kasarberang

Oh, that looks VERY cool buddy! That looks very nice.????♥️??

I would agree: nice avatar change! Every once in a while I like to change mine also, and the last time I changed it was prior to our old posture being reassigned to a new church. He took that picture, of me surveying the outside during an outside sail, after I came upstairs to check on what was going on, after being in the thrift store.

It's always good to change stuff up after a while. I've even changed my cover photo: as you see, both of you can see how happy I am, however you may not be able to see my eyes, because they seem to be closed regardless of how hard I try to keep them open, because I'm trying to make it look like I'm not a dork: during this photograph the new pastor had simply asked me for a picture because he wanted to place it on the website: little did I know that he next turned around and asked me to become the associate Webmaster for the church's website! When he told me that, it made me feel so good that I was showing both thumbs up I was giving it all I had, and I felt like somebody had just said I had won $1,000,000: it's almost like when you get exactly what you want, or when you eat something that is so awesome, that you cannot get enough of it and you just let it envelope your entire body

another way to put that is if you are in a situation where you really like the situation that you're in, and somebody really really wants to take real good care of you, and tells you to let her handle you or handle it, then she ends up giving you the most exciting interaction, where she takes care of your every need, very gently very lovingly very calculated, hitting every single one of your sensors, making it feel real good, placing you in a position where you feel like you're on cloud 9 and nothing could hurt you, similar to how it feels when they pump you full of pain medication and you feel like your body just wants to go ahhhhhhhhhhhh! 

Well, in that picture I felt like I was on cloud 9: I felt I deserved it because over the last six to nine months, it just seems like everything at work had been taken away from me slowly, and I misunderstood the church's intention: I knew that they liked what I did, and I knew that I do a good job, and I knew that they would take care of me, some way, but when you are in charge and have been since 2017, and they come in like a steamroller, and tell you that you can't open yet, and they're trying to figure out what they wanna do, that made me nervous: thanks to this new pastor, and his new approach, it makes me feel like we are both on the same page, and that the site that we are building over there, is the same type of site I would build with my own two hands on my own website domain, and I'm so glad that I stuck it out: because now I got what I want, and me being happy in that picture above, says about all I have to say without even opening my mouth other than to smile!

I hope you are doing well my friend: I know that sometimes it can be hard, but sometimes as they say good things come to those who wait, and I wish you all the best! May you always be in the best possible health you can be, and hopefully you will be able to be happy whatever you're doing, wherever you are: it is always the best policy to try to be the best you can be, and now that I have been given the responsibility I have, I feel like I have earned the respect the admiration and I have earned the right to proudly state I made it! Throughout all of the tough times and all of the things that I have gone through, I know that life is hard, but I don't try to look at the positive as a negative, but I also try not to always think everything is negative: there are always a positive in every negative, you just have to find it. I think I just did!

Take care my friend!

Brian