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Hi Lang 'Punch Punch'... Hope you have a wonderful holiday and school is going ok for you. Not sure where you come up with this stuff... Most of my inspiration comes from the greatest performer who ever lived, Andy Kaufman. Also thanks to everyone who bid me Seasons Greetings

Thanks everyone nice to hear from you again as well. Hope you all have very happy holidays.

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CNA Source recently interviewed a moderator from ABDL Forums. Come listen if you're interested. CNA Source

I think it points out how lots of ABDL people have self esteem issues. You don't go to vanilla places and force your interests onto others and then angrily lash out with horrible threats unless there is something inside you that leads you to believe 1. you need that interaction and 2. that you can accomplish something by doing so. How lonely and shut in must you be if you come to the decision that people with real medical issues need to be a part of your frustrations. But on the other hand at least people like that are using the internet instead of mailing diapered photos of themselves to strangers, or stalking people in real life. Hopefully they aren't anyway. I guess we all have issues inside us otherwise we wouldn't be here in the first place to talk about it. I think the difference between people who act like that and your typical fetish oriented person is that some of us are more capable and successful in our real life and so we don't feel pushed into a corner and desperate. That's my two cents I hope I spent it wisely.

Hey I used to hang out in IRC from 2002 to 2003 but I'm not the same Kimmie from #wetones she had disappeared before I showed up although I heard about her.

I put your link up, its on my scrolling link list.

Hi Steve I remember chatting with you years ago. Send me an email about the link and I'll send you my yahoo name. cnasource@yahoo.com

Thanks glad you guys liked it.

To those who may be interested, I've uploaded a recent interview I had with a rep from Bambino diapers on to my blog. CNA Source

What are we fighting for? When you ask most ABs what they want chances are they'll say its 'acceptence'. It doesn't seem to me that you can actually pin point one goal in this greater fight for acceptence, except that they want to be 'accepted'. There are different forms of acceptence and no one seems to know what it is exactly. Is it acceptence that we wear diapers? I think most people accept that. Perhaps they don't agree with it but they accept it. Acceptence in terms of laws to protect us? I don't see this as the same fight that took place for gay rights. There's a huge difference. Being an adult baby is a lot different than being gay. For example; If a bus driver is gay s/he can be gay and still perform their job as a bus driver. An adult baby is not your character it is a behavior. It's more equivilent to being a smoker. If you smoke than that is something you choose to do regardless of the addiction aspect. You are not born a smoker and although some would argue that you are not born gay either being gay is part of your sexual identity. Either way you don't classify someone by whether or they smoke. You would probably be hard pressed to find a smoker who doesn't wish they could go into work and smoke in their office. Or smoke on the bus ride home, or smoke while doing their shopping. Even when you allow these freedoms to take place it still doesn't mean you are accepted. "America is leading the world in being more accepting of 'kink' and alternative lifestyles" I think its only in America that you have a fight to begin with. Most European countries are pretty open to the diversity of sexual expression. Even if you make a smaller goal of just gaining awareness it doesn't guarntee acceptence. I'm pretty sure people are aware of us. Helping them to understand that we don't mean any harm, and that we are decent people who want to contribute to society is totally different. I don't think we'll ever get there if all people see is a bunch of people dressed in baby outfits talking like toddlers and using diapers. A lot of AB's can't even laugh at themselves. In reality we are the one's who are not accepting. We can't see or accept that it really looks silly when you are an adult who wears diapers and dresses like a child. I don't think a greater understanding of ABs or DLs can come about until we work on the way we preceive ourselves. If we can not see ourselves for what we are and then accept it and understand the way people are seeing us, then we have no hope for anyone from the outside changing how they feel about it.

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I owe you an apology. When I'm wrong, I'm wrong and I misinterpreted your joke for a snide remark and so I apologize for that. It's hard to tell when someone is joking and when they are not in text format, so no hard feelings I hope.