[One Word Challenge: Diapers are...]

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrate as Tony the tiger would say

[anybody struggle with mental illness and other disabilities]

I to suffer from chronic depression, most of my life I have lived with it .

Not until after my son was killed did I seek any help , it was either that or a dirt nap and with a 5 year old daughter that needed her daddy the nap was not even an option.

[Sunrise Coffee]

Laying in my recliner thickly diaper and slowly wetting while sipping the morning brew .

[Ever had one of those days?]

One of those days that make life interesting for sure , at least you have one hell of a story to tell as well as the police.

[A Thank You To Those Who Love Us For Who We Are]

Oh I know how you feel . I told my wife about my urges to wear diapers about 15 years ago very shortly after our son died ,talk about horrible timing , she has stayed by my side through many ups and downs and taught me what true love really is .

She hasn't never really played an active part in my diaper play but has accepted that it's a part of who I am .However lately she has been more keen on playing a part .

A relationship with a special person is more than that little consuming urge we have at times, it's about everything else in life ,working together , trusting and supporting one another , being there for each other but most of all it's about the love you make .

[5000 posts! O_O]

I never joined or made a profile until maybe a few years ago but have been visiting this sit since near it's beginning .

Congratulations on your many post , it's the people here like you that really make a difference in this community , thank you.

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[Curious of different applications]

I was just curious , does anyone have any other applications for cloth baby diapers besides stuffers when diapering yourself ?

[Where are we hiding]

East Texas , Tyler , Longview area

 

[Anyone Near The Longview Area]

I'm not far from you Txdiaperd

[Having a baby and an adult baby.]

My take on this as a DL would be I think it's ok to get down on your child's level to play talk and grow as your child grows but this would only involve playtime at times and not all the time .

We are our children's biggest role models and our children should know that we as adults must work provide and act responsibly to provide for thair well being ,we can't do that if we are acting like babies all the time.

My children always knew that I had no problems cutting up and playing with them on thair level but daddy was daddy first and then thair playmate second and daddy didn't wear diapers , suck on bottles, binkies or dress like a baby . My diaper use was kept discrete and away from thair knowledge . I would wear around them at times under my clothes but as far a l know they never knew this . 

Both of our children grew up well adjusted responsible adults our youngest currently in her second year of pre Med and our nephew's just think I'm funny and fun to play with at times but I'm an adult also and also act as such most of the time.

[When Did You Start To Become An Ab/dl?]

I must have been about 3 or 4 years old when my interest was first peeked it was one summer evening when my cousin who was a year or two younger then me had just been put to bed for the night and my aunt was diapering him ,after she was done she asked if I wanted one to but I declined because I was already out of diapers and was afraid my parents would  punish me if I excepted .

Ever since then I thought of them and wondered what it would be like to wear one . Often after being whipped by my parents when I was young I would sooth myself by fantasizing about wearing diapers again it wasn't until my twenties that I finally worked up the courage to buy some and wear them again ,afterwards I was really hooked and still wear them recreationally ,I'm now 52 and really can't imagine my life without them .

 

[Winter wonderland!]

I really like the snow when it's somewhere else. When we get it ,it means I'm working all night .

[When Did You Start Doing This And Why?]

I have loved diapers ever since I can remember , at about 3 yrs old I can remember begging my parents to buy me some Pampers but to no avail . I can also remember cousins and other babies being diapered and myself longing to be in thair place having my diapers changed.

I never had the courage to get them for myself until my mid twenties when I could no longer stand the passion to wear diapers again and then once I did I have been wearing them at my leisure and when the mood struck me ever since .

[What Profession Are You In?]

I am currently involved in road maintenance but before hand l  was was a remodeling contractor for 25 years .

[Accepting who I am]

As for me I guess I still haven't accepted it all the way ,it still feels like a dirty little thing I do that I should be ashamed of and I hate feeling that way .

I don't struggle with purging in the sense  of getting rid of all my diapers but at times I just get disscusted with myself and have to stop for a while .

I'm 52 now and have dealt with this since I was about 4 years old maybe someday I will feel a little more comfortable with myself.

Thank you all for being here it really helps knowing thair are others out there just trying to get through this diapered life to . 

[East Texas]

I live in the Longview area

[Model trains]

I have always loved trains ,I use to have some HO scale and always wanted to build a layout but never did . Now a have a few N gauge trains but nothing to really speak of.

[A Treasure Trove]

I love those old adds, I can remember seeing them as a small child in magazines and wishing I was the baby or had the products advertised. I was probably only 3 or 4 but knew I wanted to be diaperd again .

[Why do you wet?]

Simply because I want to, its that naughty little feeling you get that no one else knows what you just did and you are cheating the rules of normal adult behavior. Who wants to be normal after all ? Not me !

[Why do you wet?]

Simply because I want to ,its that little feeling you get that you are doing something naughty ,breaking the rules of being an adult and getting away with it ,your secret that no one knows.

[My wife suprised me today]

I wishy wife would surprisee with something like that .I don't think it will ever happen but who knows, one time years ago she did buy me a chart n of diapers at Sam's but afterwards said she never would again.

[How do you feel about being a AB/DL?]

For the most part I enjoy being a DL thair is nothing I can do about it so accepting it is just easyer than not .

My wife knows about my kink but she really don't care to participate or to be bothered with it so I keep it pretty much on the down low, I really wish I could live this part of my life a little more freely .

[What's your Interest at DD?]

I'm a diaper lover and have been as long as I can remember, my earliest memory's of longing to wear must have been about 3 to 4 years old it was a fantasy I would use to soothe myself when I would get upset.

[East Texas]

I live in Longview

[A Big Hello]

Well hello all .I have been a mouse in the corner here since about 2001 and figured it was time to jump in .

A little about myself ,I have loved diapers since I was about three or four growing up in a disfunctional family I would fantasize about wearing them whenever I would get in trouble ,which seemed like alot so this part of my life has been part of me all of my life . Just like many of you here I always thought I was the only one and then came the Internet and I found out I was not alone ( thank you Daily Diapers ) I still struggle with accepting myself maney of us do, hence the quest we struggle with , how can somebody exept you if you can't fully exept yourself.