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  1. Would they fit me I’m a 200lbs male age 25.5 waist size 34-36


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    I agree the tru fits are the best stuffers I have ever bought. They hold a lot.

    How much urine do they hold and the refillable liners are they reasonably priced?


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  2. It is time for another update.  I have been in diapers permanently now for close to one year and nine months.  I do not consider myself completely diaper dependant at this point but I think it would almost be impossible to take my diaper off now.  My bladder remains mostly unchanged.  I have periods where I am constantly releasing my bladder and other times I seem to unconsciously hold in my pee pee.  I have been experiencing involuntary leakage mostly from stress induced incontinence and post void dribble has been prevalent throughout my unpotty training journey.  I have not started bedwetting yet and I am beginning to lose hope that I will ever wet uncontrollably in my sleep.
    The biggest change has been in my bowels.  They seem to be growing weaker and weaker by the day.  My diaper is often left with heavy soil streaks that I have no control over.  Just a few weeks ago while driving home I had a real life messy accident as I just could not hold my bowels anymore.  It was the first time I had to call my wife and explain to her to keep the kids occupied so when I get home I can go straight to the bathroom.  She asked why and I had to embarrassingly tell her I had messed myself.  The first thing she said when I came in the house is that "you stink".  Considering I had just filled my diaper with my mess and sat in it for a good 15 minutes I imagine I did.  I have informed her I suspect my bowels will continue to weaken and I believe within a few years I will be completely incontinent.  She did not say anything about this good or bad so I am not sure what her thoughts are.
    I have switched main diapers now from ABU Simples to ABU Simple Ultras.  They fit a lot snuggier and hold a lot more pee pee.  Still, if you look at the pictures below you will see eleven hours in the same diaper can and often does result in a small leak.  I absolutely love these diapers as they swell and swell and swell.  As far as I know no one at work has noticed.
    My wife and I are doing better.  She has been changing my diaper on occasions and has even had some sexual playtime with me.  She remains committed to me and my desire to be diaper dependant.  
    Really not much else to report.  
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    Are those your wet diapers


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  3. When you started wearing diapers permanently did you have a physical need to do so?
    It’s been almost four years now that I’ve worn and used diapers every night.  At the time I really didn’t have a physical need for diapers although over the years I’d occasionally wet the bed after a night of drinking.  Prior to this time I’d also managed to induce sleep wetting by consuming alcohol and even just a large amount of water before going to bed.


    If you did not have physical need to do so did you have one when you were younger?  Did you wet your bed?
    Yes and yes, I regularly wet the bed till about age nine and was often diapered for it.  Wetting the bed was so babyish, so shameful, such an irritant to my mother which for some reason translated to enjoyment for me.  Waking early I often examined and wallowed in my shame till it was time to get up.

    I wet the bed until i was 13.5 years old


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  4. Well I have always had over active bladder and learned about 10-12 years of age to run to the restroom every 15-20 minutes to prevent accidents. Over the last 25 years of heavy part time wettintting and wearing diapers and taking risperadone for the last six years or so contributed in leaking of bladder. So I went to wearing diapers 24-7 three years ago and stopped using the toilet to pee. I reached the point of no return 1 year into it. I am not claiming I made myself incontinent cause rispheradone causes it and I had a weak bladder to begin with.
    Now am I happy with IC.?Hell yes instead of running to the bathroom every 15-20 minutes, I change a diaper every hour to hour and a half. It means missing less of tv shows and movies, and I always loved diapers and wanted to wear 24-7. Will I hate my decision down the road? Hell no

    I took risperdone and i lost bladder control i still think think this is with my current medication because today i peed and peed and peed


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    how long did it take you to lose control, wayne?

    Likewise


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    I'm not 100% there yet but yes, I am working towards incontinence. I've made the decision about 14 months ago due to a combination of issues (anxiety disorder, asperger's, IBS) and honestly have never looked back. To me, as weird as this sounds, being incontinent gives me comfort, confidence (even knowing I could have a leak), and assurance.

    I have Aspergers oab ocd adhd


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  5. So it has been 14 weeks now in diapers permanently.  I had a thread that was documenting my progress but it was unfortunately lost when the site had issues.  I held off making a new post to insure that fulltime diapering would become a reality and at this point it seems to have become reality.  I used the post void dribbling post to update a lot of my progress.
    I have managed to fight all the normal urges that make you take your diapers off.  Orgasms, diaper rash, and long work hours in the same diaper were no match for my desires to wear diapers.  I have been close to telling co-workers that I am incontinent and need diapers.
    As far as the progress of unpotty training it had been interesting.  At this point I have post void dribbling, dribbling when sneezing, coughing, or exerting myself, bladder spasms, and urge incontinence.  I have no progress at night time or while seated.  I still have to stand a lot of time to pee pee at night as well as when I am sitting.
    After 14 weeks of used diapers none of my co-workers or children know.  Diapers can be hidden with the proper diligence.  My wife has remained accepting and understanding and continues to routinely change my diapers.  At this point she believes I will HAVE to be diapered the rest of my life.
    A lot of members on here have been instrumental providing advice in my journey and I thank all of you for your support.  For anyone who is interested in unpotty training themselves I am more than willing to give you all the advice and tips I can.

    Me im interested


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  6. So just a quick update, I'm about ready to approach the 2 year mark in just over a months time. About a few weeks ago I came down with I can only describe as a summer flu and wow, talk about being incontinent. I was trying to keep myself hydrated since every time pretty much passes right through and I could not if my life depended on it stop the flow. I could pee upside down if I wanted to (but didn't, horrible headache). I will say it was a small nightmare trying to make sure I had enough protection to last me around the clock for the 72 hours I was pretty much bed ridden. But besides the fever, the body aches, and just feeling lousy, it was an amazing experience.

    Did you have alot of diarrhea

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