Hi everyone! Just joined this site today although I must admit to coming on periodically when the mood would strike to read some. Anyways, I just found my love for diapers late in life since I'm in my thirties. It all started when I realized I like to wet myself and that was in my late twenties. I used to just like to let a little out in my pants when I was home alone and then it progressed to stuffing my panties with towels or maxi pads or scrunching up pillows and sticking them between my thighs and letting go. The rush was just amazing. Recently I started putting pampers in my panties and wetting those throughout the day, but they will only hold so much and my bladder can hold a lot. So I finally ordered my first pack of adult diapers and I can't wait to try them when they get here tomorrow. My partner is out of the town for 8 days so I should be able to fully embrace this amazing experience. ??