, Sarita. I can’t bear for you to be so sad – to stay in a relationship that hurts you. I care about you too much.”
“It’s too late. I already arranged everything with Astra.”
“My mom used to say that it’s never too late until we’re dead.” Nohemi put her hand on Sarita’s leg. “Let me try, please. If I can’t find you another option, I’ll help you pack to move in with Astra.”
This right here is what a ride or die friend looks like..
Nohemi is the actual angle and best girl!
On 3/16/2023 at 11:54 AM, SolSombraYSoldados said:arita looked down and chewed over Nohemi’s words. Her past stretched out before her, full of failures and mistakes. What would it be like if those were just things I did, instead of who I am? Though she didn’t have enough time to process a grand revelation, Sarita felt a bloom of hope.
This has been a big theme in my personal recovery so like direct hit on the feels...
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On 3/13/2023 at 1:29 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:
– Sarita didn’t see the point of arguing over colors. She imagined Astra loved going shopping, which would mean Sarita could pick colors as they bought things. Color matching is something I can do in our relationship!
The red flag parade continues...
I can't help but feel like this kind of internal bargaining is exactly what I would do in Sarita's situation... Hell how much of that did I do with my own parents and I just don't remember?
On 3/13/2023 at 1:29 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:The waters of her Little mindset came up to Sarita’s face fast, faster than with any other caregiver. They were warm waters though, comforting and supporting. If Sarita could manage the nervous bit where the water closed over her face, the rest was peaceful and dreamy.
I've actually had similiar experience a couple times when stressed and one of my Shards... Smol came out. Fun but kinda scary loosing control and being passenger. Also weird cause "prime" (for lack of a better term) found herself having to be a Big almost...??♀️
On 3/13/2023 at 1:29 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:Nothing’s chasing me, it’s just a dream. Before Sarita could believe herself, the creature grabbed her from behind. She shrieked and sat bolt upright, sliding across the bed. Her hand scrabbled across the bedside table, sending her phone clattering to the hardwood floor.
Oh honey.....
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11 hours ago, FloridaKid said:
robably should have mentioned it much earlier, but I love reading your comments (here and elsewhere). ? I read on a tablet and have the screen zoomed in slightly, which means I have to swipe left a bit to see the author of a comment, but I can always recognize yours before I swipe over.
3 hours ago, LittleFallenPrincess said:I can always trust you to defend my characters, thank you ?
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Monchi is lovely. I wish I could afford an amazing sitter like her!
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Whelp if Nia doesn't turn these fuckers into actual hamburger I've got piano wire and rebar to shove into places it absolutely does not belong.
And unlike Vic I absolutely will finish the job.
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*lays there stunned in mixed horni and "I want it so bad it hurts"*
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18 hours ago, LittleFallenPrincess said:
Nia was no longer holding it.
As I turned around, the last thing I saw before it all went black… was a large object as it swung for my head.
Yeah 100% empathize with with what Vic is going through
And surprise of course our hero's are kidnapped before I can even have my morning coffee *sighs and rubs my temple then sparks up one of my menthol's... Exhaling a cloud of smoke as I slap a speed load into the Ruger Super War-hawk I pick up off desk and spin the cylinder before snapping it closed with a flick of the wrist humming in time with the music playing on my terminal as I walk over to the rack of cutlery on the wall...*
"Put on your Sundays, we're gonna dig a hole
Put on your Sundays, we're gonna dig a holeWas a body, was a body on the chapel step
Was a body, was a body on the chapel step
Someone left it there broken with a sack for a head
A body on the step and lies all about
Was a body, was a body on the chapel step
Was a body, was a body on the chapel stepPut on your Sundays, we're gonna dig a hole
Put on your Sundays, we're gonna dig a hole" -
Could also be an actual child? ?
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I have an extreme morbid curiosity about the racoon situation... ??
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This is exactly the kind of treatment I'm craving lately... *wistful sigh* Although I'm self-aware enough that I probably would have gone to my Big and been like "I need a 'break me' level catharsis spanking...." ??♀️?
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1 hour ago, LittleFallenPrincess said:
I watched, my arm extended out, shaking slightly, as Geoff stood still, frozen in place, blood dripping down his face from the bullet hole in his forehead.
“VICTORIA!” Raven screamed, rushing over to Geoff, grabbing him as he collapsed to the floor like a puppet whose strings had been cut.
At a girl vic! One shot one kill.... Too bad she didn't finish the job.. I'm afraid that's going to bite her in the ass later.
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5 hours ago, Personalias said:
The next day we had a substitute. We were told that our teacher had to stay home and take care of her sick newborn granddaughter. I knew better.
I think Beouf just had her world view shattered... Possibly for the second time.. Or maybe this was the hit that broke it? Gods I feel so bad for Tracy... Please girl get an online tutoring job... This shit isn't worth it....
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5 hours ago, Personalias said:
It was like that myth about King Linkin getting shot in a booth: When the royal guards got to his grieving widow they famously said ‘Other than that, Your Majesty, how was the show?’
It's little bits like this that have me speculating on a fan theory that this timeline is actually post apocalyptic and the Amazon's are a product of some kind of nightmare experiments. Like super mutants but less green.
5 hours ago, Personalias said:thought I knew what it was to hate an Amazon before and was realizing just how wrong I was.
All I would need theoretically is a pen or pencil. Scissors would be better... My life for taking that hell spawned monstrosity off the board would be a fair trade...
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Ooohh fellow fox girl! *blushes and giggles*
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On 3/9/2023 at 5:00 PM, SolSombraYSoldados said:
t’s a good thing that I won’t run my life. I can’t keep a girlfriend, or a job, or an apartment. I can barely keep a cat.
It's a bit scary how much I relate to this girl...
I wonder if I would make the same mistakes in her position?
Also I have an extreme suspicion that Astra somehow engineered this...
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16 hours ago, kerry said:
omehow I think that Grim and not Nia will be the prey here...
Seconding XD
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22 hours ago, SolSombraYSoldados said:
I get it, the money is a good thing. I’ll be excited later. Right now I need to not think.
I weirdly had this exact same reaction when I was starting to involuntarily get small at work and GF wanted to go over my tips... ??♀️
22 hours ago, SolSombraYSoldados said:bubble up in her. Fresh wet hit her diaper, as her stomach rumbled unpleasantly. Crying or throwing a tantrum was tempting, and felt like it might blow up the tension enough that Nohemi and Astra would leave.
Unfortunately, Sarita wasn’t sure she wanted them to go. What do I want, anyway?
Ahhh fuck.... Saw it coming but wow this is going to go so bad....
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I mean TBH I sometimes get "let it burn" moods myself... ??♀️
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Daphne is really still fighting with that denial.
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Getting Little: Final Chapter - Posted 3/23/23
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Congrats girl! You sure as hell earned it ?
Ahhh that was my second guess.... AudHD and either CPTSD and or BPD myself so I'm decent but not an expert when it comes to spotting ??♀️